alexia-cote
Hi! I'm fourteen, soon to be 15. I'm just this teenager who suffers from anxiety or panic attacks to most kids who see me. To others, I'm also a sister, an aunt, a daughter... and a writer. I want to write a novel or be a scenarist on a television series/movie. I also love reading and writing poetry. That's where we come in.
September 1st
Note to self: go meet new people
October 1st
Note to self: Give yourself the right to fall in love with him
November 1st
Note to self: Love yourself as much as you love him
December 1st
Note to self: Get him the best Christmas Gift
January 1st
Note to self: Make your New Year's resolution to be good to him this year
February 1st
Note to self: Make it so he spends Valentine's day with you
March 1st
Note to self: Get him to hang it with you again, it's been forever
April 1st
Note to self: It's okay if he's in love with someone else, it's not a joke
May 1st
Note to self: Buy more tissues on the way home
June 1st
Note to self: Don't fall in love again
July 1st
Note to self: Just get over him already
August 1st
Note to self: Find someone to replace him in your life.
Jul 29, 2014
Jul 29, 2014 at 7:46 PM UTC
It's a problem
to wait for a train that's never comin'
Just like
It's becoming an issue
to always be missing you
Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 3:25 PM UTC
Listen you all,
Big or small,
To the words of a fellow human,
To whom my thoughts are only blooming,
With my eyes I see,
People smile with glee,
With my eyes I observe,
People who constantly live on nerve,
With my ears I listen to,
Some speak of affection that grew,
With my ears I hear,
Words that make me shead a tear,
With my nose I find the scent,
Of every love letter I've sent,
With my nose I smell,
The odors of hell,
With my tongue I speak,
Of all the good times that happened this week,
With my tongue I talk,
Of things that I mock,
With my hands I touch,
Everything that I like so much,
With my hands I feel,
All the pain I can't heal,
On being human,
It's living,
As a breathing,
Contradiction.
Jul 6, 2014
Jul 6, 2014 at 10:57 PM UTC
I'm writing this letter,
I'm writing it because I'm sad,
I'm writing it because I'm going mad,
I'm writing it because I want to get better,
Do you remember when we met,
My dad was in huge dept,
I couldn't eat at home anymore,
So I went to the radio and we met right next to that door,
Do you remember falling for me,
Because I remember falling for you,
I remember thinking that I should flee,
Before we'd start sticking together like glue,
Do you remember eating pizza,
Because you failed to cook a frozen meal,
That night I remember your shirt was teal,
And the way you called slowly my name: 'Alexia'
Do you remember our first kiss,
That moment full of bliss,
Do you remember feeling the spark,
When the sky became more and more dark,
Do you remember when you woke up next to me one morning,
Without even a single warning,
The first thing you told me was that I was beautiful,
In that moment I felt doubtful,
Do you remember telling me that I shouldn't doubt what you say,
But the very next day,
We started to lose touch,
You should know I miss you very much,
I tried speaking to you since,
But you never reply,
Maybe I should see the evidence,
But how can I?
How can I when I miss you terribly?
How can I when you always occupy my thoughts?
How can I when I desire so badly a reply?
How can I when I always see our common friends?
How can I when I don't want to see the end?
How can I when I still love you?
How can I when I keep wondering about the answer to the question,
'What do you think of me'
Even if I know the answer is
'I don't'
I know I wasn't allowed to fall in love with you,
But how could I not,
When your charm,
Was constantly operating on me?
Please reply to this letter,
It's the least you could do,
Please reply to this letter,
Even if you don't want to,
Please reply to this letter,
Since you won't reply to anything else.
Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 10:47 PM UTC
To the reader who is alone right now,
Find comfort in my poetry,
To you I will vow,
That my words will never keep you lonely,
To the reader who is in love with someone,
Don't worry about what it will become,
Love that person with all your heart,
Love that person even if something is keeping you apart,
To the reader who is heartbroken,
Grab a pen,
Write down what you feel,
Write until you start to heal,
To the reader who has depression,
I have a huge compassion,
For you,
Please give yourself the happiness you are due,
To the reader suffering with anxiety,
I know how you're feeling,
Now is not a time to worry,
Nor a time to cling,
To all my readers,
I am not your leader,
But I want to give you all some advice,
Please think about it twice,
Stop worrying,
Start living.
Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 9:18 PM UTC
I regret to inform you,
That my days on this Earth,
Have borught nothing new,
And are as useless as my birth,
I regret to inform you,
That the people in my surroundings,
Do not interest me with their findings,
And they are not people I can turn to,
I regret to inform you,
That very few people have a clue,
Of what they are doing,
Or what they should be pursuing,
I regret to inform you,
That pain is not beautiful,
It is only moveable,
To those of you who feel blue,
I regret to inform you,
That most of you were aware,
Of the thoughts I'm sharing with you,
But most people don't care,
They want to be oblivious,
To what is obvious,
Stop running away from the truth,
Or it will just come back and haunt you
Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 5:51 PM UTC
Alice has
Been broken up with
Constantly on the first
Date because the
Elligible bachelors make her
Fail to
Give a good first impression
Heaven knows
In time she’ll learn how to
Jonas wants to live a
Keynote moment with a special
Lady even if she’s
Mad because to him
Nothing is working
Out the way it should
Presently the universe is producing
Quietly Alice and Jonas’
Relationship
Sunday morning
They met
Under the pouring rain sourrounded by animals
Vows
Were soon exchanged
Xanax was needed to calm down Alice that day
You should know that today they are taking their kid to a
Zoo where they first met
Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 5:04 PM UTC
My name is Craig,
For a while now,
All I do is beg,
For your attention,
I am the fly on the wall,
Ever since that first day in fall,
Has anybody noticed me,
In this gigantic sea?
I don't even have magical powers,
That hide me away this well,
It feels like it's been forever,
Since someone has noticed my body made of cells,
My name is Craig,
For a while now,
All I do is beg,
For your attention.
Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 4:39 PM UTC