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ZtickZblaZiN
ZtickZblaZiN
i write to chill much of my past. its a way for me 2 express myself and let free :)
Baby can you handle this Life on the edge I see the end with every kiss Baby will you die for me If I die will you ****** scream Needle in my arm Love note saying that I'm sorry i just loved you to much I'm just ****** up now I'm gone I know you don't like it when I'm on this **** I got so much music in my soul maby I can sell it to the world My words in there steros and I'm telling em all **** it live life to the fullest till you ****** die It could be tommorow Baby I just wanna smile Baby will you smile Baby ****** smile with me Theses wounds cut deep I live a life you don't understand I'm what you want but can you really handle who I am I want shiny things and tattoos on my body so I ain't gotta say **** I can talk with my skin Tattoo ink like a script you gotta question Take a minute and get educated Go to the left hand find the middle finger Now notice how there's no more ***** for me to give my finger is feeling limp So I'll just use my lips **** society please baby run away with me we can make each other's happiness a priority First goal every day is to see your beautiful face lookin at me smiling Xanax takes my memory's so baby please stay next to me my vibe is heavy in my soul like a cupple tabs of lsd I can feel you brightinin my world Can you see me changin can you see me changin I'm trying but **** chaingin causes pain n I'm in the passing lane lookin out my passenger window At myself I can see the past in my face and the pain ive felt   My life been ****** up who shuffled this deck what kinda hand I been delt I got every thing I ever had, and every thing I'ma ever gonna make, invested in this life How they gonna stand there and watch me burn it like dryed leaves soaked in gasoline that we stand around in the fall to stay warm with homies while we kickin it light some **** an have a cupple drinks 80 on the freeway we ain't speedin cuz honestly I got some product in the trunk Selling ain't cool and it ain't easy Even tho I know I could just go to work an make that cheese extra cheesy just cuz I got a lil guzmen in me. These streets stay yellin at me in my daydreams Talking bout the city in a drought flip a brick make a grip   and get some fiends to rely on your buisness At least when I'm weighin the work someone gonna be expectin me and they smilin when I arrive **** people been dreadin my presence my whole life at least drugs make me the one they wanna see Baby im alive right now I cant speak on next year **** I can't even promise you next week Cuz when it comes to being about it fo yo homies yo family and yo friends then they say anything disrespectful and they likely ta catch lead Body shots are Target practice we aimin for they head Twenty five to life is what they tryina give us in tha 208 Half a zip of Crystal and they talkin life with without man I was ony 21 Said if I told em three dealers above me I could catch probation and go free **** that **** I run around with real gangsters take yo head off your shoulders If you got loose lips round us you gonna learn We catch an OP we spread the word That black and white already been sent ta everyone ya heard you aint aloud to play no more sorry but you broke the rules If my mouth woulda opened right now I wouldn't be breathing My paper work come correct you better believe it **** y'all draggin my name in the mud I been solid since I was to Young to be doin this **** Girl if you wit me you gotta stay solid onehundred percent Everything is handled in house we don't dial 911 unless we need a doctor or somethings burnin up **** twelve they wanna see me hurting **** twelve They want wanna catch me serving to these fiends but just these crack heads waiting till I can't supply then they giving up my name to 5-O just ta keep themselves on they level Chasin that high is like running from the devil But he got a leash chokin you till you bowin down at his knees Life lived life wasted   Life on the edge **** it let's see the world I wanna make it This my world I'ma do what I wanna y'all gonna know my name I'ma top shotta dumb dotta **** around fall in love with the life you see around ya Stay with me girl we gonna take a million dolla Make it 4 times that over night hard on that grind baby so you can kick back and enjoy life Shoppin in hollywood on rodeo drive red carpet pictures capturin the moments we together in life I'm fascineted by your body Far from ordinary baby your unique Can you handle this Life on the edge I can see the end with every kiss Baby will you die for me If I die will you ****** scream Baby will you live life like the end is already happening Treasure every moment **** what ever all thoes losers think They say I'm wastin away Druggin my life down the drain Well let's be honest here my name is Dennis drain so pour your liquor dump your dope out let me take it all to the head I can barely breath I might have just OD'd I think I just OD'd If you find me and I can't breath Baby will you scream for me Baby I'm sorry this is how you ever had to see me Live life like I showed you **** what hurts deep inside find beautiful places an people with smiling faces integrate with there minds to create a place on this world to sit down and just think Even in the darkness of what comes after my last heart beat Your memory will keep My soul feeding off your energy seeing you and me close back when it was back then Ya know not just in my head But here in reality baby this is where I can feel your every breath In a mansion smilin with cash dressed in the latest fasions Millions of people saying they fans of what I create I changeed they lives with the music I made I hope that this dream comes true cuz I'ma promise you that when it do I'ma bring you wit me we gonna be rich like we filthy swimmin in bills wit blue faces all hundreds no 20s no 50s But if these dreams come up short and I'm stuck in this place will you stick with me here on this dead end street Is a 9 to 5, Makin 17.50 enough for your beautiful body to wanna come closer to mine We might rent forever may never own a house and I might go away for some time you might have to wipe