I'm trapped within myself and no one cares.
Mar 9, 2015
Mar 9, 2015 at 11:21 PM UTC
at the end of a hallway
looking out the window at night
there is a sense of coldness seeping through my warm blood
going through me and taking over
under the bed
inside of your head
is there a demon waiting?
lurking through the cover of darkness
stealthily destroying all sense of confidence
where is the light?
i can't find the switch
i'm just reaching out into the dark
a void filled with the unknown
the present is all you know
and maybe some of your past
and your future is all that's unknown
Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 9:42 PM UTC
Turn this way, I'm certain
Not sure if this way is the right way
Close the final curtain
The show is long since over and I cant stay
I don't know where to go or where I'm headed
Walking into a void in blindness
They say I could be a writer
Or a lawyer, an artist
Or a nurse, a scientist
But I desire for something greater
These poems mean nothing until the stars cry my name
Begging for one more poetic sentence about their light
Dancing throughout the black space-less sky
And I still wonder why
Why do I continue to cry
Will he still stay with me even though I've been broken
The promises the stars keep may be unfulfilled when the future is open
Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 10:23 PM UTC
There was a time when I was happy
Running through a field in the evening when the sun burned pink
Crying for my stuffed toy
Ive spent hours studying for a class I dont care about
The dark circles under my eyes are windows into the darkness inside me
And I stay up at night feeling terrible
Wishing I could have happiness back
A boy broke my heart two years ago
And my first kiss with him tasted weird
And Ive found someone new
Ive changed into the thing I was scared of
The girl who gives herself away
And avoids looking into mirrors
Not wanting to see her ugly face
She donated all her stuff toys years ago except her favorite one
A stuffed elephant
She doesnt know her future yet
Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 10:11 PM UTC
Running through the backyard barefoot
I'm screaming at the top of my lungs for my missing stuffed toy
There is pink in the sky
My dad says stop crying
And I wonder what he's doing now
It's dark outside and my night lights on
I hear crickets outside and my sobs
I hope my teddy is ok
Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 3:57 PM UTC
A homeless man used to sit on the sidewalk near the grocery store
But now he's gone
My best friend used to smile
But her smile is now gone
Birds used to sing outside my window
But now they're gone
The sun used to shine into my room but now I've closed the curtains
Because the love that we had is gone
There used to be love in this world but now it's gone
Jul 22, 2014
Jul 22, 2014 at 10:31 PM UTC
Today I was listenning to the radio and I heard a voice that reminded me of yours. The voice was smooth like nails on a chalkboard. But for some reason, it gave me comfort.
Jul 22, 2014
Jul 22, 2014 at 10:25 PM UTC
Like the red in my cheeks
You crept into my heart
Love from you is what my mind seeks
Your voice reminds me of the beauty of art
But as the sun warms my skin
I slowly grow old
And the grass on the lonely hills
Gradually fold
And the pain in my eyes become bold
As the rain stabs my window
I'll feel swollen with sadness
And sometimes I see your shadow
Just months ago you lost your madness
Please come back
That's all I ask
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 11:03 PM UTC
You had such a good music taste and you told me to listen to those songs but I never did. And now that we're over the only thing I'm doing is listenning to them, crying. Why did I ever neglect those songs? I neglected you in general and maybe that's why you won't come back to me even though you say you still love me.
Jul 13, 2014
Jul 13, 2014 at 8:25 PM UTC
Stop falling in love with him
Love is a light that will merely dim
Jul 13, 2014
Jul 13, 2014 at 8:02 AM UTC