You told me to stay, but I'm cold and you're on the verge of passing out. I wish I could have called you last night when I was crying, but I couldn't seem to find your number. Baby, you were the best cup of coffee I've ever had, but I was your 8th shot of whiskey. But that's the kind of thing you're into and I know I'm not. And you say I'm too smart for you, but you don't realize how intelligently you put it. And I may be a well-running Volkswagon, but you're a shiny, new Mustang. And I may be good, but you're better. So what I'm trying to say is: we may not be good together, but I think I might love you. But like I said: I'm cold and you're on the verge of passing out.
So I'm taking your jacket and leaving
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 12:12 PM UTC
what's up?
I love you
no you don't
yes I do
I love you more than the stars
in the sky. I love you more
than the drops in the ocean. I
love you more than the words
in my favorite book. I love
you more than the flowers in
a meadow. I love you more
than the hairs on my head. I
love you more than the times
I've kissed you. I love you
more than the times I
WANTED to kiss you. I love
you more than anything. I
have an endless love for you
Message Canceled
you're right, I don't
May 25, 2014
May 25, 2014 at 12:44 AM UTC
My friend today passed by the place where her best friend crashed
"Hi" she said as she passed by
She laughed but I could hear the tears in her voice
She missed him more than anything
So you can understand my anxiety when you told me tonight that you crashed your car
"I'm fine" you said when you called me
You laughed but I could hear the anger in your voice
I would have missed you more than anything
May 17, 2014
May 17, 2014 at 11:03 PM UTC
Marguerite
blanche, petite
croissant, fleurant, vivant
J'adore les marguerites balançant dans la brise
fleur
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 11:26 AM UTC
Jaide
tall, smart
laughing, singing, writing
Jaide steals my drinks ; )
Jaide
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 11:23 AM UTC
I am extraordinarily unextraordinary
but the way he looked at me
made me feel
the complete opposite
May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 5:27 PM UTC
you used to tell me that death was nothing to fear
but that's not true
and it's not actual death that I'm afraid of though
it's what happens afterwards
where will I go?
what will happen to my spirit?
will there be a heaven waiting for me?
or am I destine to sit in eternal darkness?
I like to imagine that we all become stars
shining down on the earth
and guiding our loved ones through the forest
looking down on everyone and smiling because you know they admire you
I also think a lot about what will happen to me physically
I mean, I know that I will decompose
but what will happen after that?
I like to believe that flowers will sprout from my remains
covering the ground in beauty and joy
people will look at my garden and know I was loved
some might not be as lucky though
weeds might grow from them
they're poison will cover the ground and create landfills
they're toxins will spread into the hearts of everyone that sees their grave
it doesn't matter what happens once your dead though
what matters is what happens when your alive
and maybe that's what I'm most terrified of
that what I do while I'm living won't get me stars or flowers
maybe I'll leave scars and be destine to have a poisoned grave
the few who come to my funeral will spit to the ground
hoping that my soul will still be there to feel it
hoping that I live in eternal darkness
so the next time you tell me that death in nothing to fear
I will simply laugh
and reply with 4 words
"you're right, life is"
May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 10:29 AM UTC
My family asks why I leave mugs around my room
Well it's because they remind me of you
Filling me up
And then draining everything from me
So I can't bear to move them
May 6, 2014
May 6, 2014 at 10:04 PM UTC
The first time I saw you, you were eating candy
Which is ironic because you couldn't have been less sweet
The more I think about it,
The more I realize that you must have been eating sour patch kids
First they're sour
Then they're sweet
Then you so full of regret because you knew it wasn't good for you
The first time I talked to you, you told me I was beautiful
Which was pointless because clearly I wasn't as beautiful as her
I noticed you had an every-changing taste in candy
You must have also had an ever-changing taste in girls
You must have been full of jaw-breakers when I kissed you
Because you made mouth ache
Or maybe it was from the endless yelling
Nights I flossed with cotton candy
Wishing it would cause my teeth to rot and fall out
So I never had to speak to you again
But the truth is you were my candy
Rotting me from the inside out
And yet I thought you were so sweet
How could something so delicious be so bad for you?
You're still my guilty pleasure
I still sneak down at midnight to have a taste of you
You still melt in my mouth
Spreading addicting poison through my body
Giving me a sugar high
Making me think everything is sweet
Then letting me crash
You let me crash
Just like a candy man, you make me sick if I have too much
May 2, 2014
May 2, 2014 at 7:30 PM UTC
'Feminism'
A word poisoned with stereotypes
A noun sprinkled with hate
A collection of letters looked at as a curse
We are taught at a very young age how society works
Where men and women stand
Men are meant to climb the social ladder to the highest point
While women 'stay in the kitchen'
A sentence thrown around like an old baseball
A constellation of words that has been whipped at women since the beginning of time
Have you ever been hit by a ball?
It stings
Guess what
So do those words
Susan B. Anthony fought long and hard to get women equal rights
Susan B. Anthony did not fight long and hard for women to be accused for wearing a skirt that is too short
Elizabeth Blackwell became a doctor to prove that women can do any job a man can do
Elizabeth Blackwell did not become a doctor to get paid less than a man for doing the same job
Judy Chicago wrote a book on feminism to create a movement
Judy Chicago did not write a book on feminism to have feminists looked at like criminals
We do not belong in the kitchen
We belong exactly where men belong
Right next to them
Wherever they may be
We are not creatures
We are not servants
We are not your cat so please stop calling at us like we are one on the street
We are women
We are strong
We are brave
We feel
We hurt
Have you noticed that men are all those things too?
We are equals
Apr 4, 2014
Apr 4, 2014 at 8:26 AM UTC