them tears from your face It's ok still crying I love you your mine Put a smile on you mouth Even when it hurts girl If I'm wit you or i bounced In the penatentry or on the couch you what makes me smile baby girl and don't you ever forget that Be mine till the end of time But only if you won't regret that When we find the end we can build on till infinity can't streach any more Every moment till the moments finley find the end and we are no more In reality or my memory cuz time took what I love away from me baby you best Baby come close  I'ma hold you in my arms untill you tell me to let go keep ya warm like toast   butter yo bread when we in bed hope you like the way I make you feel when I give you my passion hopefully you see that this kinda ectasy don't just happen I'm tryin my best to keep you feeling happy Mind body and soul Make yo body thirst for me Girl I know yo smile only works for me I see theses other women they looking good but you the only one I wanna dance for me Stop doubting your beauty it's not attractive to hear such a goddess of a women doubt the power of her attraction Yo eyes catch mine and the police might as well of pulled out a 9 Cuz i cant move I'm stuck on you Baby can you handle this Life on the edge I can see the end with every kiss Baby will you die for me If I die will you ****** scream If I die I swear you'll be my endless dream Baby baby please let's take life like it's drugs and do this **** together feel the euphoria like we the same soul forever They can't handle this **** that we doin We don't fit the mold so baby we just out here bein different They don't like that they stay trippin Can you handle me baby it's ok if you can't Just let me know what it is you looking for in a man If I can't give you what you want than I'll let you go Cuz your happiness is what warms my soul Even if it ain't with me Every time I wake up weather its late afternoon or early morning Depending on what I been dosing Depression holdin on to me an I know I'm hard to love But even when you with some other man if you cracking a smile Everything goin good you got money and a place to live Then I'm smilin wit you I hope one day I'll meet yo kids The world could die if you and I could float forever in space with each other in the endless expanses of space I hope we float around an never age never feel hunger never feel pain Fill each other with happiness an fix the broken thangs Baby I know we just met so maby I'm crazy I really don't know yet But I'ma offer you my heart you can have it If the blood scares you you can turn off the lights and feel it beat in your hand Feel the energy and power every beat you feel sitting in the darkness Baby I'm here for you and every moment your with me I lose grip on reality your the drug I want just please forgive my evil deeds my past is full of terrible things I try and keep that stuff down deep but it comes to say hello sometimes **** I hate it when these memories figure out how to make catchy rhymes and when it does happen please don't think any less of me I'm slowly changing please believe I'ma be honest I'ma always do me Sometimes doin me means sacrificing things Things I love Things I can't put a price on easily my freedom is worth to much by itself Now add YOU to my list of things they take from me if I go back to county and mother ****** I don't wanna go in that cell **** twelve"  police ain't **** catch me at the red light if you can I'm quick to split soon as them red and blues start to flick I want the love you show me to hold me when I sleep **** thin blue mats and cold concreat My body aches an I miss that cute twiching you do when you finally slip into your dreams Can you honestly look me in the eyes and tell me that I'm who you wanna spend every moment you got left breathing in this life with I know things don't always work out and we may never make to marriage and kids But no matter what every word I've said I've meant It's crazy cuz we just meet but I'm just kinda that way Meet you one day the next I don't wanna let you go I guess I'm kinda clingy but I'm blaming you an the way you sitting there with a blank stare licking your lips I wanna hold you by your hips Kiss you everywhere an feel your body twitch So I'ma stay close play it by ear till you tell me to leave or we've been a thing for a cupple a years so it's kinda clear we a thing not a fling were long lasting not just a quick burst of hormones and physical addictions I wanna feel you in every way but I wanna sit down and talk about your day You were gone and I wasn't there I miss you no put up your hair I like it when you use words to massage the parts of me that I only share with you No matter what you being alive makes me wanna live life It makes me wanna see the world Cuz baby girl you make it easier to breath but at the same time my breath is short I'm feeling light in the head An weak in the knees These feelings are intoxicating A needle in my vain full of quality drugs can't match the moment you enter the room Please baby come in leave and come right back into my heart Every time I see your face after your dose of beauty has been outta my grasp even for just uno, dos, ... **** thoes two seconds couldn't pass fast enough I look you up and down I love your face your body is so perfectly curvy Your outline got me followin the lines like I'm doin geometry Girl you could make a man fall in love with math I wanna find the angle you at when I'm holding yo *** You catching feelings girl yea I know Me an you we falling hard we so hot our passion mealtin yards of snow at Christmas time Green lawns in the winter months We lounging like it's mid July Sittin in a quiet place where it's easy to appreciate our own vibes Can you feel me livin inside I'm the reason that your heart keeps a smile You the reason that my days go by to fast Every moment with you is delicious I just want an order of it Now super size it I want these feelings ta be never endin Takin pictures now cuz in this life don't nothin last I wanna look back and see how we used to act baby can you handle this Baby can you handle me Life on the edge I see the end with every kiss Baby will you die for me If I die will you ****** scream aint pay **** for it I got it all for free Got home