Zikr jab zindagi ka hota hai toh hum aksar apni zindagi ke guzre waqt ke flashbacks mein chale jaate hai, aur kehte hai zindagi toh bohot buri guzar rahi hai.. yeh maana ki jo beet gaya hai usse bhulaya toh jaa sakta hai magar apne zehan se mitaya nahi jaa sakta.. bas unn tamaam ache-bure daur ko muqaddar samjhkar aage badha jaa sakta hai. Aur life mein ek phase aata jab humein lagta hai ab aur kya dekhne ko baaqi reh gaya hai zindagi mein saare tajurbe aur sabaq mil chuke hai ab toot jaane mein hi bhalayi hai haar jaana hi ek aakhri sahi rasta hai. Aur phir apni khushiyon ka shok aur barbaadiyon ka jashn manane lag jaate hai. Magar khushiyan bhi itni aasani haar nahi maanti. Zindagi humein har ache-bure daur ke baad ek khoobsurat tohfa deti hai jisse hum mauka kehte hai. Humein zindagi se mile wo saare tajurbe aur sabaq phir se jeene ka hausla dete hai. Ek nayi umeed dete hai. Aur shayad isliye hum zindagi ka saath nahi chhorte.
Beete kal mein pareshan rehte hai, aane kal ki fizool mein fikar rehti hai aur jo aaj hai usse jeete toh hai magar thodi bechaini ke saath. Jo guzar gaya usse accept karke aage badh jao, jo kal hoga wo tumhare aaj ki mehnat se pata chalega na ki fikar se, aur apne aaj se mohabbat karo.
Ek badi ajeeb si cheez hai jo hum sabhi ke saath hoti hai jab hum 5-6 saal purani tasveer mein khudko dekhte hai toh hasi aajati hai ki kaise the hum ab waqai behtar badlaav aaya hai hum mein wo badlaav tum laaye ** khud ke andar. Waqt ke saath mature hokar, mushkil se mushkil maqaam haasil karke, apna vision aur mindset positive rakhkar, apni zindagi ko sahi raaste mein le jaakar. Isliye tum haare nahi ** zindagi mauke deti hai magar tumhe ehsaas tak nahi hone degi kab tumne uss mauke ka fayda utha liya. Aur agar kabhi bura phase aaye toh uss mein bekhauf hokar jeena magar sahi waqt par nikalkar apni zindagi ko behtar bana dena. Kyunki abhi tumhara qissa khatam nahi huwa, abhi tumhe nikhar ke wapas aana hai kahani badalne.. .
Mar 1, 2020
Mar 1, 2020 at 12:25 PM UTC
Will You be my Valentine?
Don't you think I cook good enough to feed you during your food swings?
I can be your partner in deciding which dress to buy and which one to wear on any occasion.
Be it your mood swings of unexpected headache or tiredness, my fingers have got magic of relaxing you with an oil massage.
I can be your moving Spotify at any hour of the day, and I'll be a good companion to watch Netflix shows together.
I know sometimes you stay, sometimes you sway yet I've always got a way to keep you happy and by my side.
I just love listening to your childhood stories at late night, so that you go as crazy as me.
When nothing goes right, apart from your voice, it's your hug that makes me feel alive.
Together we share a good tunning,
we know
When to dump down anger and when to listen to the other person calmly,
When to fight for self-respect and when to compromise with the situation.
This is not just because its 14th Feb, still I'll ask; will you hold my hand till eternity?
Will you be my Valentine forever ??
Feb 14, 2020
Feb 14, 2020 at 11:09 AM UTC
I fell in love with you.
The time before I knew you feels oddly incomplete
Like the universe has been conspiring
My every step so that I would take the paths leading to you.
I think I knew my entire life
That one day that I would be by your side
Laughing, smiling and inevitably falling.
I knew because you were the one in my dreams. I realize now that
You were the reason why my bones kept tingling and wouldn't settle.
I want you to know that boys like me
Are cautious and afraid to fall in love for the first time.
Boys like me are calculative and hesitant
Because we are too afraid to pay for our mistakes;
We were taught that we are only made of our successes
And that every failure will become a hidden scar
We must be careful to never repeat.
But you came and made me reckless;
I made my decisions blindly and allowed myself
To forget about everything else in the world except you.
I’d trip racing to fall asleep each night just to see you the next day,
All I’d eat was your attention to feed the butterflies in my stomach,
And all I could see were the moments we had and the future we could write.
