
alan-dickson
Canadian
I don't consider myself a "real" poet... I marvel at your delicately spun golden threads, your jagged barbed wires, your hissing dynamite fuses. I have Poet Envy. But I also have something to say... my own voice, however rudimentary or pedestrian. I offer it up, a little scared...
I wish I were stranded on a tropical island
A tropical island with you
You could make art from coconuts and starfish
Yeah, coconuts and starfish might be a good place to start
And I could build a crude instrument
Out of a conch shell and driftwood
And tightly roll a papaya leaf to use for a string
Or two
Then I could play and you could sing
We wouldn't want for anything
Serenading each other by the light of the moon...
Every evening we could snuggle underneath the stars
You could be Venus, I could be Mars
We could lay our differences aside (except the good ones)
I'm safe in you, you're safe in me,
No need to hide
I wish I were stranded on a tropical island
A tropical island with you
And we'd bake clams in the hot, hot sand
Under the afternoon Sun
And brew a crazy chowder using sea salt and kelp (help!)
Then we'd make love on the beach as the water nips at our toes
Under the setting sun when the day is done
By a waterfall I'm calling you...
Sep 30, 2013
Sep 30, 2013 at 11:08 PM UTC
It's been a dance, a long and lovely dance
Sparked by innocence across a thousand miles
And as the weeks went by there grew a knowing
We found our dancing legs and friendship turned to fire
I held you tight in my dreams each night
And we realized that there was more to come
It's been a dance, I moved a thousand miles
We shared a little bed, a rental house, and wide-eyed smiles
And then our son arrived, a blended family
With joys and challenges
Love and insecurities
But I held you tight in my arms each night
We'd greet the dawn, your head upon my heart
It's been a dance, sacred and holy
Fractured and lonely, for in time we lost our way
I would reach out to you, and you'd reach out to me
But our timing slipped as life got in the way
Then I hurt you so, and you hurt me so
And the pain drove us both down to our knees
It's been a dance, now comes the best part
We grew our wings again, remembered how to fly
Was it a miracle, or just unstoppable
Baptized by fire, anointed from on high
And I hold you tight in my arms each night
You're the closest thing to heaven that I've known
Now take my hand, the band is playing
Share this one last dance before I have to go
Kiss the kids for me, hold them tenderly
Tell them it won't be long before Dad gets back home
And I'll hold you tight in my dreams each night
You'll be the face that I see when I awake
The dance goes on and on
You will wait for me, I'll return to you
The dance goes on and on
I am home to you, you are home to me
The dance goes on
Sep 29, 2013
Sep 29, 2013 at 11:14 PM UTC
When the night falls, when the moon calls
I will seek you
When the dove cries, when my heart sighs
I will seek you
Let me taste the love you hold for me alone
Breathe the breath of love you give through flesh and bone
Secret garden, fragrant flower
Sacred hour
Mystic union, sweet communion
Holy fire
Come and taste this love I give through flesh and bone
Breathe the breath of love I breathe for you alone
Dancing, turning
Touching, burning
With desire
Spirits rising
Reaching, soaring
Climbing higher and higher
When the night falls, when the moon calls
I will seek you, we will meet again
Cheek to cheek, breath to breath,
Heart to heart
Spirits entwined
Sep 29, 2013
Sep 29, 2013 at 10:35 PM UTC
Today I will dance on the point of awareness
Setting aside the past with honour and grace
Releasing its weighty agonies and ecstasies
Weaving the wisdom of lessons learned into lighter garments
Today I will dance on the point of awareness
Trusting the future to unfold as it will
Dismantling the fearful walls of what might be
Living in joyful anticipation yet fully present in the moment
Today I will dance on the point of awareness
Senses, this day is yours
Look, hear, touch, taste, and smell
Do each with reverence, immediacy, and curiosity
Mind, you've been working too hard
You may take the day off
In these small yet potent ways, each moment will be made new
Today I will dance on the point of awareness
Jul 10, 2013
Jul 10, 2013 at 9:19 AM UTC
Her shoulders kissed the noonday sun
The crystal clear she found herself in became a conundrum
Freedom, terror... the exquisite ecstasy of falling, falling
The car got hit by a cat
Forever at peace
Jun 25, 2013
Jun 25, 2013 at 12:54 PM UTC
I looked over and there it was
Your hair clip
One of those big ones you use
To flop your hair up on your head
I love the way you do that
Natural, a little messy
It says:
I'm fun, I'm carefree, why take myself so seriously?
