
alexis-j-meighan
Belizean
i guess I should start by saying something that moves you. Maybe something parallel to Einstein’s E=mc2? but, I’m not that profound. As a matter of fact I’m quite common, quite ordinary, and like the rest of the world, out of my fucking mind. It makes it hard for me to stay on point and keep to a linier topic. I’m surprised I’ve managed these few sentences. My brain works like a 24 hour commercial break, with minutes of a feature presentation in between. There is so much I don’t comprehend as I do things. It’s a wonder how those things turn out acceptable. / i hate the way acid feels in my eyes. sometimes i like to see people cry so i kidnap there pets and give them someone else's in return for the ransom / my alter ego (XIN) thinks he is better than me / i know hes sleeping with my wife / i hate pistachios / Favorite Quotations. / " I shoot your face" / love sought is good but given" un sought is better" / "how bout you go kill yourself" / "wow did you drink your glass of punk ass today?"
The dream
Remember- Martin Luther King-
"Let freedom ring"
He grace the world with a vision.
"Free at last"
He sang of the goal to the crowd
Remember -Agathe Uwilingiyimana -
The "content of our character"
Has come to judgment
But these character are just fools on a stage
Remember -Abraham Lincoln-
King's dream would come to a peak
But 2chainz, kim, minaj TO and those unlike him
Would push it over and watch it crash on the buffs below
Remember -Medgar Evers-
Even Langston, wondered "what is a dream differed?"
Mahalia Jackson screamed for Martin to "tell em bout the dream"
But as Marvin proclaimed "we still don't know what's going"
Remember -John Fitzgerald Kennedy-
Obama made it in but the walls of the house he resides are far from the gleaming white it claims to be.
Blackened by the administration before him, the walls just too dingy to overlook
Remember -Fred Hampton-
He said "america gave us a bad check" and the march to washington would be how its cashed.
We all saw Barak at the teller endorsing but in the end the long fall of that tall horse was the goal of the fairest man.
He wanted every valley exalted.
Instead ******* God father pizza man makes a fool of the process, and a kid with a hoodie take the hit, just like Emmit Till, a school full of babies take the hit, Twin towers in new york takes the hit, theatre full of batman fans take the hit, but guess that's living the dream.
Remember- Harry and Hariette Moore-
Malcom says by any means
Even Jimi Hendrix sang for us to grab the machine guns
"Fight the power!" Be a public enemy. What ever happen to all that?
A fist in the air and a call for unity use to use to get us up in the morning
Now this ***** running around with a helmet and some horns telling these skanks he's the flavor of love.
Ya I'll pass on that
And go with the labor of love and survive with a better understanding of what life is.
Remember -Benazir Bhutto-
Mya Angelou was a **** ********** stripper, and thief before she new "why the cage bird sing"
Even today with all her enlightenment she ask where is Dr King's dream?
Humans have come so far so fast but judgment and common sense still elude our sophisticated lives. What once was a dream is indeed a reality to most but that's only because the play ignorance to the issues that still plague our nation and that dream we chase is littered with little nightmares.
Remember -Emmit Till-
Lincoln started the process J.F.K started the process, M.L.K. Preached the process, Medgar Evars tried to beat the process, Malcom X was betrayed for the process, Agathe Uwilingiyimana stood up for the process,Benazir Bhutto took a chance on the process,Fred Hampton died in the process,
Harry and Hariette Moore burned for the process,
Emmit Till was tortured in the process.
All believing the dream would see them survive.
-Remember the future-
-Xin-
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 3:05 PM UTC
2 addicts in conversation
I've always said the act of love itself from unrequited to world wind is a drug that claims more addicts than all narcotics combine. From the rush to the withdrawals. tears and anticipation to the eruption of having it taken from you. This love drug leaves you a fiend even if you've never participated in its consumption, you pursue, hunt, track and lose your mind for the slimmest of chance in its acquisitions.
Let's take a hit together now and forever. As friends, lovers, partners, and unify.
I feel you! I hear you! Where siblings of the same needle in its lust and retrieval.
-xin-
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 2:58 PM UTC
Lol Failure
Too much time to change your mind on the way down. Plus your scared of heights
Bandages and shoe laces stop that **** hide it with tattoos on the wrist
Too violent, big mess, GSW fail now a vegetable and someone's burden
A lynching? Quit it! KKK gets no favors
Peace and quiet in the car, garage door closed. Then your favorite song comes on. Took too long after all. Don't you drive a prius?
Like you don't know how to swim. Sharks don't live in lakes
Nissan, lexus, most new GMC all have auto detection braking. Get back on the side walk dummy.
Too high of a tolerance you druggy and every Corner has an ER. Now your on the list with diarrhea
Police knows the world is watching they'll pepper spray before they draw now. Now your blind and got your *** whipped with a. Night stick
Honey? Bears? Really?
Circuit breakers homie! Now you have soggy toast.
Smile and shovel the pastries maybe you'll get lucky and cholesterol will stop ya.
Insensitive? Yes,but none the less,
Guess That's my LOL Failure.
-Xin-
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 12:02 PM UTC
Its just ink.
Though I lay it down
They say I lay it down
From the depth of my inner
To the facade of my smile
Matters not if in the end its just ink
From the thick of its grip
No gripe that it fits
Its said I laid it down
God knows I ache from its motion
But crushed I am that in the end its just ink
I think of all the glamour
Inhale every scent she wears
Tear apart my heart to get the darkest crimson
Mix it in the well, they say I's lays it down
Brand it in my skin. But to her its just ink
Its a link, a moment of some progress
The greatest of our progress.
