i haven't been able to say it
but,
i hate the way you made me feel
the way you made me feel unconfident
the way you made me feel numb
and
the way you made me feel hatred,
against myself
i really
really
hate
the way you made me
lost myself.
Dec 14, 2022
Dec 14, 2022 at 9:16 AM UTC
there's still a grey line
between we lost us
and we found ourself
despite all the pain,
heartbreaks,
and mental traumas..
there was also butterflies,
beautiful things,
and fluttery feelings.
May 3, 2021
May 3, 2021 at 10:44 AM UTC
it might took me a little while
to realize
my self worth
my self value
and how you took me for granted.
Apr 9, 2021
Apr 9, 2021 at 10:00 AM UTC
i'm sorry
i'm so sorry that
i haven't love you enough
i've been forcing you too hard
i'm sorry
i've been mean to you
i haven't been making you as a priority
i'm sorry
i should've recognize your worth
i shouldn't have taken you for granted
i'm sorry,
dear myself.
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 10:26 AM UTC
does it ever cross your mind
that one thing
o n e
s i n g l e
t h i n g
can break us apart?
our souls fell in love,
but your ego broke us up.
Apr 3, 2021
Apr 3, 2021 at 11:04 AM UTC
it was hard for me
to love a reflection in the mirror
to embrace myself in the light
it was easier for me
to stop looking in the mirror
to keep the light off
but i don't understand
how could you be more confident
with my self,
with my body
more than i do?
Jan 26, 2021
Jan 26, 2021 at 10:14 AM UTC
who knows that
i can hold a hand
made of ice
for years?
you might
make me feel
numb,
stiff,
paralyzed
but i don't mind
holding you
longer
than i should.
Jan 26, 2021
Jan 26, 2021 at 9:56 AM UTC
you were out of line
again
thought it was gonna be easy
for me to forgive
but no,
this time
i choose myself.
Dec 17, 2020
Dec 17, 2020 at 9:17 AM UTC
you asked me to follow you
it's a tough road,
but we will get through this together,
you said.
i walk
i run
but baby,
running after you is like chasing the clouds.
Nov 2, 2020
Nov 2, 2020 at 8:20 AM UTC
you are as cold
as winter
yet i am longing
for a warm spring
i knew we are different
but i was still willing
to take the aftermath
even though
i lost myself
along the road
Sep 26, 2020
Sep 26, 2020 at 10:36 AM UTC