that night they dragged me
across the parking lot
they just couldn't see
how far i had got
i had made my world go black
yet they still yelled "liar"
they had me under attack
only my friends had screamed "why her?"
i was so close
my mind was less then static
it felt like everything froze
but to them i was still being dramatic
Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 12:41 PM UTC
I can’t bring myself to delete your pictures
I can’t bring myself to delete those apps to see you
I can’t bring myself to lose you fully
Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 12:39 PM UTC
All this time
You were embracing a new lover
While I embraced a bottle and a light
You were filling your heart with love
While I was morning the death of yours
Why would you hurt me like that
Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 12:38 PM UTC
My love is in another’s arms
And I’m left thinking
Did you even love me truly
Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 12:37 PM UTC
Maybe he’s not my home
Maybe I was just a guest
But oh my god I want to stay
I’m so lost out here alone
Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 12:36 PM UTC
I know it’s not healthy
The crying
The drinking
The drugs
The oversleeping
Everyday
Since he left
But I need a replacement for him
He was sun
He was my high
He was my drink
He was my love.
And now he’s gone.
Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 12:35 PM UTC
I am still drowning in my feelings
I wish for the violent waves
To embrace my broken soul
Once again
Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 12:21 PM UTC
Huge tears cling to my cheeks
I’m intoxicated and I miss the man I love
I’m intoxicated and I’m thinking about my end
I’m weeping for I’m terrified of going back to the silky black
All alone
Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 12:20 PM UTC
You slipped through my fingers
I feel like you’re trying to wash me off you
If you are please let me get you a napkin
And I will leave
Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 9:38 PM UTC
I was locked out of my home.
The keys were stolen away
Then the walls started rising up
And the air was stolen from my lungs
Love you were my home
And I’m starting to smell smoke
My love
I will stop the burning and the flames with my tears
Just let me come back home
Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 9:33 PM UTC