She said I laid it down, but we both shared the crown
And though just a granule on the shore
An annual creed of "Adore", not sure
Why its just ink
We watched the moon sink behind violent waters
Every night from the window, broken clouds soar with loud hues of pink and purple
Not every moment is a high hurdle to scale, its why the pen sets sail,ill will, I lay that down
Good moments are grand ones, so why those ascribed only known as just ink?
Just think.
A past where ballads were written on the battle fields
Pledge our allegiance now to a flag that waved under duress
Love stands grander a chance by that test
A scream is like cannons while a tear is like bullets
Hit the page and leave holes. I bared arms now I lay them down. These wounds no longer just ink.
-Xin-
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 11:32 AM UTC
Holding the apple of Eden
What if the apple of Eden had a label?
What if the user indication had included a health warning to the 14th century Europeans?
What if the apple of Eden was clearly marked
"HAZARDOUS FOR ETERNITY IF CONSUMED"
And even though it is the purest of organically grown
What if you would have known,
That the man who proclaimed "I have a dream" would catch a bullet with his face:
Jim jones would allure a thousand to their death, hundreds of babies in Jonesville
London would burn
Solomon's tower would crumble as the wall of Jericho did
Chained slaves would be thrown over board
Tutankhamin would have his head split at the age of 13
The twin towers?
What if fair label practices forced it to divulge:
Pass-over inevitable
Holocaust to be expected
Possible genocide
Surgeons general warning: ALL ALIVE WILL DIE
What if it were you, my wife, who reached out your hand and held the devine fruit to feast upon?
I'd be 1st to bite.
-Alexis J Meighan-
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 11:04 AM UTC
Cradle You
Safe, weak, vulnerable, all the things I feel when you
Place your hand upon my chest.
Your cold soft hands lead by your big warm smile
It reminds me how it feels when it's mended.
Play with me, then lay with me and use it to cradle your head while you rest.
With my arm around you, I want you to feel safe, weak, vulnerable, but knowing
The worst of it, like the day, has ended.
-Alexis-
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 2:15 AM UTC
Bad Poet
***** words
Naughty words
Bad spelling
Grammar like diesel fuel spilling from a rusty ship
.Period; semi something *astrik and the word ****
Sometimes I curse just to make a sentence worse
Make love and make references to it, now watch the flowers die. so many lines in there context make truth, argue then make-up and make love once more, keep it to my self, and watch the flowers bloom. I don't even know what **** §- is.
Bad poet
Sleepless words
Lower case nouns
Then there's this thing §, what is that?
I love the sound of my own voice? No not really. Though I love to read my own words. Follow them with my fingers and trace their outlines like they were your naked body, hoping the words grant the same feelings as your flesh. The feel of your skin and innocent smile is like a blank page waiting to be defaced.
Bad Poet
Poor choices
Stained paper
Even as the pen dances on the lines in jest its heart is pure in its passion and love for both the words and you.
Bad Poet
-Xin-
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 2:13 AM UTC
Back to Sunday
With a wince, eyes widen,
There is pain, and wonder
as my brain makes sense of the moment
The unmistakable odor of love making
Burrows into my face
Strong from the night, or maybe just a few hours before
Eyes are adjusted able to glance
The sun plays peekaboo through the blinds
As naked flesh and old ink it highlights
A view from the side as you sleep
I adjust for a closer look rolling toward you
Only to find my arm trapped beneath your nape
So I drape my self around your person's
Hoping to be set free but instead my lips meet
The sweet taste of the skin on your arms
Accidently setting off the soothing grind
Of your **** against parts of mine
Causing growth which
Causes poke which
Causes groan and your hands to *****
Causes memory to refresh that it was the night before
Repeating motions practiced routinely
Just slower
More tender
More indulged like it were to be the last time.
Sunday morning has given us its blessing to begin our day
Though the week continues
We toil, stress, and become a wreck
But we know
We can always go back to Sunday
Love always
-Alexis-
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 2:07 AM UTC
I draw closer to her silhouette in the distance,
After being gone for so long,
all I can think of is
"How strong are her arms?" As I melt into their grasp
Her floral fragrance tells me
"I am home at last"
I'm in the hallway
Looking for my lil woman
I want to sneak up from behind
And bury my face in her smile
I want to run my hands softly on her cheek
While small blonde hairs, adhere, to my nose peak
Ego, Esteem, Pride and presence
All pacified with a flutter of her eyes
As she spoke to my soul
"Mmm baby that feels so good. I'm glad your home."
I steal a kiss, then another
Are lips become wet pressed together
I mumble in the moment
to acknowledge her sentiment.
Its like melting into each other
That is, the 1st hellos after a long pardon
When our eyes lock in awkward fashion
The truth reveals itself and we can't control the wealth
As rich as our desires seem to be
Insatiable like toys under the christmas tree
As she inhaled all that I've dealt passionately
I'm missing her every move when she's gone
I'm kissing her every mood when she's home.
I often embrace her heels and rub the stress away
While sneaking nibbles of her soul through her toes
When we comfort our aches and woes
I use her waist and pull her closer
Enough distance, and whispers become outburst
As our conversations become more complex
And our stance and demeanor reflect
our position on the compromise
so both of our point of views lay satisfied.
The road looks long
Its ahead and discouraging without a kiss
Almost enough to stop mid thought on a warm
Day like the one........
- Alexis J. Meighan-
Sep 23, 2013
Sep 23, 2013 at 2:11 AM UTC
I have ridden to the peaks of emotions and
I have fallen head over heels at the height of its summit
The jagged edges of the flesh tearing rocks releasing me
Time and time again.
I bleed to death
Then awaken fine to start the process once more
Looking forward to the leap plummeting to my core.
Jagged and torn.
There's nothing like being reborn
-Xin-
July 12, 2013 at 11:07pm ·
Aug 11, 2013
Aug 11, 2013 at 1:13 AM UTC