In the shadows she is strong
but the sunlight hides her truth
She blooms in the winter
but scurries from the spring
knowledge of faith
doors to freedom
further they open
for her to just walk through
but yet she stays
watching it open and close
like the talking mouths of people
who come to see her
then leave
She is the girl who is
the one who holds her own
she doesn't want the search light to shine one her
or the ocean of change to move her
she is contempt
yet yearning more
afraid to just reach out and grab it
Mar 5, 2012
Mar 5, 2012 at 3:14 AM UTC
When lies make it better
but make it burn worse
when friendship denies you
true comfort and safe
Where trust is planted
doesn't always make the flower grow
compassion and belief
shrink and die beneath the snow
defeat controls you
and that final feeling of loss
the dryness of feelings
too dry for tears
heaviness of heart
ache in mind
what would you do?
when you loose your step?
Feb 3, 2012
Feb 3, 2012 at 1:35 AM UTC
Those fantasies that thrill you
the blush burns on your face
only when the reality hits you
and the feeling fades away
You could wish upon a thousand stars
except the chance is one in a million
if only it was as easy as a dream
if only it was reality
not just a stupid fantasy
Dec 23, 2011
Dec 23, 2011 at 7:47 PM UTC
How can something so normal
disturb one so much
voices of the past ring truth
***** lies one avoids
but knows deep down
Mind aching of annoyance
shallow words that sink in
no more mask to hide behind
for that secret is now known
What is the reality of the norm
when what was once normal is no longer
when that flower of innocence dies
and in its place grows disappointment
with a hidden droplet of relief
it's not hard to know what you have found
but to those surprised eyes
one me seek that faint light
that reminds of the time
one was once
just
like
that
and it pulls and it pries
the regret that hangs low
but this strange goodness
this grateful feeling
to know the winds of change
have come your way
Dec 21, 2011
Dec 21, 2011 at 12:57 AM UTC
The idea always seemed absurd
yet now it seems so grand
is it love?
or is it something else?
It leaves tingles from head to toe
like it never has before
Is it love?
or am I not imagining it so?
A first love
can it be
or is it just my head
a feeling deep down
feels an unexplainable way
I could be wrong
fooled by lust
wanting this for too long
giving in to much trust
I just don't know
it's like no other
like something spoke
and I finally listened
reach out now
hands of love
bathe me in your kind touch
then hold me tight
and lead me forward
and never let go without a fight
I feel you know
as I fall
into something way to new
and your warmth gives me
something more
than anything I could expect
so is it love?
or is it not?
tell me please?
what I have sought
Aug 28, 2011
Aug 28, 2011 at 3:16 AM UTC
Hah, you think you know
you think you can
you think you can pull me to the ground
You try to rip me
limb from limb
you try to split me
mind to heart
I will not take this
I will not fall
I will find who I am
without your talk
I need to put this to an end
this constant pulling
you are obviously not my friend
May 15, 2011
May 15, 2011 at 7:29 PM UTC
What happens?
When you are done with a dream?
Does it disappear?
Does it fade?
does it wander off?
or go back where it came?
How come you don't remember
those sweet sun beams?
How come you can't enter
the darkest of dreams?
What happens to dreams
once you awake?
Where do they go to?
Will they ever return?
Apr 18, 2011
Apr 18, 2011 at 6:18 PM UTC
theirs a heaviness in my heart
an ache in my head
a weight on my shoulders
I can't go to bed
my mind to full thoughts
thoughts that bring tears to my eyes
regrets and sorrows
of this small period of time
how can so many bad things
happen in such a little time?
I wish they understood
I wish they knew
the pain I feel
listening to them talk
talk about me
and all I've done wrong
They can't leave me alone
they can't just give me my light
they have to find reasons
on why it isn't right
They have to remind
they have to bring it back
can't they see I am trying
can't they see what I am looking at
then of course the other things
bringing me down
with friends
and family
and people all around
No one knows
the stress I'm going through
no one can give me a break
writing and music
are all I got
to release myself
from this pain
Mar 14, 2011
Mar 14, 2011 at 3:59 PM UTC
Hold Hands with me
with life
and joy
I will hold your hand
forever
and ever
I wont let go until
you say
you go
you slow
but until then you have
my faith
my heart
and...
my hand.
Mar 9, 2011
Mar 9, 2011 at 5:17 PM UTC
No Yes
Why?
Why not?
Unlikely
but reasonably possible
you can't
can
This is stupid
this is good
Why go through this
everything will change
Me Me
Waste
Worth it
I wont get there
you will
Help
Stay strong
Keep going
Hide
Live
Mar 9, 2011
Mar 9, 2011 at 5:16 PM UTC