The Queen of reliance
Let's make an alliance
To writhe in the mire
The lust of a liar
The silence commences
I drop my defenses
What grave misconceptions:
We hunt for exceptions
My dreams were so little
They're cracking and brittle
I gave up pretending
Our doom is impending
The Queen of my sorrow
Let's toast to tomorrow
That's if I awaken
My soul not yet taken...
May 7
May 7, 2026 at 2:29 PM UTC
To all of the nations:
I send salutations
Admit that you're sinning
The end is beginning
A reckless portrayal
Our hearts meant betrayal
For all of the liars:
We chase our desires
The angels cry, 'Holy!'
Then, most sink so slowly
The slain lamb was martyred
Our souls then we're bartered
The scrolls were unsealed
His Spirit appealed
A lamb is now crowned
Though demons resound
Two witnesses' walking:
Let Him do the talking
Here, Babylon's falling
Her deeds are appalling
I AM said, "It's finished"
And, Death is diminished
O, see how they fall!
The End of It All...
May 22, 2025
May 22, 2025 at 4:37 AM UTC
Antisocial mediums
Sacrifice to the brazen bull
All for one, and one more fleeting night
Light the Tinder up
Stalk me on TikTok
My eyes haven't Faced
A Book in my
Entire life
I Reddit on X
I'm addicted to ***
In an Instant:
My morals aren't worth a Gram
Before we Chat
Let me hide my real self
In a Snap:
I'm Linked In to this charade
I Draft a King's self portrait in my own perception
Jamie Foxx made me do it
To keep my mind off this:
I will lease another iPhone on credit...
Dec 20, 2024
Dec 20, 2024 at 11:48 PM UTC
A Monday night thriller:
His wife was the killer
The steel pierced his chest
And time did the rest
He thought it was hidden:
A dual life, forbidden
But, time had remarked
Another love, sparked
A culprit was shown
The "friend" she had known
Had crafted a lie
And made him her guy
The second girl learned
That vengeance still burned
She let her inside
That night, three had died...
Dec 10, 2024
Dec 10, 2024 at 12:46 AM UTC
We're solemn and trite
Our words, soaked in spite
So often, dismayed
Our hearts are betrayed
I crawl through the night
And, writhe in my spite
I gave up the ghost
I miss Her the most
But, we chose our fear
So often, unclear
There's nothing to say
We both lost our way
Pretending we're fine:
Our hearts crossed the line
We built up this lie
We're waiting to die...
Nov 26, 2024
Nov 26, 2024 at 4:01 AM UTC
I writhe in my anxiety:
A ghost of what has passed
Such solace fled so far from me
My hopes are failing fast
I gave up of my will to love
Love soon had turned to blame
When push becomes a violent shove
The bottle called my name
This Hell is where I made my bed
Where all my demons thrive
At once, my conscience turned and fled
I'm lucky I'm alive
It's been ten years since I felt well
When then, I lost my hope
I writhe in my genetic spell
My brain can barely cope...
May 21, 2021
May 21, 2021 at 2:17 PM UTC
Acute to the place from where my regret will stem
It's 4:30 AM: my thoughts condemn
Anxiety floods my synapses
Regret is a dish best served deceived
With my own two ears, I heard the truth
But, I still had not believed
I speak from a place of squandered ambition
Of fecklessly feeble, and imprudent volition
I buried my treasure, and forgot where it was when I turned around
Indulging my sloth, my lust, and pride
My conscience was seemingly silent
Though many times, I should have died
I sold my costly soul at once, to buy a gin and tonic
Hello my name is Adam, and I'm a hopeless alcoholic
So, at 4:30 AM: my thoughts condemn
And, my tenuous will fell asleep already...
Apr 19, 2021
Apr 19, 2021 at 7:57 AM UTC
It's been three sunrises since my eyes have closed
Ain't had a drink in one long week
There's toil and trouble, my brain is like rubble
My vision is blurry
Mine eyes doth see double
My conscience has not been acquitted
I sold it to the highest bidder
My brain is a mess, a pawn within chess
By my demons, I've been slighted
There's much to confess
Ambition had been twisted in unscrupulous knots
I stared blankly at the ceiling until the sun rose
My mind is a maze; I've been up for days
My stomach is empty
My demons sing praise
I haphazardly buried my reckless past
Indeed, it repaid me with a cruel vengeance
Collecting my fears through so many years
I've poisoned my body
With too many beers...
Apr 10, 2021
Apr 10, 2021 at 9:20 PM UTC
I bathe in lust and spite
My conscience doesn't feel right
The obscurity helps us writhe
This awkward silence embraces
We tried and failed to start once again
So, let's forget our faces
Eyes wide open at four AM
I wish, for once, that I could finally sleep
But, sorrow sown, I stolidly reap
Despite my intention, I boldly lied
I aspired to change, but never tried
Due to my inert intention, I conceded my mind
I opened my mouth, but forgot what to say
I left blood on that lonely highway
To the Devil's chagrin, I took two steps back again
I opened my eyes, but couldn't see
Opaque ambition is far from me
I'm Anxiety's best friend
If I have to be...
Mar 20, 2021
Mar 20, 2021 at 7:14 AM UTC
I stumble recklessly through my timid thoughts
This bridled resentment destroys my conscience
Despite my intention, I ceded my morals
The morale of my virtue plummets by the second
Dissension among my synapses seethes to the surface
I am a house divided against itself
Regret lovingly entices my bloodthirsty demons
She shrugs surely with shivering shame
With my vision impaired, my dreams are soundly asleep
Kept calmly in this cavern of my cantankerous crimes
My respite is met with malice and spite
I cannot escape what these two hands have done
My distress is hidden in silence
I had already dashed my untarnished ambition
I awaken in sweat and confusion
As an empty bottle mocks me with cruel contempt...
Feb 20, 2021
Feb 20, 2021 at 7:48 AM UTC