Maybe the sky isn't above us.
Perhaps it's only our world's reflection.
For the sky is beautiful,
And so is life.
The clouds are people,
moving frantically around.
And maybe the sun,
Isn't what we think.
It could be outcome,
Of all our warm hearts put together.
Have you ever looked up,
And saw a cloud stand still?
That was you.
After all,
That rainbow you've been chasing,
Is your dream.
Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 4:35 PM UTC
I feel hurt
But I don't know why
My heart is heavy
Dark like the night sky
I want to cry
But I'm out of tears
Unfathomed words
Awaken are my fears
Why am I doing this
When will I learn
I am a disgrace
Nothing good will I earn
Mar 14, 2014
Mar 14, 2014 at 11:24 PM UTC
Oh lake, oh pond.
Oh small body of water.
You called for me today.
I heard you.
Thank you for your perfect timing,
For I was feeling miserable.
Now I sit here, before yours truly.
Your ripples are gliding.
Creating an illusion one can only see.
I see blue, I see green, and I see brown too.
I see life, I hear life, and I feel it the most.
Something quite refreshing.
I needed a break.
And how dandy you had a spot just for me.
Rustic look, a gritty feel.
Facing the beautiful you.
I see your guardians watching every move,
As they stand around you.
Swaying slowly.
For the wind is here too.
All of nature's creations have gathered together.
Thank you for inviting me.
I am truly grateful.
Oh lake, oh pond.
Oh small body of water.
You are so real.
I wish I could be you.
Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 7:07 PM UTC
A best friend is someone who loves you
You can tell them all of your secrets
They listen to all of your stories
A best friend is someone who accepts you
Someone who supports you
A person who treats you special
A best friend is someone you look forward to seeing
You laugh with them
You wish you could spend eternity with them
A best friend is something everyone needs to have
Someone who never judges you
Someone who respects you
A best friend is someone not feared
Someone who does not make you cry
They won't put you down
A best friend does not say hurtful things
They do not ignore you when you speak
They apologize when they are in the wrong
A best friend should not be intimidating
You are supposed to feel comfortable
You should be able to talk about everything
So what do I call you?
You say you love me
But you have disrespected me
You make me fearful
You hurt my feelings
I bow down to you
Because I do not want you to be angry
What are you to me?
If you are ever to read this
Take it to heart
I am not brave enough to say these words aloud
Because I am scared of you
And that's not fair
Read the first line again
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 11:41 PM UTC
A gray may appear overhead
A light is not there
It will be cold they said
But inside I was more than fair
For I had you
My ray of sunshine
A warmth so true
Our hearts, intertwined
Stay with me
Be my forever
Be my sea
I will swim whenever
Kiss my lips
Embrace my soul
You are a rare eclipse
You’re a nice spring stroll
Every day with you
The best day ever
Our love is true
End; It will never
Mar 6, 2014
Mar 6, 2014 at 11:02 PM UTC
twists and turns
locks and keys
through the maze
an end not seen
searching high
searching low
you can try
but you'll never know
upside down
spinning in circles
mystery of a ghost town
too many hurdles
a place sometimes spooky
it is my mind
a brain never off duty
thoughts are undefined
Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 10:07 PM UTC
Where is the sun?
Visible in the sky
Absent in the mind
Where is the light?
It is dark now
Where is the sun?
It is cold
Ice has surfaced
It is melting
Continuously
Never ending
Where is the sun?
I am drowning
I am being swallowed
The ice belongs to the darkness
I am prey
Have you seen my hero
The sun
Please find me the sun
The sun is happiness
Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 1:05 AM UTC
You haven't felt this feeling
You wouldn't know
His hands; You haven't held
His lips; You haven't kissed
You haven't been on his high
You haven't been through his lows
For him; You haven't cried
You have not felt those fears
You don't miss the laughs
You don't know the excitement
You have not felt the pain
His eyes full of longing tears
His skin; Never on you
His heart; No ache for you
Your heartbeat does not speed
Not for him
When he is gone
You have nothing to go through
So why do you act that way
Like you know
Don't tell me how I feel
You have not been there
You are not aware
Why do you put on this show
He is my everything
Forever just us
Let us be
You wouldn't last
I love him and he loves me
Therefore you do not know
And that you can trust
Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 12:54 AM UTC
I cut last night
something I never do
now, anyways
I never cut
an old feeling came
I felt weak
nail digging didn't justify my emotions
I went for something sharper
a razor
5 blades
an arm is too obvious
I like to hide
I saw my hip bone
emerging from my skin
an invisible X lay across
waiting for me
I dug the razor in
pulled up quick
a chunk flew
blood surfaced
once more I dug
once more I bled
standing in the shower
water running down me
red
what I felt and what I saw
relief filled my mind
never regret
I began to smile
victory struck over me
maybe I will cut more often
I love this inner feeling
do not judge
or simply do not read
the pain brings the calm
it makes me feel free
Sep 10, 2013
Sep 10, 2013 at 10:32 PM UTC
You did it, and now you're gone.
How did you get the courage? How did nothing go wrong?
Jealous in a way, one thats indescribable
How did you do it without thinking of all the people?
Everything you said, was deep and right there
I wish I would have seen, I would have been aware
Maybe I could have stopped you or maybe you could have helped me
You're right life is unfair, sometimes I too want to leave
A temporary problem is what they all say
But no one gets how we feel, no one expects that sad day
I hope you are happy and I hope you find peace
I'm trying to be strong, not quite ready to leave
An inspiration to all and something to look up to
Not only as a role model but now heaven too has you
Jul 20, 2013
Jul 20, 2013 at 4:47 PM UTC