Caos, caos, caos
Perceptível apenas em estado de desarranjo
Irrompe de surpresa mas insidioso e em crescendo
Agente provocador projetando calmaria
Verdadeira ou fictícia?
Pode um provocador ser inerte?
Et tu, agente, não estás numa caixa
Projeto eu do alto da moralidade
Verdadeira ou fictícia?
Estratifica-me como quiseres
Não caibo na régua que usaste
Coincido nos centímetros mas não conheces os nanómetros
Pudesse eu conhecer os teus, até ao mais misterioso átomo
E suspeito que o caos perduraria num constante questionar
Resta-me admitir que a questão me fascina
E que o efeito secundário caótico e desregulador é estimulante
Assustador, perigoso e energizante
Abala-me, outra vez
Sempre me perco, sempre me encontro
Dec 22, 2024
Dec 22, 2024 at 4:50 AM UTC
É a tragédia vivida ou pensada
Que do nada, gera tudo
Janela da alma que se mostra iluminada
Postigo do ser, sempre vazio e mudo
E se o grito na garganta é visceral
Sem razão, sem concórdia interna
Na noite prateada, por bem ou por mal
Evade-se em som essa vontade terna
Condição ingrata, vingando o caos certo
Das sinapses frenéticas
Que percorrem universos
A transcendência refugia-se em segundo plano
A transcendência não cabe nestes versos
Jun 27, 2024
Jun 27, 2024 at 7:25 PM UTC
Seasons change like paintings outside the windows
Nestled in, looking out, they never seem to care
Only my path seems to be clouded in winter
Look around there's never a chance I dared
In the darkest there's a light at the end of the tunnel
The one I thought was lost and hated from before
It's bittersweet, the way it rises from its ashes
When I could've swear I wouldn't see it anymore
And I can see it taunting me and promising new hurtings
I can hear it burning like it never stopped
There's a duality of wanting it to fill me completly
And walk way, turning my back to never pass that door
Leap of faith is such a tantalising thought
Devoid of meaning, a ghost vanishing in the air
Constructed worlds are populating my subconscious
But I truly know not a part of them will ever be there
Seasons changing as they always do
Numbing cold, complacent heat shaping the atmosphere
Lungs breathe an illusion of life
I move away but I can't disappear
Seasons changing, fog remaining inside
Nov 1, 2023
Nov 1, 2023 at 10:08 AM UTC
Can you feel it tonight?
We go by the moonlight
When the street is brand new
Silvery but gold stricken too
In the absence of light
Shadows try to survive
Not this time, nevermore
We rise up and open the door
My pain is reeling
I don't care about her tears
No my heart has no feeling
It went numb over the years
Made a tower of smoke
To replace what you took
Red reflexions, red wine
Keep it full till I survive
Dance away like a doll
Turn away when you call
With the moon watching me
Quiet strenght, full bravery
My demons are reeling
They don't care about my tears
No my heart has no feeling
It went numb over the years
Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 6:36 PM UTC
There are two kinds of people
The ones that break you into a million pieces just because they can;
The ones that pick every single one of them, no matter the depths and darkness they have to face, merge them back together and offer that mangled mess to you as if it were a treasure, just so you can become whole again
I've met the first kind
Someday I'll meet the second
Feb 13, 2018
Feb 13, 2018 at 6:10 PM UTC
Time passes like a fistful of sand escapes through the fingers
The clock ticks at the same rythm everyday
Nothing disrupts my existence, there are no triggers
Repetition merged with me and is taking me away
Try to climb and hang on the little thread called hope
I scratch and move and cry without wavering
Something's missing, everything resumes to emptiness
So I find myself at the same place everyday
Cold days replace hot summers
Leaves die, are born and burnt away
My soul is intact and delirious
It doesn't find a home to stay
Where do I look now?
What do I do with a worthless existence?
Dive into uncharted waters so I can drown again
There's no peace in numbness, only quiet desperation
Nov 16, 2017
Nov 16, 2017 at 6:22 PM UTC
Struggling to keep my head afloat
Apparently you need air to breathe
Sweet nothings decay into burning dust
And from completion I turn again incomplete
In that water you don't live or die
The pressure crushes your chest thin
The earth rotates for everyone I see
But my earth is a black pit within
Heartstrings are as fragile as a feather
My feathers flew away with you
I'm not gonna weave them anymore
They end up cut all the way through
Don't touch my heartstrings if you're not planning on writing a song
Oct 30, 2016
Oct 30, 2016 at 7:11 PM UTC
I look at you like you're the best
Staring at the corner of your eye
Faintly pausing my sight on you
Worrying yours will encounter mine
Aware of your presence next to me
I freeze and become a dummy everytime
Building up walls and feelings alike
Wonder and doom battling on my mind
Silly dreams fade when you're awake
Leaving the emptiness of worlds never built
Something meaningful is lost on fantasies
Your only desire is reaching out to it
Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 5:38 PM UTC
Sandcastles sitting on air
That time you walked in
Coming from nowhere
You looked just like me
When I looked at you
We got to be a second of truth
The whole episode
Was a parade from then on
The walls were up high
And the stares not as long
Goodbye, it wasnt as sweet
And filled with elation
But the missing part feels the same
Unchanging
Sep 5, 2015
Sep 5, 2015 at 7:56 PM UTC
I've been around
Haven't seen anything
You clash with me now
And suddenly I can't even blink
Touch of a lion, strong and safe
Ripping apart my notion of being awake
Moving with purpose, circling in
Clash with desire, my skin feels the ache
Feel that burn wish it to stay
Living for moments when the sparks ignite into flames
Savour a second that lasts for a night
Take a detour lets open our eyes
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 1:46 PM UTC