Such a nice contrast to me.
I miss you.
May 18, 2013
May 18, 2013 at 10:14 AM UTC
(Theme, Variations, and Coda)
Theme – Andante sognante
I dreamed last night...
It was a dream
Like one I've had before
Variations on a theme
My colleagues standing at my door
Guitarists all, I bid them in
And soon it's time to play
My teacher first, each one in turn
They play the night away
Var. 1- Agitato
But as they play I look around
For my guitar is gone
I look and look but cannot find
Then comes my time... “I can't go on!”
This is absurd. How can I play?
(What? Did I hide it by design?
Is this my “out” as light breaks day,
An ironclad alibi?)
“I can't perform, no, not today.
I'll have to play another time.”
Var. 2 – Appassionato
My time has come, and there I sit
With my guitar in hand
And wonder what the hell to play
My mind a porous shifting sand
Completely unprepared I sit
And pray for intervention
I make up some simplistic ****
And play it with “emotion”
Var. 3 – Allegro con brio e subito calamitoso
This time round, it's different
I really want to play.
I'm ready, I'm inspired!
I'll play till break of day
I'll show them what I'm made of
They'll marvel and they'll cry
But my guitar just falls apart
“What? Why now? Why? WHY?”
The neck breaks off, the body splits,
the strings are hanging limply
I'm foiled again, I cannot play
I'm ******* (to put it simply)
Coda - Andantino Contemplativo
What does it mean, this silly dream
This wild subconscious spectre?
What nourishment for soul to glean
From such netherworldly nectar?
Hmmm...
I think that I should spend more time
With hands on wood and string
To reconnect with touch and sound
To let my veiled heart sing
To feel, and set those feelings free
Catharsis, true release
My sheepish nature put to bed
My denigration now to cease
For I have something bold to say
Now my true voice is ready
I'll sing again through wood and string
Rich and full and steady
Alive with truths that transcend words
Ego now at bay
Connecting with the universe
It's time for me to play
Fine
Apr 20, 2013
Apr 20, 2013 at 6:16 PM UTC
Will you meet me
Under the willow tree before dawn,
Take my hand and walk the crooked path
That leads to the bank above the brook?
We'll touch earth's dewy blanket with fingertips
As crisp morning air pinches our ankles and the napes of our necks,
Spread a blanket of our own and sit
Cross-legged with upturned palms and open hearts,
A yearning for spiritual things...
We'll read to one another from holy books –
Awareness, Unity, Love, Peace...
Meditate to the sound of cicadas and frogs,
Gurgling water
And our own breathing.
We'll wait.
For the Great Spirit,
For insight and guidance,
For the warmth of the Sun.
I long to meet you, to greet the day with you
My confidant, my best friend.
What a privilege to be at this place at this time,
Sharing my sacred journey with you,
Listening and learning about yours.
Will you meet me
Under the willow tree before dawn?
Take my hand.
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 3:44 PM UTC
"I would like a kiss please" proposed he. "The first of fifty thousand."
"Fifty thousand?" challenged she. "Isn't that a trifle small for a lifetime?"
"Point taken" admitted he. He thought briefly.
"I would like a kiss then, please, the first of one million."
"That's more like it" acknowledged she.
"But in fairness," observed he, "I've always preferred quality over quantity."
What followed next
took her breath away,
made her shoulders limp,
buckled her knees,
and finally
settled as heat in her pelvis
"Mmmm... point taken" conceded she. "Point... taken."
"Nine hundred ninety-nine thousand,
nine hundred and ninety-nine kisses to go" he proclaimed with a wink and a grin.
Mar 5, 2013
Mar 5, 2013 at 4:35 PM UTC