nothing seems to be happening
and so i;ve lost contact with big
pretty
poetic words
and what am i supposed to do,
sO?
Jul 5, 2016
Jul 5, 2016 at 12:06 PM UTC
i waited for all the people on the streets
to return home
as i climbed up onto the roof
from a ladder on the balcony
and watched as the moon rise,
for nothing to happen.
yet another clear night.
Jul 5, 2016
Jul 5, 2016 at 12:01 PM UTC
it's been a long time since i wrote;
on notebooks i have words and some
cursive letters --
as i try to figure out the font of my name--
but i never truly write.
i kept staring at the walls and, somehow,
the room shrunk,
but i told myself i was okay.
even with this much space i could never suffocate.
i'm too scared to think about death.
then the walls keep staring back at me,
and the starry lights make me
starry-eyed,
starry-mind;
lost in dreams
of things
again.
i get so lost in thought of life
that i forget to start living mine.
Feb 21, 2016
Feb 21, 2016 at 10:47 AM UTC
here i am
pondering human existence
and loneliness;
such a universally desolate moment;
i am here.
to question the matters of
who i am, where i am
and why am i
i started the moment i start;
at the briefest encounter of warmth
i retract myself completely.
knowing that to know
is knowing too much
i realized i am emptied
a void of knowledge;
incompletely, i drift on
like the sputnik II.
as it orbits the earth
without a meaning
without a song,
and what does it see
when laika looks out
to the vast darkness?
what does it think?
these
are the questions
of my sleepless nights.
Nov 25, 2015
Nov 25, 2015 at 2:12 PM UTC
i almost texted
"good morning i can't sleep"
to you
i guess it was a habit.
then i remembered
you are living a different life that i'm not a part of
anymore, not within nor without.
but that's okay,
we'll be strangers with some memories,
if i miss you
then that's my fault.
so,
good morning, i can't sleep.
Jul 14, 2015
Jul 14, 2015 at 7:07 AM UTC
and that's when it hit me
i have never been loved
not by you, nor by your kisses
because it was the thought
of being in love
that you loved,
never me
Jul 14, 2015
Jul 14, 2015 at 6:49 AM UTC
in times of pain
in times of harsh
i give you heart,
shelter from rain
so ask again
why do i try
when you are blind
of my demise.
Dec 27, 2014
Dec 27, 2014 at 9:59 AM UTC
i like the way you stretch your whole body
just to tie your free-willed mane in a bun.
i like the way your eyes practice dancing
on the yellow pages of the math textbook
as if it were a map to someone's heart.
i like the way your fingers get stuck
trying to reach the rays of the sun.
i like the way your lips curve up
without even noticing
when you see the guy you've fallen for.
i like the way you're so focused
lips biting, eyebrows furrowed, face tensed;
but the one thing i like most,
especially when you're focused,
the one thing that ***** me up every time
i accidentally glance at you during an exam
is when you tuck that single piece of hair
and continue to pull it back behind your earlobe
like a stroke of wave leaving the shore,
as if it resting there was the most imperfect thing in the world
that could've saved my life.
Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 10:54 AM UTC
they laughed under the sun;
glistened
shiny
brightly in sweat
like unshaped diamonds,
hidden in the cave
of age.
Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 5:14 PM UTC