opened up the bag Looked in to see your eyes starin back at me   Used your vibes to fill a 100 CC IV Baby please swim trough my veins can feel the beat to my life can you Bob yo head to the sounds when I live and breath the notes inside my head keep me from fallin dead   Every beat carry's my soul and passion can you taste it it's thick in the recipe they used to creat me a mixture of insanity and passion Someone please add a little common sense to to the mix it might help make a happier ending I got the bravery but sometimes I just do I don't always think and that's what's gonna tear me away from you In a concreat cell that I can't even get up in without my feet freezing under me. I make these dumb decisions when  I'm faced with two people opposing me Mine or there's So either you handle business or get punked out like you was raised buy some ******* I can't sit back and let these lames run they jaw like they about they business we throwing hands no question so baby I apologize If they start talking that **** and I ki one of them ******* I aint askin you to lie I'm just asking you if you really about bein mine Cuz if you were then you would stay solid hold back the fear and uncertinty and tell all thoes people that wanna put me away that I ain't do nothin that I'm innocent and I'll tell the world that I love you till the very end If you feel like you can't keep my secrets Plz just do what your heart tells you is the right decision cuz the truth will set you free in that position it'll give me 25 years to think 25 years away from you 25 years away from me 25 years that I lose myself trying to find you inside my head 25 years to replay memories from the short time you been Makin my world seem brightened like your my sun your existing decides if I live or die Your memories never fade I keep them in my mind on replay Over and over in my head slower and slower but still they move to fast Glimpses of the recent past  that I wish my hardest would never pass Baby can you handle this Life on the edge I see the end with every kiss Baby will you die for me Baby if I die will you ****** scream Baby if I die tear your ****** vocal coards to peices singing this song on the top of the world high as **** with your last **** down at the bottom in the scared little girl you left behind when you came home with me let my name echo in the world baby I wanna be heard I want my memory to burn into the minds of the ones who are just like me BHC Black hoodie crew yea that's till death make a generation follow my every breath I want you to be with me when they introduce my crazy *** to the world you that's listning When I have thousands of fans and my name they scream I want you next to me Baby shine with me When it gets dark and your alone remember that I ****** love you and justbe greatfull that I was once asked to spread words that create lifestyles lyrics that give people hope in the world even when your seeing shadows I want people to wanna be me and I want them to want you cuz I have you and they can't you love me Cuz they love what I stand for and you stand next to me girl BABY CAN YOU HANDLE THIS????
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Oct 13, 2020
Oct 13, 2020 at 7:06 AM UTC
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Baby can you handle this Life on the edge I see the end with every kiss Baby will you die for me If I die will you ****** scream Needle in my arm Love note saying that I'm sorry i just loved you to much I'm just ****** up now I'm gone I know you don't like it when I'm on this **** I got so much music in my soul maby I can sell it to the world My words in there steros and I'm telling em all **** it live life to the fullest till you ****** die It could be tommorow Baby I just wanna smile Baby will you smile Baby ****** smile with me Theses wounds cut deep I live a life you don't understand I'm what you want but can you really handle who I am I want shiny things and tattoos on my body so I ain't gotta say **** I can talk with my skin Tattoo ink like a script you gotta question Take a minute and get educated Go to the left hand find the middle finger Now notice how there's no more ***** for me to give my finger is feeling limp So I'll just use my lips **** society please baby run away with me we can make each other's happiness a priority First goal every day is to see your beautiful face lookin at me smiling Xanax takes my memory's so baby please stay next to me my vibe is heavy in my soul like a cupple tabs of lsd I can feel you brightinin my world Can you see me changin can you see me changin I'm trying but **** chaingin causes pain n I'm in the passing lane lookin out my passenger window At myself I can see the past in my face and the pain ive felt   My life been ****** up who shuffled this deck what kinda hand I been delt I got every thing I ever had, and every thing I'ma ever gonna make, invested in this life How they gonna stand there and watch me burn it like dryed leaves soaked in gasoline that we stand around in the fall to stay warm with homies while we kickin it light some **** an have a cupple drinks 80 on the freeway we ain't speedin cuz honestly I got some product in the trunk Selling ain't cool and it ain't easy Even tho I know I could just go to work an make that cheese extra cheesy just cuz I got a lil guzmen in me. These streets stay yellin at me in my daydreams Talking bout the city in a drought flip a brick make a grip   and get some fiends to rely on your buisness At least when I'm weighin the work someone gonna be expectin me and they smilin when I arrive **** people been dreadin my presence my whole life at least drugs make me the one they wanna see Baby im alive right now I cant speak on next year **** I can't even promise you next week Cuz when it comes to being about it fo yo homies yo family and yo friends then they say anything disrespectful and they likely ta catch lead Body shots are Target practice we aimin for they head Twenty five to life is what they tryina give us in tha 208 Half a zip of Crystal and they talkin life with without man I was ony 21 Said if I told em three dealers above me I could catch probation and go free **** that **** I run around with real gangsters take yo head off your