amber-lynn-cosentino
I'm a mother, a college student, and I work. My passion has always been writing. I love writing different types of poems about vast subjects. When the motivation hits, I literately have to put pen to paper and I won't stop until I feel that particular piece of art is complete. I enjoy creating art and love crafts. I dibble and dabble in everything and love trying new things. However, I make my poems public on different sites because sometimes you read a poem and you can either relate to the author or the poem inspires you to create your own masterpiece. So enjoy and I will continue to add new stuff when it is completed.
If a moment is all we are, then let me seize today as if tomorrow never came. I find peace, ease knowing your there. Its nice to know someone cares. Yet when the time comes, I pray you forget all the wrong I’ve done and promise to let your judgement to be fair.
With you I’m a whole. With you I’m full. However, when we are worlds apart I feel torn. Like I’m half of a whole. Like I’m empty instead of full. Divided by heavens scorn.
Your the perfect melody, that plays on repeat. Singing inside my head and the words reminding me of this sad song that fits the piece. If you could only see the real me. Would your love for me still have words or would your love for me turn?
I’ve cried a thousand tears. I’m standing now fighting all these fears. I’d trade places with the man on death roll, who bares his own cross for my gentile sins I can never depart.
So can’t you see, that you complete me. My heart bares your name. My love for you has never changed. I’m just hoping you feel the same. So when my light starts to go out, please take the time to relight a spark. For my purpose is for you to only know and me to gain. You already know I never cared about riches nor fame.
All I want is you. To be with only you. Forever in paradise. I’m willing to make the sacrifice. So change me. Into the person you knew I’d always be. Let me live today in this moment as if tomorrow will never come. Your promise to me comes undone. I’m still here waiting. Waiting for the next sign.
My love lead me into deep oceans. Let me see the warrior I’ve become. Strengthened with your armor of love. As I bring to others a new hope. As I hold up this shield of faith that can never be replaced. Only strengthened with age. Each passing year that has come and gone and each day that passes I still live on. I life deprived and struggling sings my song.
I wanna feel the flames of your love for me. I wanna burn so brights for all the world to see. I wanna be that shooting star with a secret wish and if it comes true then it was your promise to me kept. I wanna be your butterfly transformed with wings that sore to the sky. I wanna make you mine.
You can be my bridge groom and I can be your bride. Together we’ll set ablaze this world as the fire burns deep with in our eyes. It’s no surprise. For you hold the keys to hell and when that time comes we will hear wedding bells.
Nov 3, 2017
Nov 3, 2017 at 12:09 PM UTC
My love for you is ocean deep,
like the secrets of my faults you will forever keep.
I watch you move mountains and throw them into the sea.
I love you with every breath within me.
My soul longs for you and...
my heart holds your name engraved in stone.
Your love ignites a flame that consumes my soul.
I am yours and you will forever be mine instilled in time.
You ease my mind and troubles,
you fight my fears and doubts that entangle my thoughts.
You calm the storm within me just like you calm the sea.
For your love feels like I can walk upon the waters,
with my head held high.
You give me a love that can't be defined.
You are my champion of this world and ...
I will follow you to the ends of this earth.
Like I always told you, " I will follow you until the end of time." Watching as this circle forms a straight line.
There is no turning back but the eagerness to continue forward.
As we love each other until our own times are over.
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 10:52 PM UTC
These voices of ghost swarming inside my head.
Singing sweet melodies of what was unsaid.
The blood that runs through my veins,
with every beat there is no escape.
I can only watch my future shape.
Without you I'd be lost.
As I find out what this opportunity may cost.
I'm giving back all the things that you gave to me.
I'm saving up the price to pay this decree.
I can already foresee how your love is saving me.
Please give me the time and our love will be sublime.
I thought I'd make you mine.
Never realizing that I too would become in twine.
Can't you see how your love has set me free.
Breaking these chains that were holding me.
The melodies are my passion.
Your death on the cross showed me compassion.
