The sun blocks the darkness from entering
The fun blocks the pain of nowness
The cast grays blocks the blues of the smiles
The dark skin blocks the center the blacks, blues
The warmth blocks the freezing cold bitterness
The ignorance blocks the peace of painless
The eyes block the center of reality
The canvas block the passion of weakness
The hands block the closeness of grace
The heart blocks the sins of giving
The wakeness blocks the guilty of staying
The chair blocks the truth of the past
The creatures block the cup of fullness
Jun 3, 2019
Jun 3, 2019 at 11:43 AM UTC
A beautiful canvas
painted in red
The yellows
gone
The blues
gone
The greens
gone
The canvas
nothing but an abyss
A slash of blackness
an illustrated creations
The red
gone
Jun 3, 2019
Jun 3, 2019 at 11:36 AM UTC
The light was still
the air deprived
the creatures of the night
blinded
The ideals of yesterdays tomorrow
swiped
The raging fire
the spiritual winter
nothingness...
silence
The air moans
the air dries
Yet the creatures lie silent
Jun 3, 2019
Jun 3, 2019 at 11:33 AM UTC
The eyes of the no-seeing
The pain of nonexistent cuts
The broken heart of sand
It clouds me
The loving kiss from my enemy
The hugs from the butterfly
The stripes from the smile
It haunts me
The door to up
The smell of outsideness
The creatures of pain
It feeds me...
It secretes me
Jun 3, 2019
Jun 3, 2019 at 11:29 AM UTC
My ball and chain
My burden
My sad truth
My prison sentence
My cell is empty but I know theirs others
My face is stained with long forgotten tears
My body covered in imagery dirt that can never be washed away
My motionless body that's aches with every blink
My sad and lonely truth of being dead and broken
My only time outside the cell being only granted by a swipe of a blade
I hear a faint call of my name and I'm ****** away from my true feelings, back to the place where the lies really lies
Aug 13, 2017
Aug 13, 2017 at 4:02 PM UTC
Do you know how it feels to wake up every morning wanting to **** yourself.
Your so frustrated with the situation that you take out you angry on someone.
The pain that swallows your chest.
I take a shower yet I never feel clean.
I get all pretty but I think I’m ugly
To constantly be surrounded by noise and never have time to think.
To just be so many emotions and throw it in a bottle and seal it up and hope it doesn't burst.
To apologize when your not ******* sorry.
To just want to have a day without work just so you can think of a way to tell your mom that your still depressed.
And it so clear that it easier to just fly.
And to now that the only think holding you down is not family but fear.
So if I do leave and you find this don't look for me.
Just let me go.
Just let me be.
I'll return soon, when I'm ready...
Jul 31, 2017
Jul 31, 2017 at 4:02 PM UTC
Tears are falling
and I let them stain.
Today will be
yesterday and I let it go
But I want sit and
wait for "I love you" tell me now
or this temporary relationship
will end
Because nothing last forever
so tell me now before ends meet
Because tears will fall
and I'll let them stain
And they'll be sights
of what we could have had
if you didn't waste time
death already got me
my love
Jul 31, 2017
Jul 31, 2017 at 3:57 PM UTC
Four letters
That's all it took
L-O-V-E
Thank you so ******* much
L
For being my haven
O
Because where would I be now
V
Without you
E
Oh wait!
Love.
You trick me
You broke me
You think death broke me
No it was you
You betrayed time
You are the true destruction
Because death is an escape
And you are my ball and chain
You want to have purpose
But you weight on me
Was just to heavy
So **** you
Jul 31, 2017
Jul 31, 2017 at 3:53 PM UTC
The need
The ach
The pleasure
The scars
The pain
The itch
The escape
The scars
The blade
None stop
Hold on
It's all aboard the dark passage
Jun 16, 2017
Jun 16, 2017 at 2:18 PM UTC
Love is forgotten
Pain is remember
Hatred is pure
Diamonds are indestructible
Time goes on
Hearts are tortured
And tears are crushed
Jun 1, 2017
Jun 1, 2017 at 3:02 PM UTC