Yes, I wanted you
But really,
I needed you more
Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 2:56 PM UTC
I did have dreamed of summer nights and romantic flings
I did have longed for a taste of true love's sweet kiss
I did have wished for a love so sweet, so nice and true
But I did not hope that I would get those as lies from you
Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 7:20 AM UTC
Who would have known you'd come unexpectedly,
In a quite expected place,
In little expected time?
What has been first a lie,
Came a close truth second.
Our fate had been awfully bittersweet,
But you have been just what I had needed.
Jun 13, 2014
Jun 13, 2014 at 9:37 PM UTC
The voice I posses is no greater than the rest
My mind's no better I can't take just any test
I cry with little things, laugh with the same
Surely to no one, greater I came
But to be adored by many is not what I intend
Just to be loved deeply by someone I depend
With his whole heart, his being, his soul
One who I could also love without control
We might not be as infinite as one until three
But our own infinity is enough, just enough for me
That love you gave, you gave it true
There's nothing more I could ask, just another chance to be with you
Jun 13, 2014
Jun 13, 2014 at 12:44 PM UTC
A bright right now is all we wish,
To dream of sunshine and rainbows and other bright things.
But life gives us lemons so sour we choke,
We get it, we know, but life still does joke.
Positive thinking makes us try to forget,
The not only sour but bitter truth that lies ahead.
Not that its not great, really it is.
But it makes does make me wonder what do we really get from this?
Jun 13, 2014
Jun 13, 2014 at 7:52 AM UTC
The ghost of a question hangs on by
Always lurking, always haunting, always by my side
With a beautiful face its feature has it tempts
Then eats you, plays you again and again and again
I don't know, I don't know I whisper
It doesn't go away
It grows bigger, bigger, bigger especially in the day
Stop it, please stop. I don't know I cry
Instead it laughs for you are not getting by
It says "*Can't you see, What's real is this, accept if you must
Only the future could see, the future is what you could trust
But uncertainty it holds, it protects it dear
You just have to wait, you'll have to hang on still
Until then I'm here, until then you'd see me
Until the future gives it judgement, I'll be laughing with glee.*"
**"would anyone love me?"**
Jun 12, 2014
Jun 12, 2014 at 2:58 PM UTC
Do we still get to see each other again?
I never knew there could be so much lies between your lines.
We knew, you and I both.
Such formalities to put on, what a cold unpleasant word.
It's just what happens, no one to gets to choose.
Not you, not I, it's just what it is.
No stops, no pauses, the world goes on still.
But then --
*Yes. I hope so.*
Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 1:47 PM UTC
That
Flame
You
Lit
Without
Knowing
Is
Now
But
Slowly
Burning
I
Thought
I
Already
Put
That
Out
Then
Never
Realized
I
Never
Really
Can
Jun 11, 2014
Jun 11, 2014 at 5:48 AM UTC
Deep sorrow and agony fell
Emptiness and unfeeling grows
A good thing or not it tells
People stare but no one truly knows
More and more they came
Less and less of you comes along
A good thing or not it tells
You still hope and hope and hope and long
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 7:31 PM UTC
In the blur of everything perfect around,
You couldn't even hear what you sound.
You can't see how desperate you've come to be,
How, little by little, you didn't let yourself free.
You've come to hate who you are.
You didn't even let yourself see the stars.
Caged inside of you, you didn't let them shine through,
Believing they're not there, you kept the key for only you.
You've always thought that perfection is the key.
No matter what, that's what you have to be.
Expected the worst, hoped for the best,
With luck, you left the rest.
It's not what's important yes you knew.
But you didn't want to hear it, didn't want it to ring true.
It was hard yes, it really was indeed.
But really, what did you hope it would be?
It wasn't a walk in the park but finally, you understood.
That it's okay, that you are still you.
You didn't have to prove yourself, that you should be extraordinary,
It's okay, whatever you are, whatever you've come to be.
Accepting yourself truly is what's best.
You needed it, to endure that depressing test.
Sure it's hard, it's okay not to be okay,
But remember to stand up, remember to, ultimately, be brave.
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 2:51 PM UTC