Your love touched my heart and all the joys of life I impart.
Thank you for this forgiveness of my own impulsiveness.
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 10:47 PM UTC
I took that leap of faith and left myself behind.
Now I am free falling with an open mind.
Will you be there to catch me when all else fails?
Will our love prevail?
On this roller coaster ride that is about to fall of its rails.
When twilight comes I am sleep walking on these clouds of air.
As I feel the warmth of how our hearts flare.
As I watch the sunrise and chase each sunset.
I feel as if my entire life has just reset.
My arms are open wide because you allowed me to spread my wings and fly.
You dried my tears and and opened my secret vault.
That hid the dust, the foibles of my own faults.
I showed you how I was never perfected.
You showed me how the pieces of our hearts were connected.
As I fall with no directions your love surrounds me with all of your affections.
Right now I am free falling and I am sleep walking.
Trying to find my way back to you.
Oct 12, 2016
Oct 12, 2016 at 7:53 AM UTC
Tagged bodies are lined up in rooms of twos.
Our head boss decides for us which ones to pursue.
Eeny, meeny, miny, moe...
Only the “one” will this Angel of Mercy bestow worthy.
We pray that it will be you.
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 2:07 PM UTC
" Oh no, I think I recognize this song...
Oh no, I think I know just what is wrong.
Wake me up when the sad part ends...
Wake me up when the hard part is over. "
That girl you thought you knew is dead and gone.
She is now a zombie in transition, sealed in by all her wrongs.
The price you pay to lose and to follow the rules.
Has now stripped away the mask she hides behind.
Don’t wake me up till its over, Don’t wake me up till it ends.
I can already foresee this story’s ending.
My cup is empty, I have no more sympathy.
Stop trying to save me, when I am already numb.
An empty mind, once clouded by rage, has been erased.
Every passing day, cuts another one of her ties.
Will soon free her from this provoked life.
Emotionless, eases her forgotten fears.
Free from all the pain, that once brought her down in tears.
Don’t wake me up, Don’t wake me up till its over.
Don’t wake me, Don’t wake me up till it ends.
My gas tanks on E, I’m left with no speed.
All the fight within me, has finally left me empty.
Now I am just waiting.
Her end is soon to be near.
For she held all she could bare.
All of which contributed to her collapse.
Revealed that all she had to do was snap.
So don’t wake me, don’t wake me up....
Wait till it’s over....finally over...wait till the ending.
Then I won't care if you wake me.
Her mind may be empty when she is a wake.
Yet when she closes her eyes and is able to sleep.
Through the darkness, she finds enough light to dream.
She dreams of life and death as images invade her head.
Let “Sleeping Beauty” rest.
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 1:55 PM UTC
"Let me in and crawl beneath your skin.
I lie within and will be the one to win."
Disturbed by madness. Has now ruin your happiness. But can't you see, that little taste of reality. To hell with it, I'll let go of my pride. For I'm not the one with something to hide.
Questioning yourself every day, wondering if that answer you come up with, will ever change. Foolish little soul can't you see, I have you weak in your knees and I already have you beat.
Don't know what you heard of wise tales, and could care less of the stories told. But go on, try and escape thee. Take that step back and watch it unfold. The cost and price, to realize you will never be free. Now you know.
But you don't care for truth and only want to hear the lies. All you see is the revise. That is why you have been deprived. It all makes sense, you however just can’t comprehend.
Allowing your selfishness to win.
The continuous behavioral pattern of make believe and pretend.
As you continue to believe in these fairy-tales. Like the one of Cinderella with her very own Prince Charming, going to live happy. Allow me to change the ending, and show you that you will never be happy if one of you are pretending.
Blinded by a love that isn't even there. My guess is that your delusion covered those feelings of being scared. Doesn't want to hurt him is what you repeat. That makes it the number one reason to why you won't leave.
Constantly dissecting the truth thee I provide. Undiluted truth that will penetrate the haze and infiltrate your mind.