shoulders If you got loose lips round us you gonna learn We catch an OP we spread the word That black and white already been sent ta everyone ya heard you aint aloud to play no more sorry but you broke the rules If my mouth woulda opened right now I wouldn't be breathing My paper work come correct you better believe it **** y'all draggin my name in the mud I been solid since I was to Young to be doin this **** Girl if you wit me you gotta stay solid onehundred percent Everything is handled in house we don't dial 911 unless we need a doctor or somethings burnin up **** twelve they wanna see me hurting **** twelve They want wanna catch me serving to these fiends but just these crack heads waiting till I can't supply then they giving up my name to 5-O just ta keep themselves on they level Chasin that high is like running from the devil But he got a leash chokin you till you bowin down at his knees Life lived life wasted   Life on the edge **** it let's see the world I wanna make it This my world I'ma do what I wanna y'all gonna know my name I'ma top shotta dumb dotta **** around fall in love with the life you see around ya Stay with me girl we gonna take a million dolla Make it 4 times that over night hard on that grind baby so you can kick back and enjoy life Shoppin in hollywood on rodeo drive red carpet pictures capturin the moments we together in life I'm fascineted by your body Far from ordinary baby your unique Can you handle this Life on the edge I can see the end with every kiss Baby will you die for me If I die will you ****** scream Baby will you live life like the end is already happening Treasure every moment **** what ever all thoes losers think They say I'm wastin away Druggin my life down the drain Well let's be honest here my name is Dennis drain so pour your liquor dump your dope out let me take it all to the head I can barely breath I might have just OD'd I think I just OD'd If you find me and I can't breath Baby will you scream for me Baby I'm sorry this is how you ever had to see me Live life like I showed you **** what hurts deep inside find beautiful places an people with smiling faces integrate with there minds to create a place on this world to sit down and just think Even in the darkness of what comes after my last heart beat Your memory will keep My soul feeding off your energy seeing you and me close back when it was back then Ya know not just in my head But here in reality baby this is where I can feel your every breath In a mansion smilin with cash dressed in the latest fasions Millions of people saying they fans of what I create I changeed they lives with the music I made I hope that this dream comes true cuz I'ma promise you that when it do I'ma bring you wit me we gonna be rich like we filthy swimmin in bills wit blue faces all hundreds no 20s no 50s But if these dreams come up short and I'm stuck in this place will you stick with me here on this dead end street Is a 9 to 5, Makin 17.50 enough for your beautiful body to wanna come closer to mine We might rent forever may never own a house and I might go away for some time you might have to wipe them tears from your face It's ok still crying I love you your mine Put a smile on you mouth Even when it hurts girl If I'm wit you or i bounced In the penatentry or on the couch you what makes me smile baby girl and don't you ever forget that Be mine till the end of time But only if you won't regret that When we find the end we can build on till infinity can't streach any more Every moment till the moments finley find the end and we are no more In reality or my memory cuz time took what I love away from me baby you best Baby come close  I'ma hold you in my arms untill you tell me to let go keep ya warm like toast   butter yo bread when we in bed hope you like the way I make you feel when I give you my passion hopefully you see that this kinda ectasy don't just happen I'm tryin my best to keep you feeling happy Mind body and soul Make yo body thirst for me Girl I know yo smile only works for me I see theses other women they looking good but you the only one I wanna dance for me Stop doubting your beauty it's not attractive to hear such a goddess of a women doubt the power of her attraction Yo eyes catch mine and the police might as well of pulled out a 9 Cuz i cant move I'm stuck on you Baby can you handle this Life on the edge I can see the end with every kiss Baby will you die for me If I die will you ****** scream If I die I swear you'll be my endless dream Baby baby please let's take life like it's drugs and do this **** together feel the euphoria like we the same soul forever They can't handle this **** that we doin We don't fit the mold so baby we just out here bein different They don't like that they stay trippin Can you handle me baby it's ok if you can't Just let me know what it is you looking for in a man If I can't give you what you want than I'll let you go Cuz your happiness is what warms my soul Even if it ain't with me Every time I wake up weather its late afternoon or early morning Depending on what I been dosing Depression holdin on to me an I know I'm hard to love But even when you with some other man if you cracking a smile Everything goin good you got money and a place to live Then I'm smilin wit you I hope one day I'll meet yo kids The world could die if you and I could float forever in space with each other in the endless expanses of space I hope we float around an never age never feel hunger never feel pain Fill each other with happiness an fix the broken thangs Baby I know we just met so maby I'm crazy I really don't know yet But I'ma offer you my heart you can have it If the blood scares you you can turn off the lights and feel it beat in your hand Feel the energy and power every beat you feel sitting in the darkness Baby I'm here for you and every moment your with me I lose grip on reality your the drug I want just please forgive my evil deeds my past is full of terrible things I try and keep that stuff down deep but it comes to say hello sometimes **** I hate it when these memories figure out how to make catchy rhymes and when it does happen please don't think any less of me I'm slowly changing please believe I'ma be honest I'ma always do me Sometimes doin me