Music's played by the rain
In my little room I listen
My silence sings the words
Heart rings like sad chords
There's a ghost in space
A phantom of your pretty face
I turn to draw your smile in the air
My clandestine master piece
The sun will swallow the night soon
No time will cease to move on
But I stay undisturbed in this corner
Right where you fill my thoughts forever
Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 11:59 PM UTC
For a moment I see my reflection in the dark glass
I'm trapped in fog, my mind's murky
With pieces of disconcerting thoughts
Lost and wandering in thin air
Caught in the middle of empty space
Sadness sends a company
Telling me same bad news
How unfortunate these dreams are
How ridiculous these feelings now
Censuring my own beliefs
Laughing at these wondrous desires
But as my time does breathe
And as my footsteps recognize their paths
You'll picture my stoic face
My head will point to the sky
Here you can't break me
Nothing in my mask will sag
I will not cry until you tell me
I'm hopeless
Jan 10, 2014
Jan 10, 2014 at 11:07 AM UTC
I see you as a beacon
The billowing light in the horizon
Blinking a few, trying to look askew
A fool in pretense; if I only I already knew
How fast it could run,how wide I could stride
I'm all attuned, nowhere to hide
No stopping in motion
Emotion protests the reason:
You're a flower in a day
The sweet grace from heaven to stay
Kissed by the gentle sun
A morning scene to stun
I bask in delight
But my heart recognizes the plight
So I'll leave you to the sky
As I'm the futile weeds to dry
I've got a sad window
To watch the night with my shadow
I lace my thoughts around a star
Too beautiful but too far
Just where you are
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 7:15 AM UTC
Nothing is as beautiful
--for a sentimental fool--
as a taciturn night,
with a golden spotlight
Plastered in the sky,
not leaving me high and dry
Undisturbed, grand but alone
like my heart in this sad tune,
which I repeat and restore,
rhythmically shaking my core
Then I began to whimper,
by these invisible tears
no one could ever decipher
Since I refuse to give anyone a key
I dread that they may see
So I send it to the moon;
a whisper that may reach you soon:
"Loneliness is lovely
when you're the kind of lonely"
Nov 16, 2013
Nov 16, 2013 at 7:45 AM UTC
I would like to walk a mile
With heavy feet and a broken smile
It's fine to pretend, it's alright to hide
But I badly need to confide
Exhaustion is already lethargic
There's no use being apathetic
I would wish for the worldly attention
Hear my plea and listen to my affliction
I'm a bird without a flight
Demons keep stealing my placid night
My bones are papers in water
The torment in my soul is a horrendous vapor
Perhaps if I close these eyes now
Doomed heart may begin to cow
As painful meditation insist to hover
No tomorrow could come over
Should I see the sun?
Or should I be gone?
Sep 29, 2013
Sep 29, 2013 at 10:52 AM UTC
Sometimes it's near, sometimes it's distant
Sometimes it's real, sometime's it's faked
Sometimes there's bliss, sometimes there's grief
Sometimes there are signs, sometimes there are assumptions
Sometimes I'm shaken, sometimes I'm stupefied
sometime's I'm exuberant , sometimes I'm rigid
Sometimes I'm relentless, sometimes I'm restrained
Sometimes I believe, sometimes I doubt
Sometimes I stay, sometimes I run
Sometimes I reach, sometimes I flinch
Sometimes it's cosmic, sometimes it's unconventional
Sometimes it's vivid, sometimes it's vague
Sometimes it's white, sometimes it's black
Sometimes it's love, sometimes it's fantasy
Sometimes there's paradise, sometimes there's tragedy
Sometimes I'm certain, sometimes I'm anxious
Sometimes I fall in love, sometimes I fear love
Sometimes it's a dream, sometimes it only remains a dream
Sometimes is sometimes,
If only sometimes I can't feel
Sep 13, 2013
Sep 13, 2013 at 1:40 PM UTC
Stolen by the rigor of minute
Cold and frozen soul
Never been so complacent and whole
Gust of the wind does whisper
Shaking this dormant emotion
Sleeping in such memory of tribulation
Like painstaking stitches
My frail hands bled to fasten
Instantly unraveling every now and then
A drizzle of photographs
Composing echoes of the thunder
Prodding what I can only remember
Sternly lashing my placid sanity
Boosted with awakened pain
In lieu of this incessant rain
Confined in the lingering loneliness
The stillness of a harbored trauma
Breaking my feigned amnesia
Of the heart unrequited in time
Lost its hope through exchanging seasons
Served with no fair reasons.
Of the person I glorified in me
Bringing the stars that shone my halo
Now gone and paid a woe
Sep 9, 2013
Sep 9, 2013 at 7:57 AM UTC