
It's like I push you
So that I can hold you up
And present you to the stars
May the moon shine on your graces
Know the heart will be there to catch you
If you should fall
My heart is in the right place
It may not always know where to go
One day when the sun shines anew
I will take place among the stars
And watch you as you go
Mar 27
Mar 27, 2026 at 3:06 AM UTC
Baby, keep it inside
Don't think of other people
A different vibe
A different kind of evil
They never cared
And never will so
Take it in stride
Don't think of other people
Your good heart
They don't deserve it
Your efforts should be placed
Where the effort has purpose
Mar 27
Mar 27, 2026 at 2:43 AM UTC
The hum of life goes silent
No longer is there the buzz of people around me
No ocean waves
No gentle wind
No murmurs
Whispers of what could be and what was
Silence
There is no feeling
No buzz in the fingertips
No flutters in the heart
Dullness.
Mar 27
Mar 27, 2026 at 2:41 AM UTC
I know the reality
Of how you make me feel
I sit with that truth
I look at its fine lines and wrinkles
It is a tired love
It has grown weary with age
Stricken with wants and lacking of
It should rest
But still I take its hands
I lead it down a path uncertain
With a certainty that this isn't what it needs
I look it in the eyes and know there's nothing left there
So why do I try to stoke a flame that has since gone out
I ignore the reality
But I know it dearly as a friend
I was leading you to the roses
But you were always free to go where you'd like
Mar 27
Mar 27, 2026 at 2:38 AM UTC
These nights I'm crying myself awake
Heart and whole body filled with ache
Numbing and dull pain
After letting go of physical restraint
Silently screaming it away
But it's never away
Only going through each day
Watching as if someone else is leading the way
Because if it were really me what would I really say
Do I have a say
Do I have to stay
Mar 27
Mar 27, 2026 at 2:33 AM UTC
You just have the privilege
You don't have the touch
"You can do it too!"
"Everyone wants this!"
Really not so much
Your nose is the main instrument
Can't hear through the mumbles
But we get what you meant
Your safety net is there to help you when you fumble
Autotune it enough
Maybe no one will notice
But not too much
Can't be completely bogus
Oh the places you can go
With mediocrity and money
Mar 27
Mar 27, 2026 at 2:26 AM UTC
All of them
And none of them
But so alive in my mind
What terms are there to come
For a heart in denial
Despite the distance of time
Mar 27
Mar 27, 2026 at 2:22 AM UTC
Why is there so much warmth touching cold nose tips in the frost of the morning;
Pressing foreheads together to share our secrets.
I beckoned you and the winter and we were both waiting for a spring that would never come.
Even if the storm outside raged you left snowflakes; strange, unique, & special.
So precious to want to touch and keep forever but too easy to melt.
We left it all in the cold; preserved and safe. We both walked away taking the warmth and melting with each step.
Jul 17, 2019
Jul 17, 2019 at 6:10 PM UTC
Everyone says they're tired.
But what does tired really mean?
Are you tired of feeling ignored?
Are you tired because no matter how hard you try, you're still just not ******* good enough?
Are you tired because you let yourself be vulnerable and you got your heart broken again?
Are you tired of thinking about him even though it's been years and you've moved on?
Are you tired because you don't feel your love being reciprocated the same?
Are you tired about being sick?
Are you tired of being alive?
I've been tired all my life.
I just want to lose myself in my sleep.
Mar 23, 2019
Mar 23, 2019 at 12:28 AM UTC
You convince yourself to stay where you are
because you're afraid of wading in waters you don't know.
You believe it won't be better than where you are now,
but you know you're not happy
You deserve better.
You feel ungrateful for what's be given to you,
but you matter too.
Unhappy is unhappy.
Don't let it sit. Don't let it dwell.
You convince yourself that certain things outweigh the others.
The small things matter too.
You're allowed to be upset,
but you'll never allow yourself.
You deserve better.
Mar 23, 2019
Mar 23, 2019 at 12:00 AM UTC