means sacrificing things Things I love Things I can't put a price on easily my freedom is worth to much by itself Now add YOU to my list of things they take from me if I go back to county and mother ****** I don't wanna go in that cell **** twelve"  police ain't **** catch me at the red light if you can I'm quick to split soon as them red and blues start to flick I want the love you show me to hold me when I sleep **** thin blue mats and cold concreat My body aches an I miss that cute twiching you do when you finally slip into your dreams Can you honestly look me in the eyes and tell me that I'm who you wanna spend every moment you got left breathing in this life with I know things don't always work out and we may never make to marriage and kids But no matter what every word I've said I've meant It's crazy cuz we just meet but I'm just kinda that way Meet you one day the next I don't wanna let you go I guess I'm kinda clingy but I'm blaming you an the way you sitting there with a blank stare licking your lips I wanna hold you by your hips Kiss you everywhere an feel your body twitch So I'ma stay close play it by ear till you tell me to leave or we've been a thing for a cupple a years so it's kinda clear we a thing not a fling were long lasting not just a quick burst of hormones and physical addictions I wanna feel you in every way but I wanna sit down and talk about your day You were gone and I wasn't there I miss you no put up your hair I like it when you use words to massage the parts of me that I only share with you No matter what you being alive makes me wanna live life It makes me wanna see the world Cuz baby girl you make it easier to breath but at the same time my breath is short I'm feeling light in the head An weak in the knees These feelings are intoxicating A needle in my vain full of quality drugs can't match the moment you enter the room Please baby come in leave and come right back into my heart Every time I see your face after your dose of beauty has been outta my grasp even for just uno, dos, ... **** thoes two seconds couldn't pass fast enough I look you up and down I love your face your body is so perfectly curvy Your outline got me followin the lines like I'm doin geometry Girl you could make a man fall in love with math I wanna find the angle you at when I'm holding yo *** You catching feelings girl yea I know Me an you we falling hard we so hot our passion mealtin yards of snow at Christmas time Green lawns in the winter months We lounging like it's mid July Sittin in a quiet place where it's easy to appreciate our own vibes Can you feel me livin inside I'm the reason that your heart keeps a smile You the reason that my days go by to fast Every moment with you is delicious I just want an order of it Now super size it I want these feelings ta be never endin Takin pictures now cuz in this life don't nothin last I wanna look back and see how we used to act baby can you handle this Baby can you handle me Life on the edge I see the end with every kiss Baby will you die for me If I die will you ****** scream aint pay **** for it I got it all for free Got home opened up the bag Looked in to see your eyes starin back at me   Used your vibes to fill a 100 CC IV Baby please swim trough my veins can feel the beat to my life can you Bob yo head to the sounds when I live and breath the notes inside my head keep me from fallin dead   Every beat carry's my soul and passion can you taste it it's thick in the recipe they used to creat me a mixture of insanity and passion Someone please add a little common sense to to the mix it might help make a happier ending I got the bravery but sometimes I just do I don't always think and that's what's gonna tear me away from you In a concreat cell that I can't even get up in without my feet freezing under me. I make these dumb decisions when  I'm faced with two people opposing me Mine or there's So either you handle business or get punked out like you was raised buy some ******* I can't sit back and let these lames run they jaw like they about they business we throwing hands no question so baby I apologize If they start talking that **** and I ki one of them ******* I aint askin you to lie I'm just asking you if you really about bein mine Cuz if you were then you would stay solid hold back the fear and uncertinty and tell all thoes people that wanna put me away that I ain't do nothin that I'm innocent and I'll tell the world that I love you till the very end If you feel like you can't keep my secrets Plz just do what your heart tells you is the right decision cuz the truth will set you free in that position it'll give me 25 years to think 25 years away from you 25 years away from me 25 years that I lose myself trying to find you inside my head 25 years to replay memories from the short time you been Makin my world seem brightened like your my sun your existing decides if I live or die Your memories never fade I keep them in my mind on replay Over and over in my head slower and slower but still they move to fast Glimpses of the recent past  that I wish my hardest would never pass Baby can you handle this Life on the edge I see the end with every kiss Baby will you die for me Baby if I die will you ****** scream Baby if I die tear your ****** vocal coards to peices singing this song on the top of the world high as **** with your last **** down at the bottom in the scared little girl you left behind when you came home with me let my name echo in the world baby I wanna be heard I want my memory to burn into the minds of the ones who are just like me BHC Black hoodie crew yea that's till death make a generation follow my every breath I want you to be with me when they introduce my crazy *** to the world you that's listning When I have thousands of fans and my name they scream I want you next to me Baby shine with me When it gets dark and your alone remember that I ****** love you and justbe greatfull that I was once asked to spread words that create lifestyles lyrics that give people hope in the world even when your seeing shadows I want people to wanna be me and I want them to want you cuz I have you and they can't you love me Cuz they love what I stand for and you stand next to me girl BABY CAN YOU HANDLE THIS????
