beautiful boy with the golden eyes
please don’t make me cry
the weight of your words changed my life
these feelings I have
I’ve never felt til tonight
in this moment it’s like suicide
taking my life
the decision’s all mine
I suppose it’s a toxic love
that’s really all I know
but I’m in it til the end
I won't let go
Jul 14, 2024
Jul 14, 2024 at 8:49 AM UTC
i stand there
watching you walk by
i can’t speak
you’ve got me tongue tied
what will it take
to erase you
you haunt my
withering mind
Nov 13, 2023
Nov 13, 2023 at 7:55 PM UTC
you
are my weapon of choice
and i have
a death wish
who knew you could **** me
so easily?
every word you speak
feels like a razor to my skin
why don’t i stop
the bleeding?
Apr 6, 2023
Apr 6, 2023 at 3:51 AM UTC
sometimes my hardest nights are my best ones.
the nights where i am lonely, but not alone
the nights where i stare up at the sky
and see all those stars
and i realize that the world is so infinite
the nights that remind me that we are all just trying our best
and we all feel like strangers in our own bodies sometimes
and that despite how much we try to convince ourselves otherwise,
things
will
be
okay
Feb 3, 2023
Feb 3, 2023 at 8:37 PM UTC
my eyes are a bit brighter
the weight of my mind is lighter
i finally feel alive.
i am holding on for my life
it had been such a ****** up time
but for once
i am rising.
May 7, 2022
May 7, 2022 at 8:35 AM UTC
i am tired.
tired of life, i guess.
every day seems to drag on, page by page.
i am slowly withering away.
i don't even pretend anymore, because pretending is exhausting
and i don't have the energy.
i think i want to die but really, i just want to live again.
i am worried about myself.
i am worried about where i am going.
i just need help.
i just need someone..
i am tired.
and i wish it would just go away.
Jul 29, 2020
Jul 29, 2020 at 12:42 PM UTC
i will wait here
patiently
tell me we're wrong
but i will still hold on
i would wait
forever
just to feel your touch
don't slip away from me yet
my love
May 18, 2020
May 18, 2020 at 12:12 PM UTC
i think
if someone told me
"i hope you never find love" or
"i hope you never find happiness"
rather than "i hope you die"
is probably the only thing that could really break
me
because a life without happiness
and love
and fulfillment is
a pitiful life
besides, we're all going to die anyway.
Dec 8, 2019
Dec 8, 2019 at 11:55 PM UTC
get me out of my mind
this insanity is unbearable
inescapable
snap out of it, they say
that's debatable
it keeps coming back
consuming me
haunting
my mind is
broken
Dec 8, 2019
Dec 8, 2019 at 7:01 PM UTC
cyanide
can you break my heart?
i am a drug now
burn into my veins
it is over
tonight
Aug 29, 2019
Aug 29, 2019 at 3:54 PM UTC