aahanasays - Hello Poetry

There's nothing you could do To hurt me More than what I already am.

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Mar 13

Mar 13, 2026 at 3:47 PM UTC

There's nothing you could do To hurt me More than what I already am.

Here I'm writing again Unsure whether or not people would like it I thought this was one thing I was doing for myself Guess I will be shadowed by the horror Of how I'm perceived by the ones That don't care that don't hold a place For me in their existence Those never ending stares That never ending noise of laughter echoing right behind my eyes I can't even walk in a straight line? People's perception I need protection Prospero is what I want Percival is who I wanna be But nothing seems possible When all I can think about is Perception I can't stare at myself without being blind I see nothing beyond failure beyond those eyes Emptiness, no soul A lifeless limp in an attempt to live I can't find beauty no matter how hard I try I know I look alright But beneath it all is just an abandoned palace With no one to rule no one to protect Old as always, loveless I can't let anyone in They would be sceptical, They would tear it down again And that's the perception that works out as my worst wish I'm a coward with nothing to be scared of I'm a projector of people's worst I'm the ink that bleeds ruining everything beneath I'm the pin that drops when everything goes quiet And I'm the worst of what people perceive.

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Feb 24

Feb 24, 2026 at 4:11 AM UTC

Perception

Here I'm writing again Unsure whether or not people would like it I thought this was one thing I was doing for myself Guess I will be shadowed by the horror Of how I'm perceived by the ones That don't care that don't hold a place For me in their existence Those never ending stares That never ending noise of laughter echoing right behind my eyes I can't even walk in a straight line? People's perception I need protection Prospero is what I want Percival is who I wanna be But nothing seems possible When all I can think about is Perception I can't stare at myself without being blind I see nothing beyond failure beyond those eyes Emptiness, no soul A lifeless limp in an attempt to live I can't find beauty no matter how hard I try I know I look alright But beneath it all is just an abandoned palace With no one to rule no one to protect Old as always, loveless I can't let anyone in They would be sceptical, They would tear it down again And that's the perception that works out as my worst wish I'm a coward with nothing to be scared of I'm a projector of people's worst I'm the ink that bleeds ruining everything beneath I'm the pin that drops when everything goes quiet And I'm the worst of what people perceive.

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Here I'm trying to write my thoughts again Guess they flew away before I could catch them Day by day it's getting worse Is this where I was meant to end up after all THAT? I don't know the stairs idk where my days fly by Wishing it was more than this but it seems like the end I get up each day, do the same two things and get lost in the dream that would never see daylight I think this really is the end Trying to figuring out the life beyond I know there's nothing more than The same ******** Get hurt get yourself ****** While you spend the next 3 years trying to get over it all Life beyond There's no such thing for me after all Wishing an asteroid would hit the same lazy point in my bed Or a truck walks over my body It already looks like a zebra crossing after all Hahahaha Life beyond College? What is that Career? I can't hear you you're not audible! Love? excuse me a sec I have to throw up 2 are enough for friends, 1 is forgetting me after all Never ending same day Life beyond me life has fled past by me I'd rather be anywhere but here But I don't know where to go what to do How can someone as dreamful as me Be lost to find what my heart truly desires And where to reach Life beyond Life beyond You're killing me.

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Feb 24

Feb 24, 2026 at 3:58 AM UTC

Life beyond

Here I'm trying to write my thoughts again Guess they flew away before I could catch them Day by day it's getting worse Is this where I was meant to end up after all THAT? I don't know the stairs idk where my days fly by Wishing it was more than this but it seems like the end I get up each day, do the same two things and get lost in the dream that would never see daylight I think this really is the end Trying to figuring out the life beyond I know there's nothing more than The same ******** Get hurt get yourself ****** While you spend the next 3 years trying to get over it all Life beyond There's no such thing for me after all Wishing an asteroid would hit the same lazy point in my bed Or a truck walks over my body It already looks like a zebra crossing after all Hahahaha Life beyond College? What is that Career? I can't hear you you're not audible! Love? excuse me a sec I have to throw up 2 are enough for friends, 1 is forgetting me after all Never ending same day Life beyond me life has fled past by me I'd rather be anywhere but here But I don't know where to go what to do How can someone as dreamful as me Be lost to find what my heart truly desires And where to reach Life beyond Life beyond You're killing me.

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Once in a while I sense this peace Something i long for Something I can't even think I look forward to this feeling Every now and then But it comes too rarely This feeling of surreality When you see something so beautiful so loving To make you forget all your worries The ugly the cries It's literally like a sunshine I feel like I'm floating in white light Cotton candy like clouds Angels sipping wine Everything feels so unreal Am i high? I think Out of all the feelings i could feel Gratefulness wins this night Despite all the mistakes i have made I feel thankful for my life The opportunity to feel what I feel And acceptance in losing something That never belonged to me The music of life never stops And I hope it lives on forever and forever A record play of surreality.

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Sep 10, 2025

Sep 10, 2025 at 5:02 PM UTC

Surreal

Once in a while I sense this peace Something i long for Something I can't even think I look forward to this feeling Every now and then But it comes too rarely This feeling of surreality When you see something so beautiful so loving To make you forget all your worries The ugly the cries It's literally like a sunshine I feel like I'm floating in white light Cotton candy like clouds Angels sipping wine Everything feels so unreal Am i high? I think Out of all the feelings i could feel Gratefulness wins this night Despite all the mistakes i have made I feel thankful for my life The opportunity to feel what I feel And acceptance in losing something That never belonged to me The music of life never stops And I hope it lives on forever and forever A record play of surreality.