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LookI've had a minute to think I know it's only really been a cupple of weeks But every moment I'm with you my heart feels weak I ain't one to rush into nothin cuz to be honest I ain't nothin to keep I got my demons and they settled in deep I been doin time since I was thirteen You can change me over night I'm sorry if tried Ask anyone that knew me growing up if you wanna be by my side your really in for a ride I know that I make life shine cuz I got a love for living life That's what you love not this thuggin way I act or gangster way I Mac on you Tellin you your body fine kissing on your neck holdin your *** like I'm holding on to life I'm warning you now you gone learn what it is to live and die I'll make you smile when I'm around and when the twelve take me down I know you gonna cry Just keep money on the books and answer the phone I wanna hear your voice your words warm my cold soul Choppers blastin at the whip I'm sorry if I get hit At my funeral burry me with a blunt keep polo G and ynw melly playin while they drop me in Remember that i found you broken your ex man's is a fool I wanna treat you to finer thing but **** theses streets have got me pinned You ain't lived this life you that's good all I ever done is sin and rep for my homies that in the pen an for my family that believe in the cause it's can't stop won't stop till the better end Brains blown out I'm starin this is life at it's end Theses streets cold it's 90 degree weather an I'm shaking My homies life was just taken that fentenal is gonna get us all RIP to the homies that lost the battle of addiction Baby girl you don't know em but I know some real ones that lat in the earth If you gonna stick around you need to understand that I'ma die one day an I ain't gonna make to to see eighty three It's a bullet or an OD that's gonna be the cause of my defeat I'm trying change but theses chemicals balence me and theses lanes run there mouths and silent is something I can't be It just takes that punk to nut yo and pull a trigger then boom I gone What would you think? I love you I truley do I know I really barley know you and you ain't so sure about how beautiful you are but here to tell you you got me goin crazy baby lats make one I got a son how about a baby girl we talk about what to name our perfect peice of this world. Don't be nervous I promise no matter what they'll be perfect I got dreams of bein rich and famous on TV screans and stages I don't know if it's gonna happen cuz I'm still used to trapping beIN locked up is for the birds much love to homies behind locked doors u hope you see the gates soon Baby you gotta understand I live one life you ain't never even heard half of I'll keep you safe ain't no man women or bullet gone graze your spirits Gucci Loui prada baby let's get some designer on Spend every dollar I got buying jewlery and shiny dimonds Ten bands I'ma put that on my wrist 20 grand I'ma put that round your neck Keep the feelings between us tight like you sqeezin my neck In the bedroom you say I keep you wet I like it when you keep me on the edge make me lust for your body make me fiend for your soul I swear you made the window in my heart grow whole I can see your face when my eyes closed Thuggin is the life I live pulling out sticks aimin at the ones that wishin us an early end Opposition creepin round every corner man I swear Treasure every moment this life ain't always fair Bags pay the Bills so we living off of welfare Felonies got the opportunities looking scarce No one wanna hire you when trappin is the only job you ever had Robbin down the street man **** the other side we gonna take it all hope yall ****** die Twenty-twenty me and my girl like bonnie and Clyde I'ma gangsta she right by my side bands in the trunk I want my money high Live this life with me and we can ****** shine Trippin on these drugs I can see why my mother fried We can smile for a while baby can you handle this
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Oct 13, 2020
Oct 13, 2020 at 4:44 AM UTC
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LookI've had a minute to think I know it's only really been a cupple of weeks But every moment I'm with you my heart feels weak I ain't one to rush into nothin cuz to be honest I ain't nothin to keep I got my demons and they settled in deep I been doin time since I was thirteen You can change me over night I'm sorry if tried Ask anyone that knew me growing up if you wanna be by my side your really in for a ride I know that I make life shine cuz I got a love for living life That's what you love not this thuggin way I act or gangster way I Mac on you Tellin you your body fine kissing on your neck holdin your *** like I'm holding on to life I'm warning you now you gone learn what it is to live and die I'll make you smile when I'm around and when the twelve take me down I know you gonna cry Just keep money on the books and answer the phone I wanna hear your voice your words warm my cold soul Choppers blastin at the whip I'm sorry if I get hit At my funeral burry me with a blunt keep polo G and ynw melly playin while they drop me in Remember that i found you broken your ex man's is a fool I wanna treat you to finer thing but **** theses streets have got me pinned You ain't lived this life you that's good all I ever done is sin and rep for my homies that in the pen an for my family that believe in the cause it's can't stop won't stop till the better end Brains blown out I'm starin this is life at it's end Theses streets cold it's 90 degree weather an I'm shaking My homies life was just taken that fentenal is gonna get us all RIP to the homies that lost the battle of addiction Baby girl you don't know em but I know some real ones that lat in the earth If you gonna stick around you need to understand that I'ma die one day an I ain't gonna make to to see eighty three It's a bullet or an OD that's gonna be the cause of my defeat I'm trying change but theses chemicals balence me and theses lanes run there mouths and silent is something I can't be It just takes that punk to nut yo and pull a trigger then boom I gone What would you think? I love you I truley do I know I really barley know you and you ain't so sure about how beautiful you are but here to tell you you got me goin crazy baby lats make one I got a son how about a baby girl we talk about what to name our perfect peice of this world. Don't be nervous I promise no matter what they'll be perfect I got dreams of bein rich and famous on TV screans and stages I don't know if it's gonna happen cuz I'm still used to