Present fills the tomorrows untold futures,
With fear and heartache.
Rooted Loss that never blooms,
But its petals are feared.
The spring of the grim reaper nears,
Time but a concept,
An knowing when becomes to soon.
Mar 14, 2019
Mar 14, 2019 at 10:16 PM UTC
My loneliness has a presences that wraps itself around me,
It arms drape over my shoulders, holding me close.
It breaths a promise into my ear,
That leaves me bare and saddened,
Words of stone, saying I will always be alone.
In a room filled with people,
The only one I dance with is my loneliness.
And what sadness me most is that it's a slow dance.
My dear friend loneliness despite leaving me hallow,
At least it will always be there to keep my company.
Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 10:03 PM UTC
A brush of gentle lips,
A small innocent caress.
That gave her butterflies,
And heart beat shore with affection.
Eyes connect, caught like deer's in headlights.
A brush of torn lips,
A small innocent caress.
That gave me a stomach ache,
And heart beat dropped with dread.
Eyes fluttered closed, belief in it being a dream.
Entranced in a dance,
She is swept off her feet.
Time seeming to stop,
Mind made up that she is madly in love.
Hands creeping subconsciously to wrap around.
Enchanted in a pull of a dance,
Feet are heavy like there chained.
Time seeming to stop,
Mind finally catching up with the facts.
Tangled into the game of bittersweet love.
She has so much love,
She wishes to give it all to you.
Her eyes gleam with pure bliss,
Deeply drowned in maddened love.
That sadly has only one person wanting to play.
I am incapable to love,
I wished to return but I had none to give her.
My eyes gleam with glaze,
Deeply drowned in sorrow and regret.
Apr 25, 2018
Apr 25, 2018 at 7:20 PM UTC
My dear when I tell you,
"I'm a late bloomer."
I need you to know, that I meant to say is,
"I have lost my petals and my stem is bare."
Own ****** hands, The only criminal is I,
I have taken shears and torn ungracefully.
There the petals lay underneath.
A gentle breeze then came by and swept them away,
Never to reach my clutches again.
My dear I made myself bloom far to early,
Letting the petals of myself vanish.
Leaving me astray within my own vessel.
Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 10:41 PM UTC
Locked behind caged ribs,
Left to destroy just the inside,
Left to be my secret; mine to hide.
Buried in but tearing at its prison walls.
Lied for my pride,
Not wanting to be supplied with aid,
No need for some peace of mind.
Little ripples of discomfort,
Form spasming as it slither under my skin,
Leaving a sensation that brings agony in its wake.
Little creature that lives within my chest,
You bring me to my knees and curling into my own frame.
None shall know of this little being,
It cannot be seen by another eye.
All that is known is the sensation and state it leaves me in.
Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 8:59 PM UTC
Drowning in a muddy mind,
So high in the sky;
That I could feel the clouds.
Spinning around,
Feeling like I could take on the world.
Grinning like a mad dog,
Will I inject another shot of Mr. Cloud Nine.
He takes my hand and spins me around,
We're moving to the beat, doing the tango.
He promise sweet nothings,
Makes me feel a sense of alive,
I feel so empowered with him by my side.
He offers me his cigar,
I take it knowing I'm already too far gone,
Mr. Cloud Nine is my sweetheart,
He promises to never let me go.
Feb 20, 2018
Feb 20, 2018 at 8:12 PM UTC
I'll get up today,
Tomorrow I promise,
Soon I will rise from my bed.
I will lift my feather weighted;
My stone weight body up in a minute.
Just need some space,
Stop knocking on my door.
I'm getting up soon, I promise you
Or am I promising myself now?
Waking up, no I was awake all along;
Though I haven't lifted myself from the mattress,
For quite sometime, tomorrow I promise.
I'm drained from head to soul,
Not gaining anything from getting up, so I will lay here.
So tired, just wish to lay here and sleep.
I agree their is no real purpose
Nor great achievement to stay in bed,
But today and yesterday I have been drained head to soul.
Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 5:23 PM UTC
Eating away at me,
Digging into my flesh,
And grinding down my bones,
It festers inside of me.
Slowly it feeds,
Leaving me feeling absent;
Amongst my own emotions.
Its to deep inside,
For me to cut away at.
Leaving me staring off,
Trying to go to space in my mind,
Because the fog isn't as frighten as the deep,
Imbibed emotion.
Left sitting for days,
Waiting for something,
To end this hopelessness that has made home,
In my hollow cage which is my body.
Jan 14, 2018
Jan 14, 2018 at 9:21 PM UTC
Midnight black,
Gently draping upon a pale frame,
Gracefully sprawling down to the marble floor.
Silence ensured,
As fragile eyelashes are drawn closed,
And a thin line is drawn onto mouth,
A face smooth and soft as silk in the dim light.
Tone made of riches and the thread is velvet.
Soft footsteps that elegantly dance across the floor,
The glow of stars and angels dust floats about,
Enchanting you to dance amongst the spaces love.
Fog gracefully rolls upon the dance floor,
It swirls around her petite ****** frame,
And it captures her elegantly in a tight embrace,
Given you just but a taste of divine beauty.
Her dainty ankles peak out of her midnight sky drape,
As she takes a noble step towards thee,
Vibrate eyes that shine just right, are set on you.
A entity, a goddess stands before you,
Leaving you breathless and putting you to shame.
Her refine wrists flick upwards to meet your face,
With such a delicate and define touch,
As she traces luxurious fingers and fingernails down,
Ghostly hands wrap themselves around your neck.
Wrapped tightly and swiftly with no mercy,
As you are suffocate by a elegant Deceiver.
Jan 8, 2018
Jan 8, 2018 at 12:38 PM UTC
Promise to kiss it all better,
Make all the boo-boo's stop aching,
Allowing me forget about the pain.
Kiss the pain that is caged in my heart,
Tell it to leave me alone,
And seal the spell with a kiss.
You promised me that it will be all better,
So allowed you to heal my wounds with a kiss.
A shame though that its not real magic;
It will never heal the broken pieces of my heart,
It simply makes my heart ache even more,
And I am left with craving for more.
Kiss it better dear, I trust you with my life.
Jan 6, 2018
Jan 6, 2018 at 2:39 PM UTC