months after months
years after years, and it never faded
love! you can't command it
to go or to stay
Sep 13, 2017
Sep 13, 2017 at 9:11 PM UTC
"To be or not to be, that is the question". Shake spear
May 18, 2017
May 18, 2017 at 6:32 AM UTC
we both have something in the care of our hands
but we will never share,
because somebody is a little too selfish,
It's either you or i,
and am not close to sure who?
if only that river kiss becomes nothing in that dream
and becomes something in this reality we are so fearful off
somebody got to be responsible for breaking this wall,
that we both had part in building,
I don't know about you, but i want it down
I'm grateful for the sunshine,
but i am waiting to enjoy it with you
the flowers are still blooming in my heart,
and I'm not ready to let them wither,
but when time decides later, they will wither on their own
Its been too long and nothing seemed to change,
just more sleepless nights and more day time fantasies,
midnight and daytime fantasies that are too good for reality
I'm curious to how far you've hold up,
because years have gone by here and again,
And this is how far I've come...
I've fallen a little deeper, a little too much everyday
In my memory only stayed smiles and sweet laughters of love,
that we rejected to acknowledge
I still wonder why we put up the walls?
be it that we have the same stories that we never shared?
I think felled a little more, a little too much for love that never arrived
I'm afraid to let go of my butterflies,
because i'm afraid i might never get the same kinds from anyone
I'm keeping my garden flowerful, colorful and bloomy for a love that might never arrive!
Feb 23, 2017
Feb 23, 2017 at 3:44 AM UTC
sometimes it's at dawn
other times it's in the daylight
that my heart will without permission search
and to the God i know i pray for Him to stop my heart
Feb 20, 2017
Feb 20, 2017 at 12:46 AM UTC
I was once told, "it's ok to not be ok sometimes"
but what if sometimes becomes forever?
because ever since, i have awoken up to not be ok
Feb 11, 2017
Feb 11, 2017 at 8:46 PM UTC
walked over thorns
and somehow made it, but with markings of left scars
a voice told me i wouldn't make it, and for longer than a second
i gave it serious thought
it consumed me, day after day, night after night
with every thorn i stepped on, it numbed a nerve in body
but even with numb nerves, i could still feel everything
it came in form of thoughts, people, and more i can't list or name
it made me question everyday, not in a sensible way
convinced me many things undeserving of trust
every step made my stomach coil, but without my own permission
i kept going, because i felt a promise
the world seemed upside down, every breath felt stolen
every smile felt wrong, waking up became a chore
sometimes time felt stuck, other times it felt out of proportion
only the hard questions with no answers circled the mind non stop
that promise came, i don't know who made it
i call it promise because it came, and i am living it now
Feb 6, 2017
Feb 6, 2017 at 2:24 AM UTC
I've never stopped wondering since that summer
the summer you implied i was less
less than you, less than an average person, less than everything
i put forth my foot with love
but you took a step back
i never will know why, but i have assumptions to why
could have been you saw my short comings
more than you saw the human in me
i always wonder how the heart recovers to love again
when its been once or twice or more shredded to pieces
summer is a season i no-longer wait upon
particularly June,
because it reminds me of the day love told me i was less
and so one year past
the send went by
the third went along,
and an image and a word remained engraved
Feb 1, 2017
Feb 1, 2017 at 6:38 PM UTC
love can be anything and everything
patients for waiting when it isn't time
betrayal if lied to
time if differences stand in the way
pain when not handled with all the care there is
wall is once betrayed
ego when walls aren't let down
dignity if handled with integrity
shame if not respected in the way it's supposed to be
living if everything flows in the right direction
friendship if fully accepted with everything that comes along
enemy if things head into opposite directions
selfish if selfishly withheld for the wrong reasons
forever if kept alive
inlove you will cry in pain that could rob you of breaths
inlove you will laugh a laughter that could be called forever
Feb 1, 2017
Feb 1, 2017 at 12:47 PM UTC
you said hello to her once, the very first time you met her,
and then something got over you and you never made it to be her friend,
she then decided to try and be your friend instead of you trying,
but even then, she failed because you weren't willing, it seems,
and so something beautifully breathtaking fell apart without creation
because you decided to become a cowardly lover who fed on other people's idea of what love is and so your lover walked away with your beautiful flowers that lit up with face when she smiles
and so because you wanted to be the Cinderella, you lost the princess
but then again you couldn't realized because you fed yourself surmises
that convinced you to be divine over her,
at least she tried it all, till her last goodbye,
which you failed to show up for, it was then she knew not to turn back,
and so you ended the story that could have lasted a lifetime of double heartbeats, just because you allowed people to make you a cowardly lover that you weren't to begin with,
and so to your dust, you will always remember her last traces that she left behind for you, if any.
Jan 28, 2017
Jan 28, 2017 at 9:41 PM UTC
You asked me to plead for something
Something that no one should ever plead for
And something was shattered in that moment, by you
But I kept a posture like a mirror, to let you know I've done my share.
Jan 23, 2017
Jan 23, 2017 at 5:43 PM UTC