I'm scared of the future... What am I gonna do? It's either I'm suffocated by all my thoughts and ideas rushing to be written,
but at the same time,
all I hear is "you need to get an education"
"get a job"
I am in the midst of a sea of capitalism without a paddle...
This world is a cruel world & I doubt that I have the ambition to survive in it, because I am currently
a hormonal oxymoron. Emphasis on the *****
I have to deny myself the feeling of longing, desire, or else the bitter, lonely monster that rests in the depths of my heart will ****** my mind with the promise, the irresistible thought of happiness.
Jan 24, 2015
Jan 24, 2015 at 4:06 AM UTC
Free
it's summer
and I'm alright
it's so hot
the type of heat that cannot be wiped away
Briana's still in the picture
I miss her
I miss a lot of things
I miss the way the sun would kiss me
and darken my freckles
and turn my hair gold
I miss the way we were all so happy
now I just don't know
I don't know where I'm going
or where I want to go
I'm so ****** up
I just wish it was summertime.
Mar 29, 2014
Mar 29, 2014 at 11:36 PM UTC
We sit on your floor
smoking our blunts
regret fills our lips, our tongues,
our throats, our minds
I take a sip of grey goose
and cry
because we are opposites meant to collide
but I swear to god that's how they make stars
your burning embrace like a wildfire
destructive
you are like dope to me
you give me such a lovely high
but when you leave
I have the worst come down
I hate that you made me this way
that you made me dependent on your existence.
**** you.
Mar 29, 2014
Mar 29, 2014 at 11:11 PM UTC