Everyone is afraid of the future
For one reason or another
The small fear growing
The grown fear aging
The aged fear aging no more.
If only the young and old would talk,
But they underestimate each other.
They are closest to a different sort of nothing.
One has everything to go,
One has had everything they could
The difference between broken down
And still being built
Mar 7
Mar 7, 2026 at 8:05 PM UTC
Spend all your time at the top
Waiting for the next pitfall
Spend your time in the pitfall
Waiting for death
Don’t get too comfortable
Success is a lie
A temporary mirage
A respite from real life
If you claw your way up
Remember the bottom
Forget the view around you
You’ll return to your roots
Oct 26, 2025
Oct 26, 2025 at 8:54 PM UTC
Ophelia, my Ophelia,
Whispering sweet nothings in my ear,
Stroking my hair as I cry,
The rhythm in time with the running from my eyes.
She holds me and tells me that all is alright,
That I need not run,
That she has a home for me.
Ophelia, sweet Ophelia,
Leading me to the rooftop.
Your tears are like those stars, my darling
And by god she was right.
I can do anything,
with her by my side.
“Do not go my dear” I plead
She smiles.
I sob.
Ophelia… ophelia…
I stare at the edge,
Perhaps she’s on the other side,
waiting….
I step,
step,
step,
run,
fly.
Ophelia, Ophelia,
Who showed me the sky.
Who only comes with a moonshine haze.
I’m coming, love.
Oct 14, 2025
Oct 14, 2025 at 9:53 AM UTC
First “it doesn’t break the skin”
Then “it doesn’t bleed”
Soon after “it doesn’t scar”
Anything to invalidate
The pain
Avoid the label
The death sentence
That is being forced to live
Because “it doesn’t **** me”
Oct 14, 2025
Oct 14, 2025 at 9:50 AM UTC
Run from the hurt
Run from the love
Because which is which
You do not know.
Flinch from the fist
Or an open helping hand
After all,
Caution is better than carelessness.
**** them with kindness
Even if it kills you instead
Carry the burden of your own existence,
Life’s painful either way.
Sep 26, 2025
Sep 26, 2025 at 7:03 PM UTC
Only the beautiful
Can afford to be broken.
One must always seal the cracks,
Because god ******* forbid they show.
How dare the ink on paper leave a story,
And not a work of ******* art.
Broken and beautiful is poetic,
But just plain broken,
Useless.
And society will sneer and say
“How dare this breaking break you”
Sep 23, 2025
Sep 23, 2025 at 10:36 PM UTC
My heartstrings taught and played like violins,
My heartbeat a drum,
My shaking breaths an uneven metronome.
The stuttering staccato of my sobs subside,
As I yearn for another to harmonize.
I am an unfinished chord,
A quiet flat melody.
I wish I could finish this piece with one last crescendo,
A final forlorn forte
Cut it short before a final-
click, bang
Sep 22, 2025
Sep 22, 2025 at 4:07 PM UTC
My dark passenger, along for the ride,
By its bidding I must abide.
Pulling the strings, he’s my puppeteer,
Pushing away all who come near.
“All who care must go away,
It’s important if you want me to stay.”
It has clung and other times strung me along,
Squeezed me until I’m fully wrung,
Only thing it won’t do is have me hung.
“Do remember, my weakened vessel,
No matter how hard you wrestle,
I’m inside your head.
I’m along for the ride.
The lows,
The highs,
And we’re in this together,
So if one of us die-“
It knows I know
If it goes,
So do I.
Sep 21, 2025
Sep 21, 2025 at 6:57 PM UTC
An invisible parasite I cannot see,
Is constantly eating away at me.
Consuming me with patient consistency.
“I will not give up” I decree
But it just keeps taking silently
I wish only for it to break free
To decide it’s done with this gluttony
With this feast on my personality,
On my memories of being happy.
“It’s okay, I am still me” I say to myself desperately
But it pumps poison straight to my psyche,
With thoughts like they will not miss your pathetic tranquility
And just end this suffering eternally
As I think I am nearly ready
To face the music and run from reality
I pause on the memory
Of my quiet determined resiliency
Oh, I thought I was above this crushing parasite of melancholy
As it plagued me with its apathy.
I laugh at this thought manically,
That I could ever surpass this parasite as it destroyed me slowly,
‘Til I’m curled on the floor, breathing heavy,
Until I feel the only way to stop this peacefully
Is to surrender to the ending of this slow and painful tragedy.
Sep 21, 2025
Sep 21, 2025 at 6:45 PM UTC
I find such comfort in the phrase ‘you only live once’
Because I can’t imagine doing this all again.
I never want to witness the leaving of light from someone’s eyes,
Never want to be tossed in the endless tide of monotony,
Never want to collapse from my hurricane brain,
Never want to curl up and wish to be taken to a dark silent eternity.
I pray there is no afterlife,
No endless time existing.
I only want it all to end,
To have a complete lack of anything.
I don’t want to meet the grim reaper,
Or greet God at His pearly gates.
I simply wish for nothing,
To live once, truly,
So I need not feel this way
Forevermore.
Sep 21, 2025
Sep 21, 2025 at 6:40 PM UTC