"I hope this isn't a repeat,
I hope it's not all happening again,
I hope we actually really learnt from our past mistakes,
I hope we never get to regret this again."
Aug 19, 2023
Aug 19, 2023 at 3:54 PM UTC
Maybe I just want someone to look at me and tell me
"You're not a fool for always giving your all and loving people to the point that you empty yourself for them, you deserve the best and loving doesn't always have to hurt, I'm super proud of you for how far you have come, you're worth it and more than enough"
Just maybe that's all I wish to hear from the world.
Aug 14, 2023
Aug 14, 2023 at 6:14 PM UTC
I loved a person once,
Who showed me my own might,
I didn't know the strength I had,
Until they came into my sight.
They held me up when I was weak,
And made me whole again,
A precious love I thought I found,
That would never meet an end.
We walked the path of love and light,
Together we felt strong,
But as time went on,
It slowly went all wrong.
The love we shared turned toxic,
Our bond no longer pure,
Our troubles weighed us down,
We could not find a cure.
Our relationship broke us both,
It took its final stand,
The pain it caused, once so unknown,
Had now gotten out of hand.
But in that love, I found my strength,
That I could overcome any plight,
I learned that growth comes from within,
And that strength keeps me upright.
So I moved on from the toxic love,
And found peace in myself,
A strength that will never leave me,
A feeling I'll always be able to delve.
May 12, 2023
May 12, 2023 at 5:52 PM UTC
The mad man that we all knew,
Was lost in his own mind,
A tortured soul, misunderstood,
His thoughts, too intricate to find.
But in his madness, he found joy,
A comfort in his pain,
The world outside seemed a blur,
But inside, he was sane.
In his mind, he saw magic,
And colours so alive,
A world that no one else could see,
A place where he could thrive.
He found solace in his delusions,
And strength in his darkest days,
His madness brought him clarity,
In a world of chaotic ways.
Through his madness, he found art,
And wrote his own symphony,
A beautiful piece of music,
That only he could see.
Though we called him a mad man,
He was truly just unique,
A soul that danced to his own beat,
And found joy in his mystique.
So let us not judge the mad man,
For he found his joy in insanity,
And though his mind was perceived as broken,
He truly lived his own reality.
Apr 25, 2023
Apr 25, 2023 at 6:14 AM UTC
I once loved a man,
Who made a bet on my worth,
A sick game he played,
To measure his own girth.
He wagered my virginity,
A trophy to be won,
His ego as fragile,
As glass in the sun.
I lost that bet,
And with it my innocence,
A love that was tainted,
By his selfish pretense.
He got me pregnant,
A life I never planned,
But he didn't want the burden,
And gave me an ultimatum to end.
I felt trapped and scared,
His words a heavy weight,
But I found the courage,
To choose my own fate.
I left him behind,
Never looking back,
An escape from the toxicity,
The strength I never knew I had.
My first love,
A painful lesson learned,
A reminder to never settle,
And that self-love is earned.
Apr 21, 2023
Apr 21, 2023 at 6:45 AM UTC
Just how I knew it wasn't for long,
Was it the distant look in your eyes,
Or the bitterness in your voice,
Something felt off, something was definitely wrong
You grew distant,
When you were close, you felt far,
I could only wait for it to happen
And it did,
It happened
You said those words like it's meant nothing,
"Let's break up"
It still feels like a nightmare I can't get up from,
I've lost sleep,
Yes it happened
Nov 23, 2022
Nov 23, 2022 at 5:12 PM UTC
It was love at first sight,
Or maybe lust,
Who knows?
Was it obsession?
Or Love
Who knows?
The deep feeling of rejection lies within,
That feeling that tells you all isn't well,
You can't fight it,
You can only wait for it.
Nov 17, 2022
Nov 17, 2022 at 6:31 AM UTC
Anxiety only makes me sick to my stomach
I don't want to be anxious when it's comes to us
I love the smell of your cologne
I love the sound of your laughter, but not the deep feeling in my guts that tells me you'd one day leave and not look back
Till then I would love to be the woman of your dreams
©_shemiii
Jun 25, 2022
Jun 25, 2022 at 8:11 PM UTC
I don't know how to start, but I'm sure going to finish,
I'm going round in circles, I might as well start with singing,
I will sing songs, songs of my unending pains,
Tell tales of the time I felt alone, used, abandoned
Tales of when my heart gave away and it hurt continually,
Tales of how I covered up every moment with smiles,
I smiled so beautifully I almost believed it was me,
I wanted to believe I was that happy, but I was dropped.
See I found out something about me,
I get too emotionally attached to people and it comes hunting me,
Almost like everyone is waiting to drop me,
like they all get tired of me at some point,
like I'm really not what people want,
I realized I'm always an option, a not so good friend,
I want to cry but the tears already dried up
I mean I could get up but who wants me,
A little motivation is all I need
who cares die if you can, scream all you can
no one's coming to save you, to save me
I was born this way, prolly would die this way
who exactly am I?
Sep 25, 2021
Sep 25, 2021 at 2:54 PM UTC
What is life?
Could somebody be kind enough to explain,
What is living?
Could anyone be kind enough to show me?
I really need to know, I've lost myself in the process of trying to find myself,
I am dead in the process of trying to live,
The troubles of life has somewhat restricted my airflow,
I choke at every given second, I'm a wandering spirit on the earth with no goal as to where I'm headed,
I have lost all, friends, family and all I could ever boast of
Am I better of dead?
Would I be good if only I do not open this eyes anymore?
Is anyone out here, kind enough to show me what life is?
Is anyone here to explain life to me?
I'm drowning!!!!
Jul 25, 2021
Jul 25, 2021 at 12:32 PM UTC