Who's the LIAR now? You or I. Yet at the end day, at least the wise man can say, “I Tried.”
Reality strikes again. Leaving you dumbfounded, with nothing to hide behind. That was just a little tap on you behind. But what you really need is a slap to your face, maybe then it will knock some sense into your tiny brain.
So does it matter what advice the wise man gives you? -Cause honestly, it will never be good enough. That's why the ones who are blinded live with their eyes shut.
"Under the surface it lies, all the truth it hides.
Lies within, beneath your skin.
A shiver down the back of your spine.
Like A cold breeze at the tip of you neck.
It strikes back."
Nov 29, 2015
Nov 29, 2015 at 10:50 AM UTC
"Don't keep me waiting too long,
because that day might come when I'll be gone."
"Wasting time," some might say. But that's a chance I am willing to take. Are you worth it? - I don't know. But I'll soon find out what the future holds.
A mystery man has crossed my path. I took one look and suddenly I was hooked. Kept looking back as he walked passed. No words were exchanged, only smiles in their place. After that we both walked away.
Days go by, and I start to think. Who was that mystery man, looking back at me? Some say, “It’s a small world." Then why is it, I have never met this man before?
Living life day by day, still wondering if I'll meet this mystery man again; another day. Time goes by, still no sight. Somehow this can’t be right. Don't know where to look, didn't even catch is name. Now, I'm kicking myself in the *** because I let him walk away.
If it's fate, we'll meet again. But until then, I guess I'll wait. That is a chance I'm willing to take. Making the best of this little hope. All because I refuse to let this mystery man go. Standing still as everything else goes by. I'll wait for this mystery man to accompany me by my side.
Nov 29, 2015
Nov 29, 2015 at 8:40 AM UTC
A couple years go by, I never knew how fast time could fly. I continue to find myself, burring the past away in a box on my shelf. I'm clouded by all these different thoughts my mind is overwrought. Ideas diluted with reasoning, each one covered up by a different seasoning. Maybe I'm better off living in a fantasy. Ok let me make believe. So, let's play another song that goes with the melody and put it on repeat. One song that could foretell my life and be complete.
Day by day, I wonder where I'd be.
If only I could foresee.
If I cut my heart out with a knife.
If I did not have you in my life.
Where would the moon subside?
If you were not by my side.
Where would the sun rise?
If my life were to revise.
Could I find peace?
Ease, without you there.
OR
Would I be missing a piece?
Like a Breath without air.
So many questions.
Ones with no suggestions.
So many times.
I stopped to wonder sometimes.
What would have happened if we never met?
If I put my life on reset.
Would I be happier then I am now?
If fate never intended to endow.
OR
Would I fall to pieces from regret?
Because I have not found you yet.
My mind keeps running away. All these thoughts I dismay. Oh sweet melody, within every touch you give me. Then I start to think, all the kisses I'd be without. Can't you see, we are too far to go back now? Too near to stop, this journey isn't over. We already defeated the impossible. Can't you see now, I'd be lost without you. You can save me from the storm and you can guide me when I lose my way. But as long as we have each other, are love they can't take away.
Nov 29, 2015
Nov 29, 2015 at 8:13 AM UTC
Grant me this serenity,
to understand the ways of the people that died.
Hope no one finds the bodies I slaughtered today,
watching one by one as they fall.
I did not hide the bodies but watch them burn.
I watch them burn as they go to hell.
Grant me this serenity,
to understand the things that I cannot change.
Knowing life and those people who are rotten.
Cannot take in no more of the words that those people said,
only deserving what they got which is death.
Grant me this serenity,
to hear only what I want to hear.
Which are the screams of the bodies being burned.
Hearing what has been said about me,
is the only thing I look back on.
Grant me this serenity,
for I leave the ashes and the dust,
of the bodies I just have burned.
Last but not least.
Grant me this serenity,
for I have just taught those people,
the lesson they needed to learn.
Nov 29, 2015
Nov 29, 2015 at 8:01 AM UTC