trapping beIN locked up is for the birds much love to homies behind locked doors u hope you see the gates soon Baby you gotta understand I live one life you ain't never even heard half of I'll keep you safe ain't no man women or bullet gone graze your spirits Gucci Loui prada baby let's get some designer on Spend every dollar I got buying jewlery and shiny dimonds Ten bands I'ma put that on my wrist 20 grand I'ma put that round your neck Keep the feelings between us tight like you sqeezin my neck In the bedroom you say I keep you wet I like it when you keep me on the edge make me lust for your body make me fiend for your soul I swear you made the window in my heart grow whole I can see your face when my eyes closed Thuggin is the life I live pulling out sticks aimin at the ones that wishin us an early end Opposition creepin round every corner man I swear Treasure every moment this life ain't always fair Bags pay the Bills so we living off of welfare Felonies got the opportunities looking scarce No one wanna hire you when trappin is the only job you ever had Robbin down the street man **** the other side we gonna take it all hope yall ****** die Twenty-twenty me and my girl like bonnie and Clyde I'ma gangsta she right by my side bands in the trunk I want my money high Live this life with me and we can ****** shine Trippin on these drugs I can see why my mother fried We can smile for a while baby can you handle this
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Hey **** it mischief on the track They told me prison was fate I turned to em an said I'ma make it to the top livin Hollywood soaking in fame Ain't gotta worry bout the bills they always paied Grew up wit holes in the floor now I got security at the door Swear to God ima make it A million dollars a year that's what I wanna be banking Doin theses drugs got my eyes looking vacant Another shot to the brain I'm takin Celebrate every second I'm free cuz I know how it is when the twelve take it Love them bad ******* naked standin I front of me and they shake it I smile they chill for a while then they take it Girl we can go Rollin through a new city each night **** it lets go from new york to Vegas Atlanta to the Hollywood hills do Coke and some acid Drink with a passion I'm sorry I love you but theses women showing me passion I ain't perfect I love the feelings theses drugs gimmie when these beautiful women give me attention I'm a rock star at heart just know that I'm yours So sick of walking to work my feet ache I wanna sit on my *** and create Sold so many bags just tryina keep food on the plate God gimmie the chance I want outta this state it's eating me alive every real one is either dead or inside I know some real gangsters that won't hesitate to put you on a t-shirt over what I you said Round here in the 208 you might end up in the mountains no headstone and no one knows where you went Big city's leave you in the street in Idaho we leave you underneath the earth outta sight outta mind shoulda shut you mouth round here we don't care where you from cuz we Idaho grown so live life free if I to it do like me smoke green trip on mushies and lsd Drink a lil chill at the bonfire and keep your circle complete
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Oct 13, 2020
Oct 13, 2020 at 3:22 AM UTC
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Hey **** it mischief on the track They told me prison was fate I turned to em an said I'ma make it to the top livin Hollywood soaking in fame Ain't gotta worry bout the bills they always paied Grew up wit holes in the floor now I got security at the door Swear to God ima make it A million dollars a year that's what I wanna be banking Doin theses drugs got my eyes looking vacant Another shot to the brain I'm takin Celebrate every second I'm free cuz I know how it is when the twelve take it Love them bad ******* naked standin I front of me and they shake it I smile they chill for a while then they take it Girl we can go Rollin through a new city each night **** it lets go from new york to Vegas Atlanta to the Hollywood hills do Coke and some acid Drink with a passion I'm sorry I love you but theses women showing me passion I ain't perfect I love the feelings theses drugs gimmie when these beautiful women give me attention I'm a rock star at heart just know that I'm yours So sick of walking to work my feet ache I wanna sit on my *** and create Sold so many bags just tryina keep food on the plate God gimmie the chance I want outta this state it's eating me alive every real one is either dead or inside I know some real gangsters that won't hesitate to put you on a t-shirt over what I you said Round here in the 208 you might end up in the mountains no headstone and no one knows where you went Big city's leave you in the street in Idaho we leave you underneath the earth outta sight outta mind shoulda shut you mouth round here we don't care where you from cuz we Idaho grown so live life free if I to it do like me smoke green trip on mushies and lsd Drink a lil chill at the bonfire and keep your circle complete
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I know that I'm a peice of ****  an thats ok I can handle it.. But the 1 thing that was keepin me here,  was the though that some1 cared.. now i see... that all the time I, spent chasing you was 1 big game And thats ok it was fun 2 play... but now ive got a say good by to the fake embrace the pain... Pleasee lord send me on my way, drop my body onto the floor... I have never fealt this way b4.. but I know it'll be a better world with out me wasting everybodys ****** time. A tool is only worth. What it can do and I don't see What the point is in going a broken one 2 you.... Please just take me down a path of nothingness.. I relze that you've lost your sanity waiting on this kind of **** but i won't be around much longer now ...  please take my words 4 what there worth.. and remember that I was born a curse ... unwanted and probobly better offending it all so as a load i can fall from  somewhere that never end..losing myself in the darkness of my own sin
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Mar 15, 2019
Mar 15, 2019 at 8:18 PM UTC
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Take my life an put it on display. I've stood solid where others swayed. My eyes tell the story of my pain, Lookin at the surface you'll never understand the verses. these memories follow me like curses I'm drowning in regret and it's perfect. Never faulter never slip I've seen to much to feel it's affect wanna break free. so take me, on a ride to another side of misery.
