alyse-lee
Mexican
i'm an emo girl from Chicago. i love to write. it's te only way i can learn things about myself. i don't write poetry. my heart and soul does. / -------- / That's what i wrote not even half a year ago. when i didn't know jack shit about myself. The truth is, i was who ever anyone wanted me to be, and i wanted attention. i'm the worst speller ever, and i'm not as good as a writer as i led myself to believe. i'm 14 now, and so much has changed, i thank being ABLE to write for letting everything out because if i didn't, i think i'd explode. i've only hade like, 5 boyfriends and two girlfriends, yet the only thing i write about is love. FML. =.=
She's pretty
She's smart
She's better than me
that's why you choose her
I was left on the floor.
Told by a friend
You can't bear my face anymore
Because you know you caused the pain in it
Why do you care?
Worry about her
It was your Choice
don't say sorry to me anymore
Lies hurt more
Quit telling me you love me
besides, you'll never know
Those lies you tell,
They keep me together
Because i know, deep down, they're true.
Despite what you did,
I love you the most,
And i know you love me more than her.
I may not be as pretty,
Or smart for that matter,
But she's just like me
and that's why you love her
You're mine forever,
So do what you want
I'll be right here waiting
When you get back
There's no getting rid of me, boy
I love you to pieces
No matter what you do
Just keep on giving me these kisses
She doesn't have to know
She's worthless right now
Don't think of her
It's me who you'll always be keeping
Oct 10, 2010
Oct 10, 2010 at 8:47 PM UTC
Alice is clingy
Alex keeps her distance
Alice needs attention
Alex prefers staying secluded
Alice stretched the truth
Alex plain out lies
Alice trusts anyone who wants it
Alex isn't to quick to open
Alice holds a grudge
Alex lets things go
Alice doesn't think
Alex doesn't do
Alice is dead
Alex is very much alive
Alex
Sep 4, 2010
Sep 4, 2010 at 6:37 PM UTC
Pretty Face
Young Mind
Wander...
Wander free
she's wandered too far and can't find her way home
so she walks
step after step
smiling her sweet smile
she walks home.
Passing people
Strangers she knows
step after step
she walks home
i take her by the hand
it's been a while.
she's grown so much
she walked me home
she wouldn't tell any one
but she was walking in the dark
walking home
She's a woman herself now
no longer free
stuck walking home
when she was a child, it was a fun thing
but now it's a terrifying experience
walking in the twilight of her life
not home since morning
but still
She walks home
Older,
Wiser,
Braver,
Bolder,
the old woman walked me home
and i asked her to step in
into my home,
and i seen the little girl,
pretty face,
older mind,
She made it home
Jul 27, 2010
Jul 27, 2010 at 4:22 PM UTC
Best Friend.
Sisters.
Mother and Daughter.
Those were all the words used our describe our relationship
I know I'm clingy.
I know I'm Annoying.
but I thought you understood.
I thought you understood I had nothing good in my life,
so when i found something worth keeping
I never wanted to let it go.
I thought you understood I had no one to tell anything to.
I thought you would listen to me.
But I also thought you would never lie to me,
I thought you were a good person,
I thought you couldn't be so purely evil.
I thought I would never get out of that depression.
I thought I'd be stuck, not feeling forever once you left me.
I thought I'd never see the light again.
But hey, it looks like I thought wrong.
Jul 22, 2010
Jul 22, 2010 at 5:34 PM UTC
Sweeter than heaven
Hotter than hell
make me white as the sky
and Blue as my name
Call out to me
Bless yourself and your friend
Yellow dreams suffer
Your will is denied
cancel the payment
get what you deserve
Nothing is right
not anymore...
she came into my life
and put me under a spell
she made me her puppet,
played with my strings
and then cut me loose.
she made me grateful for life
because she was in it
trapped in this time
she made it well
but then the time came
we had to say good bye
tears were shed,
love was made,
i wanted to stay with her forever
and so i did
where ever she went,
i followed
we went across the universe
just me and her
turning dreams into reality
all except ours...
Jul 9, 2010
Jul 9, 2010 at 1:56 PM UTC
GIRL:
I miss you.
I miss you much to much.
Every part of me feels for you.
My head is remembering us together.
My eyes want to see your smiling face.
My hands miss yours entangled in them
My waist feels your arm missing from it's usual spot
My legs want to run to wherever you are
My arms want to trap you and never let go
But you let me go...
you chose her and left me here
I know you can't feel this way for me anymore.
But I still love you with my Everything anyways
BOY:
I miss you.
I miss you so much.
I want with everything to be with you again.
My eyes want to see the miracle of your smile
My hands miss your the feeling of your hair when we kiss
My waist feels your arm missing from it's usual spot
My legs want to run to you then never move again
My arms want to trap you and never let go
But I had to let it go
I knew i'd hurt you,
just not so soon
I'd give anything to see you again
but I know you hate me
and I understand you can never forgive me
I just wish you knew I love you
I love you with my Everything.
Jun 29, 2010
Jun 29, 2010 at 3:52 PM UTC
I looked in the cupboard
He wasn't there!
I looked in the attic
he wasn't there!
I looked in the closet
He wasn't there!
I looked in the garden
He wasn't there
I looked in our rooms
He wasn't there!
I looked in the bathroom
He wasn't there
I looked in the kitchen
He wasn't there
I looked in the basement
He wasn't there
I looked in the den
He wasn't there...
I looked in the pantry
He wasn't there...
I looked under the couch
He wasn't there...
I looked in the backyard
He wasn't there...
I looked in our office
He wasn't there...
I looked in every nook and cranny,
But he just wan't there!
then i remembered!
I looked in my heart,
and he was there the whole time!
Jun 17, 2010
Jun 17, 2010 at 6:24 PM UTC
long black curly hair
strong nose and chin together
soft brown eyes watch me
i'm just a small girl
how can he love me like that?
I'll believe him, though.
smiles traded nice
no akwardness anywhere
maybe it IS true
so many others
how can he choose, me? Alyse?
i'm just a small girl!
but yet his eyes watch
fill with love that makes me weak
my mexican boy
steps taken to home
old memories rush to see
he CAN be mine now!
it's just me and my Mexican boy, the one who i love, and the one who loves me
May 23, 2010
May 23, 2010 at 7:10 AM UTC
"Home?
What's that?"
people crying
people yelling
spinning around me
it makes me dizzy
it makes me cry
they make me bleed
"Where you gonna go?"
"Where you gonna stay?"
"You can't leave!"
SHUT UP! PLEASE!
I can't take this any more!
give me some space,
I need to breath!
I need to find a home...
or does home need to find me?
run away?
or run to?
SHUT UP! PLEASE!
I can't take this anymore!
I need to find a home!
Feb 14, 2010
Feb 14, 2010 at 3:37 PM UTC
I can't
FIND
the
WORDS
that I want to write.
I feel the
RYTHM
in my heart
waiting
to be
WRITTEN
coursing through my viens
my
MIND
chasing my
SOUL
Itching my hand to pick up the
PENCIL
and find the words to make it
RIGHT!!!
Feb 14, 2010
Feb 14, 2010 at 12:50 PM UTC