Just as my breathing becomes shallow and quicker in pace
announcing my impending ******
caused by your tongue
administering slow circles around my ****
while your palms tightly press into my inner thighs to keep them pushed apart
you lift your mouth an inch away from me
look into my eyes and whisper
*** baby
You taste so good against my tongue
I wanna see you ride my ***
you quickly crawl up my body
grab my hips
and pull me on top of you to straddle your trim waist
my whimpers soon morph into soft moans
as I run the head of your **** around my slick opening
Teasing you the same way you teased me
baby please
you groan as you bite your lip from taking over
once I feel my wetness coat your entire head
I guide your throbbing **** deep into my pu$sy
slowly
inch.
by.
inch.
I take you in
you pull me down towards your lips
grabbing the back of my neck
to kiss me so I can swallow your needy moans
I remain still once you’re fully inside me
taking a moment to adjust to your size
I push off your chest
and right as I begin to lift up your length
you grab my chin with your thumb and index finger
baby
open your eyes
I wanna watch the way you come apart
as you ride me
you feel that
you feel how hard you make my ****
as it’s inside your wet pus$y
***
you feel so good
I wanna watch you ride me
go slow
go fast
do whatever you want
I’ll like whatever you choose to do
Take.
Your.
Pleasure.
move how you want
make whatever sounds you want
I’m just here to watch you take control
before you can finish your last words
I quickly lift up
then slowly
I push back down on you
while my head falls back
mouth falls open
and I squeeze my pu$sy tight
you place your hands on my hips
that’s it baby
ride my **** however you want
take your pleasure
I keep a slowly agonizing tempo
until you start playing with it
using your hands
shoving me faster down on your ****
you then get impatient and sit up
taking my n!pple into your mouth
******* harshly
I pull on your hair
to move away from the sensitive spot
but push my brea$t closer
you then snake your right hand down
to where we are joined
and start rubbing my swollen cl;t
the motion of your fingers start to match the motion of your tongue
and that’s when I start to feel my entire body clench
that’s it baby
give it to me
right there
*** for me
I wanna feel your pus$y squeeze my **** as you *** in
5
4
3-
let’s just say
I don’t make it to 1
Dec 26, 2021
Dec 26, 2021 at 2:04 AM UTC
It’s easy to feel beautiful
When you look conventionally attractive
So how does one feel beautiful
When they don’t fit the narrative
Sep 19, 2021
Sep 19, 2021 at 4:51 PM UTC
you attract not what you want
but what you are
Sep 17, 2021
Sep 17, 2021 at 3:13 AM UTC
you are more precious than you know
your ability to rip your flesh apart
pull the bleeding ***** with strength unimaginable to create an opening inside
just to push through to tend to the broken yet beautiful heart
that is covered in scarred tissue as a reminder for its desire for survival
to beat another day
to tend to the wounds that have been inflicted on it by others
which later followed by your own hands and words
forgiveness and tears are a gentle balm of healing
that cover the years of war spent viciously fighting among the cells of this fragile vessel
you are more courageous than you know
your willingness to confront agony, pain, and uncertainty
is worthy of recognition and praise
you amaze me
every.
****
day.
even on the ones that haven’t been so kind to you
and leave bruises that linger and eventually change shades
this vessel is not familiar with gentleness
it has only understood roughness
and has often mistaken it for love
which you are now painfully discovering
but your beauty lies in what is unseen to the eye
it is found in your depths
your desire for authenticity and connection
connection with others
but more importantly
connection with yourself
a gentle one that allows you to be as you are
in the light
and in the dark
Sep 17, 2021
Sep 17, 2021 at 3:09 AM UTC
I crave to show you a love that you’ve never seen or experienced before
And the power it can have to heal the most deepest and scarred wounds
Aug 24, 2021
Aug 24, 2021 at 6:36 PM UTC
I cried today in my car
While I went on an extended drive
I just want to be touched
Held in the embrace by a boy that reveres me
Gently sway in the dark
With our hearts pressed against one another’s chest
To the tunes of cigarettes after ***
Softly playing in the distance
I crave a matured intimacy
Where another sees my authenticity
And accepts me in my full mystery
But I don’t have that
And it ******* hurts
Viscerally
It aches in the center of my chest
And the tears slightly make the pain subside
The romance novels and late night self-love sessions
Provide some sort of escape
But they cause huge crashes after the chemical highs have dissipated
When will my time come
Tomorrow
One month from now
Two years
Aug 24, 2021
Aug 24, 2021 at 2:35 AM UTC
I’m glad I haven’t experienced
Physical intimacy with another
Because now
With the knowledge I have
All of my experiences
Will be with someone who reveres me
Teenage insecurity no longer influencing my low-standard decisions
Each new sensation
Will not go unnoticed
I’ll be fully absorbed
And intentional in the moments where
A man tightly grasps my waist
Under my shirt
For the first time
Delicately moves his lips against mine only to spread them open
With his skilled tongue
Moments where a man
Slowly peels off my shirt
In an unhurried lust
Roams his rough palms across my bare chest and focuses his attention on my hardened *******
The moment where a man
kisses my breast softly
For the first time
Apr 25, 2021
Apr 25, 2021 at 9:46 PM UTC
I did it
I made my move
The ***** in your court now
Why oh why
Words are powerful
I think I’ll learn my lesson this time
Since I’ve yet again
Placed another above me
I took action
And fate actually led us together
I’m curious
Do you know who I am
Or have you not connected the dots
I hope not
I don’t know what I’m doing
This will lead to no where
So why did I pursue
To confirm I’m desirable
Oh insecurity
You still sink your claws deep
Why do I need another for this purpose?
We shall see where this goes
Whether this will be the beginning
To our story
Or the end of a gym membership
To be continued
Mar 31, 2021
Mar 31, 2021 at 2:07 PM UTC
i swear i am getting better
my communication is more healthy
i'm enforcing boundaries
honoring my emotions and needs
becoming aware of unhealthy habits
but you make me question my progress
you shame me
challenge me at every opportunity
since my differentiation
is seen as a threat
please let me go
i understand that you are trying to love me
in the way that you understand it to be
but i feel imprisioned
by the thoughts you have of me
that you want to preserve
i swear i'm making progress
getting better
leaving these habits
but i wonder if that will never happen
until i leave you
and the image you have of me
behind
Mar 7, 2021
Mar 7, 2021 at 9:00 PM UTC
you look me in the eyes
and tell me that i am selfish
with no remorse or regret in your countenance
that i should be embarrassed
and filled with shame
and yet
when i tell you that you should feel shame
and embarresment
with the way you speak about your issues with my father
in front of your kids
you have no words
and continue rambling about something else
it hurts
doesn't it
to taste what you give out on the daily
i will not apologize
i guess i am different than everyone else in my family
i will not remain quiet
i will not silently endure your verbal abuse
enough is enough
you use your words to inflict emotional wounds
and i will use mine to be more powerful than yours
you created this "monster"
so don't be upset
when your flesh stings when i attack on the defense
Mar 7, 2021
Mar 7, 2021 at 6:36 PM UTC