And even when the scars became so many
That they could no longer be hidden under my clothes
I kept falling deeper and deeper in love you with.
I decided that the pain wasn’t at all bad,
That the wounds were worth every moment of your friendship.
I am envious of the me in another world who was led to you
And who is free to keep loving you, but
It gives me a grain of comfort knowing that somewhere else
You and I are happily listening to our favorite songs
On a rainy Thursday evening, happily and forever in love.
But in this world, it will only be me who falls
So painfully and deeply and foolishly and madly
And beautifully
.
In love w
ith you.
"The First" and the end of the first.
. . ~ Ankit Dubey | ©
Dec 4, 2019
Dec 4, 2019 at 3:55 PM UTC
God has a man for you, not a boy This idea is that you need to grow a man who is still his first, is misguided. Yes you can be the source of inspiration and motivation. Yes you can be loving and supportive Yes you can pour in in ways that contribute to his growth. HOWEVER! all of them can be done while you are his friend! Like real friends, not like the actress God did not call you to be in a relationship with a boy who has yet to become a man. You run a lot of risks trying to be in a relationship with a man's "potential". In most cases you will find yourself a huge investment of time and energy, only to end up feeling cheated by the lack of return on your investment. While you think you're building him up, you're really making things You're providing all of these benefits. Not only is he qualified at the moment, but he is not putting him in the extra work, yet he can not ask for him. Do you really think this will push him to higher levels, or do yotu see how someone can easily become content and in this situation in the atheist? Forget him for a second, let's talk about you. While you're too busy trying to "build a man" You 're so consumed by this guy, that you have forgotten about the things you want to focus on in your life. You may be a great woman, but there is still work for you It's not your responsibility to make a boy in a man, unless that boy is your own child. You were not allowed to be someone's crutch, you could have been a man's partner and helper. This brings me to the next thing you should know. . .
Jul 9, 2019
Jul 9, 2019 at 4:27 PM UTC
dil chahta hai choom loo surkh labon ko tere,
bhar lu tumhe umra bhar k liye bahon me meri,
ji loo jindagi bhar tumhe apna bana kar,
bas koi aur parchayi tere siva kareeb kabhi aaye na mere,
jalta hu agar yaad me mai har ghadi,
chahta hu k ek waqt aisa aaye,
k yaaden nahi bas tu hi mujhme thahar jaye,
dekh loo tumhe ji bhar k,
aur choom loo surkh labon ko tere.....
bahut majboor ** gaya hu is judai k silsile se,
ab rasta koi aur dikhta nahi mujhko,
mai chahta hu k simat jaun tujhme,
aur so jaun hardam k liye gesuon ki chaon me tere,
kareeb aakar har pal sanjha kar loo tumse,
tum hardam k liye kareeb aa jao mere,
aur choom loo surkh labon ko tere......
ab kaise kategi jindagi ye meri,
isliye karta hu har pal intjaar tera,
bas yaad karta hu har vo lamha jo sath bitaya tere,
bechain ** jata hu kai baar,
jab sochta hu k koi aur kareeb hai tere,
ab dushman lagti hai duniya sari,
kaise jiyunga mai bin tere,
kareeb aa jao hardam k liye,
dil chahta hai choom loo surkh labon ko tere....
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 4:56 AM UTC
bewafa agar wo hote to unse shikayat mai kar leta,
pyar to aaj bhi unse hi karta hu,
tab shayad shikwa bhi kar leta,
na wo bewafa hai na mai shikayat kar sakta hu,
vo to bas door hai mujhse,
tab shayad khud ko unse door kar leta,
bewafa agar vo hote to unse shikayat mai kar leta....
yun to kai baar vo muhse rooth jaya karte hai,
tab shayad mai khud hi unse rooth jata,
ab vo yaad bahut aate hai,
tab shayad unhe bhool jane ki koshish mai kar leta,
yaad me unki ab bhi aansoo bahata hu mai,
tab shayad unhe yad na aane k gam me ro leta,
bewafa agar vo hote to unse shikayat mai kar leta....
baarish jab hoti aur vo sath nahi hote,
to akela hi us barish me bheeg leta,
tanha hu mai aaj bhi unk bina,
tab shayad unhe kareeb lane ki koshish na kar pata,
ab to bas jindagi beet rahi hai unk aane ki ummeed k sahare,
shayad tab khud ko mita diya hota,
bewafa agar vo hote to unse shikayat mai kar leta.
