me nd you ;
we seem so young,
but I promise you we will be fine.
we'eve been through some things,
being apart for months at a time.
I love you so deeply,
I swear you complete me,
my thoughts of you and my future
have started to intertwine.
being with you is so easy,
you treat me so sweet.
don't worry we don't have to rush.
we have more than enough time
I'm going off to college
I have to learn what being an adult is
i'd just prefer to have you by my side
Aug 17, 2019
Aug 17, 2019 at 8:54 PM UTC
my heart has been on fire for a minute now,
it's been a couple days and I'm still hurt.
before I found out the truth,
I thought I had nothing to lose
but I lost my dignity
the minute I forgave you.
I fell for your tricks
and I fell for the tears.
I feel like a fool now that it's done.
This feeling in my chest
is something I can't overcome,
because it returns every time
I think about what you could've done.
I wish I would've said goodbye
the minute I found out you lied but instead,
I was the girl that set her pride aside.
Now I can't trust a word you say
and I question you every day.
I gave you everything I had to offer,
every ounce of love and trust in my bones.
All it did was hurt me and stick me with the thought
"why couldn't I have just left this boy alone"
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 10:24 AM UTC
The words you throw are impeccable,
whole and innocent.
But some of them seem tainted.
tell me what is your intent.
Are you looking for something serious,
it's what you've said before.
Or are you lying through your teeth,
getting what you want
and then walking out the door.
I ask these questions to protect myself,
or maybe because I'm scared.
I've fallen madly in love with you
and I don't like to share.
Can I trust you with my heart,
I mean I know you've had it for a year.
My anxiety is kicking in
and I apologize
I went through this once before,
he hurt me and I trusted him..
Jan 11, 2019
Jan 11, 2019 at 10:34 AM UTC
as you throw your life away,
your kids cry themselves to sleep hoping you're okay.
we pray for your well being
because you tore your bracelet off.
you spend your time fleeing.
months without talking to you.
we don't know if you're dead.
and there's so much going on,
we don't know where you lay your head.
you left your responsibilities.
we're trying to pick up the slack.
I just wish we knew where you were at..
Nov 8, 2018
Nov 8, 2018 at 8:45 PM UTC
The start of my life was built on lies.
you didn't want me, but then you did,
and then you disappeared.
I asked mom about you,
I saw the heartbreak in her eyes.
When you showed interest again,
from you, my mom tried to hide.
You reached out to me and I didn't know.
I didn't realize that you preyed on me because I was shy.
I favor Mom, I can't be silenced.
I speak and I am strong.
Although I did cry that night.
Why Dad?
I thought you had changed,
but I deep down I knew something was wrong.
I should've listened to that voice inside.
I just wanted you to love me, Dad,
but not because of our ties.
Not because of who I looked like.
I remember everything that happened.
I remember looking in your eyes.
I saw the storm,
I saw the lust,
I saw the moment you knew you broke my trust.
I'm sure you remember that night,
and I know you knew you were wrong.
You knew what you were doing that night because you told me I looked like Mom.
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 11:11 AM UTC
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with this anxiety-ridden,
stress causing,
confidence lowering relationship of ours.
With each insult thrown,
doubt uncovered,
and questionable action that I see,
I replace it with how it used to be.
I replace it with your words before:
"beautiful, smart, everything you wanted and more..."
I tell myself things will get better,
even though I know they won't,
but each time I bring it up you silence me
and you bring out the word hope.
"have hope in us, please don't give up"
every time you say that I push this metaphoric stick further in the mud.
and when it comes down to it,
I'm like that stick,
IM STUCK
Sep 30, 2018
Sep 30, 2018 at 6:31 PM UTC
I am strength.
My whole life I have been looking for stability and support.
Completely blind to the power that I hold.
I told myself that I needed my father.
because not having one means i'm a 'Bastard'
A word that was meant to describe children like me.
But children like me had no choice,
we're subjected to a word because of our parents decisions.
Instead of being subjected to a word that describes ourselves.
I've made it far knowing he didn't want me,
I did this on my own.
So I will not be subjected to the word 'Bastard'
Instead I prefer 'Strength'
Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 10:10 AM UTC
I am not subtle
with what my words seem to hide
my face shows confidently,
see I wear my emotions on both inside and out.
feeling 10 times stronger than they should
with no hesitance shown
my words will never match with my face
because I am not subtle
although I try
Sep 19, 2018
Sep 19, 2018 at 8:45 PM UTC
ignorance is bliss
pretend you do not know of the evils that exist
they lurk not only in the darkness,
but in plain day too.
they're in your stores and at the doctors,
yet no one has a clue.
they smile like the rest of us,
and tell jokes of evil things.
they laugh at the levels of our trust,
they aren't normal human beings.
they manipulate and lie,
their brains so twisted sick.
and when all is said and done,
when their actions are over.
don't expect an apology
or look back over your shoulder.
continue with your life,
don't talk to that evil man.
instead of an explanation you'll get
"i dont know, lol ****
Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 8:53 AM UTC
like chains wrapping tight around my body,
your love shows no mercy.
engulfing my every sense and every thought,
leaving little to no room for anything else.
i'd never complain about the way you make me feel,
but I'd never deny the stress it's ever brought me .
and as time progresses,
I seem to long for that love that surrounds me ,
and lose the interest in loving myself .
Sep 14, 2018
Sep 14, 2018 at 6:38 PM UTC