In this river of doubt
Can’t swim my way out
In a place I don’t know
No yellow brick road to follow
A wanderer lost and all alone
Just hoping to find my way home
Feb 24, 2021
Feb 24, 2021 at 9:46 PM UTC
I carry what you said with me.
The aching in my bones.
The bruising on my soul.
The scars on my skin.
It’s less of a choice, and
more of a sickness.
Jan 30, 2021
Jan 30, 2021 at 8:37 PM UTC
Every day relived
Identical, cyclical
When will this
**** end?
Jan 17, 2021
Jan 17, 2021 at 7:35 PM UTC
It comes at night.
A ghost black as coal.
Moving noiseless and
Nimble betwixt the shadows.
Jan 9, 2021
Jan 9, 2021 at 8:15 PM UTC
You made my world so
Small and so dark that I
Got lost, and I couldn’t
find the exit
Nov 24, 2020
Nov 24, 2020 at 6:58 PM UTC
Half the time I
Don’t even know
If I’m trying to breathe
You in or smoke you out.
Jun 30, 2020
Jun 30, 2020 at 7:15 PM UTC
Your words
Threads
Woven
Imbedded
Into my skin
It hurts
Jun 23, 2020
Jun 23, 2020 at 9:45 PM UTC
**** this life.
I would’ve been
Better off in another one.
Or better still, not at all.
Year after year of pain.
Grief, heartbreak, abuse,
Depression, illness, loss.
A monotonous, never- ending
Cycle. Black and white.
All colour that was once there
Has faded, slowly and completely.
I’m utterly done with this
**** Where’s the nearest exit?
Jun 19, 2020
Jun 19, 2020 at 8:41 PM UTC
Day in, day out, I
gave my whole self
to you, heart, soul
and mind.
Every secret, every
darkness within,
illuminated and laid
bare before you.
Little did I know, that
the security, the safety
I found in you, was but
a result of the microcosm
you had built around just
you and me, cut off from
the world, and from life.
I know this is a cliché, but
they say love is blind, and
by God, did I learn that
the hard way.
May 26, 2020
May 26, 2020 at 6:32 PM UTC