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 4:55 AM UTC
hai mujhse khafa kyun mera khuda,
kyun mujhse jhagadna chod diya,
hai ab to bas intjaar us pal ka,
kab fir se chahakna unka sun paunga,
meri choti choti baton par,
kab unka khilkhilana sun paunga,
kyun meri shikayat hai lagti buri,
k fir shikayat karne ka mauka hi cheen liya......
hai mujhse khafa kyun mera khuda,
kyun mujhse jhagadna chod diya,
yun tanha chod k mujhko gaya,
kyun hak mujhpe jatana chod diya,
ab kaise karu mai unko khabar,
k unk bina na ji paunga,
agar aaye na vo vapas jaldi,
mai duniya chod chala jaunga,
hai ab bhi waqt vaapas aa jao,
kahin khabar na mile kisi aur se,
k yaaad me unki maine saanse bharna chod diya....
hai mujhse khafa kyun mera khuda,
kyun mujhse jhagadna chod diya,
teri khushboo me jo madhoshi hai,
kyun mujhko juda hai usse kiya,
bas aur nahi takat mujhme,
maine khud ko samajhna chod diya,
na jaao mujhe yun ghayal kark,
aankhen bhi sath nahi deti,
aa jao mere pas sanam,
aab ashkon ne b bahna chod diya,
hai mujhse khafa kyun mera khuda,
kyun mujhse jhagadna chod diya.......
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 4:53 AM UTC
kyun aate ** mere sapno me,
kyun pagal mujhe banate **
kyun mere man me tum rahte **
kyun itna pyar karte **
kyun yaad tumhari aati hai,
kyun aankhen meri roti hai ,
jab mujhse khafa ** jate **
kyun mere dil me rahte **
'mere ho' kyun ye kahte **
kyun pyari pyari baaton se,
mere dil me utarte jate **
kyu aur mujhe rulate **
jab mujhse khafa ** jate **
kyu meri nind churate **
kyun pal pal yaad aate **
khwabon ki buniyado me,
bas tum hi tum kyun rahte **
jara mere dil me bhi dekho to,
kitna mujhe tadpate **
jab mujhse khafa ** jate **
kyun yaad tumhari aati hai,
kyun mere kareeb aate **
kyun mujhse lipat tum jate **
kyun itne kareeb ** mere,
kyun tum itne pyare **
kyun behad khobsoorat **
kyun har bat tumse judi hoti hai,
kyun itni khushiyan dekark pal bhar me rula jate **
jab mujhse khafa tum ** jate **
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 4:51 AM UTC
Na chand ki chandni ko chaha,
Na sooraj ki roshni ko maanga,
Na shauk mange kabhi jo duniya chahti hai,
Na teri banayi shohrat ki unchaiyon ko manga,
Jindagi mangi,
Na kabhi mangi koi mahlon ki shaan-o-shaukat,
Ae mere parwardigar Jara soch tu bhi,
Kuj bhi na diya mujhko mai fir bhi khush tha,
Ek masoom sa pyar karne vala diya mujhko,
Aur vo bhi cheen liya,
Ae khuda tune manga bhi mujhse to kya maanga
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 4:50 AM UTC
you are not only you,
the miracle is that you are me,
n i am not only me,
i am also in you,
the world is eternal,
but for me it is in you,
you are not only you
i am also in you.....
they are happy,
but i am not without you,
they want to live,
but i can not even think without you,
the destiny provides chances to everyone,
but i think my love,
that my destiny is only you,
you are not only you,
i am also in you.....
they say they mean,
the world is beautiful,
they think they feel,
the love is beautiful,
i dont care about the world,
i dont think of love,
my only thinking is,
that my world is in you,
my love is you,
nothing is beautiful,
as much as you,
you are not only you,
i am also in you......
the ultimate gift of god,
for me is only you,
in the creation of god,
when the bud becomes a flower,
when earth takes a shower,
the fishes sweems in water,
and the birds swinngs in air,
it is not possible,
till when there are not you,
this world is beautiful,
because there are you,
you are not only you,
i am also in you.......
my heart is not for me,
it is to feel you,
my eyes are not for me,
they are only to see you,
you are my sweetheart,
my everything is only you,
baby be mine for always,
i can not stay here without you,
the glory is in you,
my victory is you,
you are made for me,
my love please make me yours,
i am made for you,
you are not only you,
i am also in you
May 18, 2019
May 18, 2019 at 4:48 AM UTC