pixel woman
draped in scarlet
strum for the heavens
hang my troubles
from every silver note
hypnotise,
my sins lay bare
each stroke
painted fingers
through peroxide hair
false alarms
ring rusted red
she sings my skin
pearlescent
when doubts conceal
the chosen path
her sapphire
ripples settle
melt my adolescence
I am new-born
swaddled
in bitter
sweet ballad
her song,
my future
peeled and played
by warm-chord haze
of long-gone days
Apr 24, 2020
Apr 24, 2020 at 4:20 PM UTC
flickered souls
who mourn at night
accumulate to swallow
light
shredded strings
heal
battered snare
cures
these months
weren’t easy,
tonight is
transcend.
watch sorrow
bend
and morph into
pocket-sized
rivers of
vibrancy
we are
a sacred congregation
in blasphemous glory
all good things
come in
thousands
forget the man
the lies
and cry
i always wanna die
(sometimes)
long for nothing
crave it all
is this how it feels?
to be young?
Mar 3, 2020
Mar 3, 2020 at 9:12 AM UTC
hold me
in the dead of night
when no one else will
wear me
a rusted red bangle
choke my freedom
spare me
when angels are around
consume me when
they fly
float from
the mouths of those
who say they
love me
i trust no other voice
but your shrieking
whisper
they tell me they
love me
they tell me
you tell me
tell me
love me
Mar 2, 2020
Mar 2, 2020 at 12:20 PM UTC
this year I grew three trees
from the dust to the blue
with the assumption each
would teach
elm was the first,
a fleeting fumble
dripping in butterflies
yet gone before
the season was
next came the oak,
a sturdy promise
it was he who taught me
we rot from within
the weeping came third,
don’t all goods come in threes?
if only the sweetest blush
could float unwithered
blinded by branches
at nature’s cruel whim
my trees did not fall
but I did
love did not touch me
another buzz
another breath
it lingered
lingered
and left.
Jan 17, 2020
Jan 17, 2020 at 11:41 AM UTC
I breathe dust and think fire
my mind sizzles with spirit
I write with my left hand and see with both eyes
but that doesn’t matter.
thoughts without thought
diffuse like poisonous gas
from the mouth of the man
his audience inhale malefic fumes
“Homosexuality is against the will of mother nature” he hisses
yet she is nowhere to be seen.
when rain falls to the concrete
I know
she cries like the rest of us
I am trapped in his freedom
his right to speak as he likes
takes away my right
to exist.
Only silence remains.
I will not be reduced
to a title
a statistic
a fixture of mindless rhetoric
yet his words continue
screeching darkness in my ears
he doesn’t know love
but he’ll do all that he can
to strip it from others
when his daughter sobs into her pillow
and drips her scarlet shame on the white bathroom tiles -
He’ll learn.
until then his forked tongue will flick venom in the air
the narrow tunnel of his mind unmined
I long for the day
people think before they say:
I am not
homophobic
but
Jan 15, 2020
Jan 15, 2020 at 6:37 PM UTC