Why must there be a barren feeling within my heart?
I hardly have enough time to think about my passions, let along live them.
Why am I doing the things I do when they don't make me happy?
Living life a certain way because thats what others tell me I should do.
My family would be heart broken. For I am the beacon of hope.
Living my life for them.
On the inside I am broke.
I cannot write how I used to...
Nov 21, 2013
Nov 21, 2013 at 5:31 PM UTC
I love to watch your hair blow in the wind.
I wonder if I can ever stroke it again.
We would sit and watch the city lights, your smile a flashlight.
My spine would tingle at the touch of your love.
My speech would change more than the weather does.
Our conversations lasted until dusk.
Eyes closed with open hearts talking just to connect.
I love to watch your hair blow in the wind.
I get the blues when I image your face.
My beautiful paradise..come back to me you may.
Sep 23, 2013
Sep 23, 2013 at 5:05 AM UTC
I want so badly to stay focused.
I need so desperately to become stronger.
I feel stripped of such a wonderful chance.
I learned that you can't force anyone to dance.
Its been all about everything all the time.
Leave me, leave me by my lonesome for a while.
The blues is my bandage, covering the invisible wound.
Each note cleansing my body, each word giving strength.
My chance lies within my soul.
No words are necessary....
Sep 21, 2013
Sep 21, 2013 at 3:31 PM UTC
The was once a man who fell to his knees...
For the universe was very generous to him.
Much thanks was given from the man you see...
Kind heart mind and soul he reaped.
How life forever unfolds in all sorts of favor...
The mysterious aura of everyday action.
Look above and you feel closer...
Look within and you become closer.
Sep 13, 2013
Sep 13, 2013 at 4:13 AM UTC
the barren heart has no cushion.
no warmth. no *****
a virus seeped into the blood.
leaving the spirit in a funk.
just how is is it done?
the killing of man.
day by day destroying a peaceful vibration.
A stairwell of conditions for one to meet.
headed down, not up, for a financial treat.
lie to yourself and the lie will haunt.
leaving you barren hearted
in a meaningless funk.
Aug 1, 2013
Aug 1, 2013 at 12:32 PM UTC
*I am embarking on a journey.
It requires my wit.
It scares me to quit.
A process of learning.
Big person I shall be,
in the face of change.
Only forward remains.
Slow and steady like tea.
Changing self to help others.
Or at least the attempt.
Won’t let my spirit go limp.
Not me, nor my brother’s .
The meaning of life, only One shall know.
I continue to strive and let my cup overflow.*
Jul 28, 2013
Jul 28, 2013 at 11:23 PM UTC
Hello midnight travel.
It has been quite a while.
I'll use this time to think and unravel.
Regain my freedom mile after mile.
Leave me here to explore alone.
How good it feels to be away from home.
Meeting you had me all excited..
To once again be reunited.
You move as I move, equally ecstatic.
Both blind to how life has it written.
Instantly the night turns dramatic.
Leaving the two of us floored and smitten.
Now our journey is delayed...
I miss you brother.
Jul 4, 2013
Jul 4, 2013 at 3:33 AM UTC
Pages full of fancy vocab would not impress him.
Rather a sum of powerful messages, could be thick or thin,
as long as the message is real.
It is said, that is where we parted ways.
His interest were elsewhere, My intentions were not fair.
Circular chaos filled the connection we once shared.
My life is now spiraling downwards ablaze.
Removed all glass from the walls...my reflection brings shame.
I only turned an arrogant nose as he showed me this game.
Pages full of fancy vocab is all that we know.
By "we" I mean the we who are cold.
Innocent. Fooled. Blind to the bone.
Television mentality. Can't hear what we're told.
He wants to save me, it bites him at night.
I am the fuel to his confusion.
I see what he writes to me. It jogs quick thoughts.
I wish i took it seriously...but now all is lost.
I left him alone to suffer a mass.
With a page full of fancy words, his presence was passed.
Jun 21, 2013
Jun 21, 2013 at 4:46 AM UTC
*Lost one.
Engaged in constant battle with me.
Working hard to practice the preach.
Lost one.
To do good or destruct?
Constrained time in a system corrupt.
Lost one.
Craving to grow tall and not fall.
Puzzled when life seems not to move at all.
Lost one.
The self awareness is key.
Held responsible because the lost one is me.*
May 15, 2013
May 15, 2013 at 11:46 PM UTC
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP.....Electronica
*Cloudy days bring me back to who I was.
Thinking about myself, cuz no one does.
Im a lone warrior walking silently in the midst.
Trying my best to live without a balled fist.
Dont take my spiritual innocence..from me.
I am not fascinated by the dream of money.*
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP.....Electronica
*Take me to new dimensions.
I fly away without attention.
Theres a new world existing in my mind.
This new world is perfect..because the new world is mine.
No laws, no regulations, no taxes, no classes.
Just a place for good vibes for myself and the masses.*
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP.....Electronica
Help me escape the cage.
May 5, 2013
May 5, 2013 at 2:40 PM UTC