On scene and out of mind
Out of any kind of time
Out of pocket, on my side
You’re my favorite kind of line
And it gets me late at night
When I feel with all my might
That you’re pushing out of sight
Baby, but it feels so right
Take your time and let me know
Like you want to watch my show
I can make the time go slow
Just keep that head down, keep it low
And keep that rhythm
Keep on breathing
Let me marinate that silence
Let me soak into your ceiling
Cause I don’t feel like defiance
And the violence
It’s just spinning
It’s the cutting, it’s the stinging
Sober but I’m undefended
I’m a monster in my dreams
I’m just bursting at the seams
Take me on
Just give me something
Any piece you want to
Pull my teeth out one by one
And make me feel it like you want to
Jun 8, 2024
Jun 8, 2024 at 10:02 PM UTC
Insufferable I am
The passion of desire
Denatures all of my bones
And sets my lungs afire
Ablaze and plainly brazen
I rocket through my veins
A welling and a tingle
The mingling of my pains
Entitled to an answer
Entitled as “my own”
My own is to forsake me
Forsaken is my home
My mystery is the craving
Not the other way around
I hunt to smell it breathing
Others forage pieces—
—left on the ground
More is all that feeds me
Blood keeps me alive
I eat to feed the others
My subjects and my pride
Everything looks at my sweat
Threat in droplets, all in stride
Working for the night’s regret
I never run or tire or hide
I keep it in and just at bay
It is a solemn price to pay
To know the dark can be undone
And be the thing that must be done
The rapture of the weight it brings
The capture of the finer things
They whisper in my eager fears
And I’m the only one who hears
Jul 23, 2023
Jul 23, 2023 at 8:36 PM UTC
I love to dance
I like the way
The colored light just hits your skin
I love the way
It tends to stay
So surfaced, and just not sink in
I like how I can smile and laugh
I like how you can run a chat
I love how both of us can tell
We'll never make it close to that
I love to dance
I like it how
My every thought is in the now
I love it when
My guard is down
And all that I tend to allow
I like how that drink tends to sit
I love the way it makes me think
I know the paths that I might take
I love how it just makes me sink
Dec 31, 2019
Dec 31, 2019 at 2:52 AM UTC
I wish I had big, beautiful eyes
Eyes of a bright and pretty hue
Eyes better, even good enough
to win admiring words from you
I wish I had a certain charm
A perfect smile, or playful curls
the way I walk, a sultry voice
Just anything to be your girl
I wish I had a body that
Could really make you long for me
With full, round ******* and whittled waist
So you would look at only me
I dance my life into a wind
In hopes to sweep you off your feet
But my perfect storm is not enough
To be someone you'd want to meet
Dec 25, 2018
Dec 25, 2018 at 3:47 AM UTC
I'd never say it to you,
But I miss the way you look at me
I miss the way you see me
And I miss it more and more
I'd never let you know it,
But I'll never live without you
I'll never leave you, never do it
Never close that door
Dec 24, 2018
Dec 24, 2018 at 8:23 AM UTC
I'm writing this letter to friend or foe
A note about why I must go
I'll need you to clean out my mess
My room, my car, and what I've left
The little pieces of my life
That never indicated strife
Something was just a bit too much
So I had to leave in a bit of a rush
And I don't think I've let on too late
I don't think I've made a mistake
But I won't need you to pity me
For that, it's late, to some degree
I've made my mind once and then twice
I have enough to pay the price
The cost I've covered, but for you
There is just one small thing to do
Tell anyone that asks of me
That I always spoke of them fondly
So good day and with that, good night
I'm tired and turning off the light
Oct 5, 2018
Oct 5, 2018 at 12:56 AM UTC
I want to cry in a scarlet robe
A vestment of my own demise
I want to trickle into tears
My soul drip out right through my eyes
To empty out into the streets
This body that was never grand
And flow away with ***** rain
And stain the mother earth and land
An uneventful, empty death
A toast to all my useless life
The sting of nothingness quite felt
For nothing wields a lonely knife
Goodbyes bygones from other days
I was a lie that came and went
When life and death were cards to cheat
And not dull guests at the main event
Aug 13, 2018
Aug 13, 2018 at 2:33 AM UTC
just peel it, peel it,
carefully
the fruit, it's tender skin
just take the scent in
gratefully
before you bite right in
that perfect ripeness
luckily
the flavor is just right
then clean the mess up
thoroughly
and bury him by tonight
Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 11:19 AM UTC
you're just too **** fine
like burgundy wine
from fruit that's been plucked
from the choicest of vine
and your blood runs so young
like the taste on your tongue
and the smell on your lips
is the air from your lungs
you're just too **** good
for this neighborhood
I'd pack up and go
Any place that you would
So let's run away
I'll sing and you play
We'll hit it so big
We'll party all day
Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 4:20 AM UTC
A soul can want to be alone, more than anything at all
A heart can love a loneliness more than a lover's fall
To baste and marinate the mind in lonely interlude
And lick the fingers, one by one, in sultry solitude
A soul can want desertion more than anything it knows
More than the strong devotion of the lover that it chose
More than a true companion or a hand to hold at night,
A life can long to be alone against all wrong or right
What isn't you that beckons me when I do hear you call?
What calls me from some far-away to turn from you at all?
The love I give to you has seemed enough to fill your life
What thing calls out to me by name and cuts me like a knife?
Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 3:36 AM UTC