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I like to shut my feelings off Disappear behind a curtain of toughness A tough armour of which I wasn't build But I'm just scared Scared to feel the feelings the way I feel I love feeling the feeling of love so deeply But then I end up feeling pain deeply more than anyone is even capable of feeling.

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Aug 20, 2025

Aug 20, 2025 at 6:09 PM UTC

Feelings

I like to shut my feelings off Disappear behind a curtain of toughness A tough armour of which I wasn't build But I'm just scared Scared to feel the feelings the way I feel I love feeling the feeling of love so deeply But then I end up feeling pain deeply more than anyone is even capable of feeling.

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You know maybe I'm being pathetic Crying over a web series Like I'm the one who's facing all this But I'm gonna crash the **** out If I see her refusing his love one more time How could anyone ever abandon the kind of love he gives away A light as bright as the sun Making all the stars disappear at night If only she saw how he has loved her since they were little Whether it was a teddy bear or a unicorn He has been always been through for her But she just has to ruin herself with his **** *** brother Who's nothing but a plot ruiner Why couldnt she see that the love of her life was always standing infront of her How could she give up a love that makes his chest physically hurt Physically hurt to not being able to tell her that he loves her It's that beach again The one where it all started Same people same conversations Blaming, Crying, and Screaming For once could you just look at him Look at his deep blue eyes The way you shine in them Like the life of his life You're the only one who makes him feel alive Choose him, marry him And maybe if I was in her place i would have already accepted him But I can only cry because a love like that isnt something that's ever going to be mine Not in this lifetime But you have him, and he wants you So for once could you just accept it He's the one who gave you that necklace Marking you and him as forever infinite. And I hope that someone, one remotely close to him, or in some way, becomes mine too.

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Aug 20, 2025

Aug 20, 2025 at 5:31 PM UTC

The beach

You know maybe I'm being pathetic Crying over a web series Like I'm the one who's facing all this But I'm gonna crash the **** out If I see her refusing his love one more time How could anyone ever abandon the kind of love he gives away A light as bright as the sun Making all the stars disappear at night If only she saw how he has loved her since they were little Whether it was a teddy bear or a unicorn He has been always been through for her But she just has to ruin herself with his **** *** brother Who's nothing but a plot ruiner Why couldnt she see that the love of her life was always standing infront of her How could she give up a love that makes his chest physically hurt Physically hurt to not being able to tell her that he loves her It's that beach again The one where it all started Same people same conversations Blaming, Crying, and Screaming For once could you just look at him Look at his deep blue eyes The way you shine in them Like the life of his life You're the only one who makes him feel alive Choose him, marry him And maybe if I was in her place i would have already accepted him But I can only cry because a love like that isnt something that's ever going to be mine Not in this lifetime But you have him, and he wants you So for once could you just accept it He's the one who gave you that necklace Marking you and him as forever infinite. And I hope that someone, one remotely close to him, or in some way, becomes mine too.

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Guess I wasn't hurt When your hands cut through my skin When i made the mistake of thinking of you as my healer Every inch and every corner Those hips you wish you rode And those thighs you always adored You bled me out Wish it would've been just blood My soul evaporated from my body As the dense clouds of your ghosts appeared right in front of me And when the shock became too unbearable I fell down, pouring every part of you that was ever me.

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Aug 5, 2025

Aug 5, 2025 at 4:54 PM UTC

Pouring

Guess I wasn't hurt When your hands cut through my skin When i made the mistake of thinking of you as my healer Every inch and every corner Those hips you wish you rode And those thighs you always adored You bled me out Wish it would've been just blood My soul evaporated from my body As the dense clouds of your ghosts appeared right in front of me And when the shock became too unbearable I fell down, pouring every part of you that was ever me.

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I wish I could go back Stop me from trying to fall for someone Who'd ruin the means of survival in these lifeless never ending days You pulled a trigger to my heart to make it all yours ****** all the love away As you complained about the taste of my bitter heart Every inch of my cell lingered with your name All this for a man who wouldn't be touched by anyone without a 6 inch stick And now I'm left lifeless Breathless Loveless.

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Jul 19, 2025

Jul 19, 2025 at 6:56 PM UTC

lifeless

I wish I could go back Stop me from trying to fall for someone Who'd ruin the means of survival in these lifeless never ending days You pulled a trigger to my heart to make it all yours ****** all the love away As you complained about the taste of my bitter heart Every inch of my cell lingered with your name All this for a man who wouldn't be touched by anyone without a 6 inch stick And now I'm left lifeless Breathless Loveless.

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Tears glisten into my eyes Like a bookmark to the ghosts of my haunting past The version I burned and buried And left deep behind in the past Treated my tears like ecstacy Holding onto each drop Till they turned holes into my throat As they burn marks all over my face The ashes gathered and breathed through the mist of my helplessness.

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Jul 19, 2025

Jul 19, 2025 at 6:34 PM UTC

tears

Tears glisten into my eyes Like a bookmark to the ghosts of my haunting past The version I burned and buried And left deep behind in the past Treated my tears like ecstacy Holding onto each drop Till they turned holes into my throat As they burn marks all over my face The ashes gathered and breathed through the mist of my helplessness.

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If it were up to me I would've laid under the sky everyday Counting the stars as they call upon your name Maybe I'd become one too Before you call upon my name.

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Jun 28, 2025

Jun 28, 2025 at 8:23 PM UTC

name

If it were up to me I would've laid under the sky everyday Counting the stars as they call upon your name Maybe I'd become one too Before you call upon my name.

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