Wide awake and half Asleep
My vision is wide
My emotions run deep
Foggy daze of things that could
hope and reality
there different....i am sure.
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 12:48 PM UTC
I hate you
but i want you here
I hate you
yet your standing there
I hate you
when you make me laugh
I hate that
you have taken my laugh
I hate that
you have this effect
I hate that
things are always bad
I hate you
but I actually can't
Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 3:48 PM UTC
Look at me
What do you see
a sad lonely untamed tree
i tried to grow but you cut me down
with anything that was around
you've cut my branches
and have made me fall down
laying here i disconnect
my leaves are gone my trunk is stiff
you chopped me up and burned me down
the flames seem to burn but there is no sound
you used to water me and climd and bounce
but the other tree now needs your help
Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 3:45 PM UTC
No more goodaftermornings
no more late night text
no more fake reactions
no more hidden facts
no more long discussions
no more hurting
and yet I want it all back.
Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 9:41 AM UTC
You make me feel like crap
you ******* little sap
you cry about the world
but you torture all the girls
you stupid little sap
why do i let you treat me like crap.
Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 8:32 PM UTC
I quiver you shake
my body it quakes
my mind is stunted
my heart it aches
I can't be that
and I never will
along that shore
of this sea of hell
Sep 1, 2014
Sep 1, 2014 at 4:59 PM UTC
Heart beats
you breath
what a lovely scene
you peel
my layers
almost like string cheese
Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 3:37 AM UTC
Long and low
My heart and soul
is torn once again
my music plays
yet no one sways
my heart hangs
long and low
Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 2:42 PM UTC
Just as easy to be someone else
but would you be satisfied
you look like you just walked out of a cancer ward
your heart is showing
i can see you
the way you move your hair back
to make you feel less awkward
you look so uncomfortable in that skin
but it fits you so well
i want you to see how beautiful you are
how beautiful things can be
but your blinded
by all the darkness of the world
chin up they say
but the words slip right past you
that feeling of awkward is back
take another drag
you feel that burn.. thats reality
Aug 14, 2014
Aug 14, 2014 at 4:38 PM UTC
i am for a moment.
faded like dusk
a whisper
like the lingering smell of cigaretts
my touch cold like the wind in the early morning
but my skin is burning
i want to feel
but my mind wont let me
trapped in an endless cycle of self loathing
how can i be happy
i am only for a moment
haunted with the memories of happy faces
and cursed with the demands of my past
i cant keep this up my light is fading
don’t worry no one is really paying attention
walking ghosts whip around me like smoke
only to leave no trace
you are only for a moment
just as i am.
Aug 14, 2014
Aug 14, 2014 at 4:37 PM UTC