It’s strange, isn’t it?
We surround ourselves with those like us.
It’s strange
how we struggle amongst ourselves.
We hurt ourselves and hate ourselves
But how is it that we can be like this?
When the others do this we say it’s wrong
and they shouldn’t
but when we do it
it’s fine, and even right
It’s strange, isn’t it?
Feb 27, 2017
Feb 27, 2017 at 10:05 AM UTC
I am from who I used to be
happy
oblivious
content to play pretend with friends
Walking through the light
smiling,without reason
I am from the darkness,
that came when I found myself
Fluffy purple blankets can only muffle the sound of tears
not shelter from the dark, and dysphoria
I am from the music I listen to when I cry
loud, too loud
The computer makes buzzing, growling noises
unable to comprehend the noise
I am from the dark that I can no longer turn away from.
It is everywhere.
I am from the change
from long hair to short and in between
from loving pretend to hating it
from travel, back home
I am from the twisted mirror image,
it’s all but the same
distorted, past chasing,
impossible question asking,
hoping for light but finding dark,
searching
for what could have been
and what should have been
It sifts through the twisted sand
and shows me all that I’d hate to be.
Sep 23, 2016
Sep 23, 2016 at 1:51 PM UTC
There's a spider on my rocking chair
how long has it been since I sat there
that a spider now lives there?
Aug 3, 2016
Aug 3, 2016 at 9:04 PM UTC
They tell me
choose, choose, choose
and I hide, because I'll
loose, loose, loose
if I
choose, choose, choose
I always do.
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 5:19 PM UTC
I fall and slip through the crack
In the sidewalk
But you bring me back
From the brink of darkness
To the lovely home
To fill me with happiness
Without you I'd lose
All that I have ever known
I bleed and briuse
But you are there to make
Me better
I can't believe you only give, never take
Because I found you, my love
You keep me warmer,
Fit me better than any glove
If I am feeling down
I can truly say that
You always come around
And even if it doesn't show
I always care
And think you should know
That I will always love you
No matter what
I love you through and through
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 8:36 AM UTC
It is in the nature of humankind that there will be those who do not fit in. When those humans appear, many things happen. It is in the nature of the others to not understand those humans.
That witch humans do not understand is vulnerable to hurt.
They don’t understand so they left their own kind behind.
There lives a human being who seems to disappear. They don’t show their true face because they fear falling behind. Slowly they show themself and slowly they fall behind.
In the end they are content, even trying to, fall behind.
They live on.
Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 10:09 PM UTC
You could call me female.
You could call me heterosexual.
You could even call me Cece.
You could, but you'd be wrong.
Because I am NOT always female.
Because I am not heterosexual.
Because I am definitely not Cece.
Do you want to know what I am?
I AM gender fluid.
I AM pansexual.
I AM Ash.
Do you start to understand me?
Male, neutral, female
Male, female, and others
Ash Jimenez
Are you still with me?
E unless otherwise indicated.
Don't assume that bae is a he (he is tho).
Yes, I am changing my name.
I hope that you understand.
Nov 8, 2015
Nov 8, 2015 at 6:58 PM UTC
*You think too much
You’re too curious
Your brain can’t decide what to do
You’re not like all the other boys
You don’t want to say the wrong thing
You say things that you think without meaning to
Your hair won’t cooperate*
**I don’t care what you think
I love that you ask questions, you ask when nobody else will
I think your indecision is absolutely adorable
That’s right. You’re kind and amazing
I love the way you think it matters if you didn’t mean to say that
I think that it’s so adorable when your hair is messed up**
**I know I need more practice
I know I am too mature
I know I am confusing
I know you thought that I was a girl all the time
I know that these stupid fantasies I have won’t come true**
*And you say
You can teach me
You don’t care; you’ll be up there with me soon
You think confusing is good; you like mysteries
You don’t care, as long as I’m me
You say that maybe they will you never know*
*And you also say
I’m fun
I’m amazing at what I do
I’m talented in ways you’ll never be
I’m the one you want to get to know
That one day you’ll be ready to ask me out*
**You’re funny
You’re the best
You’re amazing
You have things I can’t
I can’t get you off my mind**
We’re perfect
We match
We complete each other
What we have is something we won’t forget
Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 8:21 AM UTC