I'm eating until I feel whole again
The joy of being unconscious
Has jumped right out of my chest
And it hurts like I've dreamt of falling
And the space you had once occupied
In my heart became flowers
You could have been the first wave
The salt that burns the skin
The grains of sand hurting my face
I miss the sun in the mornings
And the warmth of the touches
And who am I trying to fool?
I haven't been eating for days
I became my own meals
Yet I starve for the stars and the universe
For the green in the grass and the blue
In the twilights
I starve for you
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 4:14 PM UTC
I'm afraid to touch in public
My secret is written in bold on my forehead
Three days before the full moon
I gave myself the luxury to not belong
Into this sensitive world of yours
There's a whole charm in a victorious gaze
And an entire chaos in the hair blown in the wind
You can't feel jealousy in a relationship
When I only think about you all the time
I spread all the clues in the hallways
And in my old laughters of last year
But you can't read them
You don't have the guts to see them
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 8:33 PM UTC
It's early morning
And the maid hasn't even arrived yet
Your morning breath
And my tired eyes staring back
At your final seconds of sleep
We get up, speechlessly
I start to make my morning tea
And you pour sugar in it for me
It tastes like the colour of your skin
I don't even shiver anymore
You're the heat inside my lungs
And the golden tones of my rising suns
The touch of your voice in my ears
Makes me feel like I'm melting fears
And I have never felt so safe
By looking into one's eyes and say:
"You're my entire solar system"
Oct 31, 2014
Oct 31, 2014 at 11:16 PM UTC
I think I'm starting to get
The reaction of our bodies to the rain
The way our fingerprints seem to change
When there's no light to understand
What's really good or just a sin
How easy it is to write in other tongue
To spit your feelings in sentences
That don't belong to your mouth
Nor to your bones
Read what I feel not in words
Read me for I am another soul
Trapped in a foreign body
Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 11:09 PM UTC
You thought I couldn't see you
Hiding on the other side of the window
Catching my breath
Through the curtains
It's in the air
Green eyes looking for me
Stop thinking and act as you feel
Through the glass and the uncoloured
I still sit at the table
I still drink black coffee
I still look back at the invisible
I still bite my tongue
Your hands and your flesh
There used to be something inside
You don't have to say my name
I understand
Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 11:02 AM UTC
I have to obliterate
This antichrist
That's always tempting me
Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 8:01 PM UTC
When between us used to exist
only a certain letter
the full correspondence
the train
the rails
the open window
a certain landscape
without rocks or
troughs
my high heels
in equilibrium
the cup of water
waiting for the coffee
Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 10:26 PM UTC
Is it really that bad
To not actually
Feel anything?
Because those tiny verses
Still express a lot
That comes within
And I still remember
The chair you used to sit
And I still remember
How disengaged I used to be
I feel like that chair and I
Have a lot in common
We are both empty
After you left.
Aug 29, 2014
Aug 29, 2014 at 8:37 PM UTC
last night I had a dream,
not exactly a dream,
but more of a memory
I could feel the soft sand between my toes
And the salty wind colliding with my face
The way Cecilia talked to me
Was like waves against the rocks
Or like rain in a summer day
The sun setting upon us caused me chills
I will always be floating with her in the sea
Only the gods know
How well I used to write
How well I would describe
The way she looked at me:
The same way stars shine the brightest
Before they collapse
Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 11:24 PM UTC
The sun burns my skin
I wish things were different
Jul 21, 2014
Jul 21, 2014 at 10:01 AM UTC