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Aug 25, 2018
Aug 25, 2018 at 4:52 AM UTC
Take
Every moment is forgotten... We only see a blink of what actually happened... Snap shots flyin outta wagons Memories were made but that was yesterday. This second passed, while I was explainin time to yo *** Stare at the world and you'll see it change, but you'll only rember the begning and the end. Furious fighters throw a hundred punches but you rember the big right hand.... the time they made you mad is a memory, driving the present that passes before we grip reality... See what I mean to say is that, the life we experience is lost to our own ongoing experience. Life is 1 line not many. The world is round and spinning..... So we don't look back we grip the rope and hope this race is worth winning because this blurr had pain and I forgot the beginning... Can I forget the end?
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Aug 21, 2018
Aug 21, 2018 at 4:21 AM UTC
We never really know
Take my winnings and leave me with my mistakes... Brighter days be gone from memory. I've seen the sudden loss of life that only comes with ****** memories of happier days are clouded in my head, I try and find a simple thought, to over think and push away the images that that staind my brain and hid so much of myself away.... See I try and be a good guy, Most child killers do! Most of us, not all of us but certainly some, myself  included. Take what they see and then forget it all. It's easier to sit in the moment, relive the trama, and resee the colors and hear the screams because after that life was gone so we're our dreams.... We keep so much away from others,at 12yo I saw a homie blow a pleading man's head off. I don't wanna think more about the good times...... Take my happy days back..... At 13yo i watched bodies drop after I took the shot I was told to take. How can I see there fate so suddenly come to an end, and smile at the birth of my son.... There souls set heavy on my shoulders, I say nothing of there demis. Who am I to speak apon another man's life that my hand has taken? I'm sorry, that I at the time I was a stone and showed no hesitation, taking away the one person that could have saved us.... No I cry in my sleep... when they come back in my thoughts and create nightmares as vengens.... Others see me  distant and angry but I just lose myself in practicing apologies..... So when you holla and I ignore ya, or turn around and unload on ya. It's cuz I'll never find the words that'll make my theft of life ok...... Send my happiness to the souls
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Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 9:20 AM UTC
Send my happiness to the souls
Take my winnings and leave me with my mistakes... Brighter days be gone from memory. I've seen the sudden loss of life that only comes with ****** memories of happier days are clouded in my head, I try and find a simple thought, to over think and push away the images that that staind my brain and hid so much of myself away.... See I try and be a good guy, Most child killers do! Most of us, not all of us but certainly some, myself  included. Take what they see and then forget it all. It's easier to sit in the moment, relive the trama, and resee the colors and hear the screams because after that life was gone so we're our dreams.... We keep so much away from others,at 12yo I saw a homie blow a pleading man's head off. I don't wanna think more about the good times...... Take my happy days back..... At 13yo i watched bodies drop after I took the shot I was told to take. How can I see there fate so suddenly come to an end, and smile at the birth of my son.... There souls set heavy on my shoulders, I say nothing of there demis. Who am I to speak apon another man's life that my hand has taken? I'm sorry, that I at the time I was a stone and showed no hesitation, taking away the one person that could have saved us.... No I cry in my sleep... when they come back in my thoughts and create nightmares as vengens.... Others see me  distant and angry but I just lose myself in practicing apologies..... So when you holla and I ignore ya, or turn around and unload on ya. It's cuz I'll never find the words that'll make my theft of life ok...... Send my happiness to the souls
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Chorus×4 (×2..You better be warrin a vest.) Cuz when I come shootin I come aimin  for your head and your chest. (Verse 1) Bullets cost money an I'm stingy wit my bread. Never catch me sparayin prayin that I hit a shot... I'm scopin postin in the ally way. Interuptin a ***** tryina catch a lift off a spliff an take a second for him but this 9 has thing for killing fake *** tricks. . .    An I got a thing with head shots when I'm huntin  a ***** (Chorus ×2) I make triggers flinch with my intent. Born and bread at full throttle, living in the second. Survivin off the grams, counting change that cowards scrounged up for back pay. Roll up an take you and your homies bus money... better run quick yo momma says you late to take a **** I try and stay cool headed, dealin wit selfish ******* Yall gotta understand that if I'm in yo whip ,handin you a zip... wether you my best homie or a the biggest punk ***** I'll look ya in the eyes an tell ya the same **** ( beat droops off into tempo snare) (Hook) I got whatever you want, If ya need a real souljah ima killa for pay.. Movin weight is how I was raised. I'ma bad *** till I'm in my grave. Making paper, poppin Champaign. Naked women help pass time by hopping in the long ride This is my life- haters keep outta my sight. 24/7 I'm living 1 he'll if a life
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Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 6:27 AM UTC
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Look.... Look I see it an you dont, Fame is my antidote. Blowin, smokin, oh my god! Livin life like I won it all. While I struggle on my way Turnt looks remindin me that I was ment to be the entertainer Cuz I attract attention like a celeb. Sittin on corners tradin money for product so I can get ahead... In the struggle every day. Afraid this waight is gonna make en take my life away... But 1 day my face is gonna be what you see when you think of takin less than nothin and turnin it into to a dream....
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Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 5:19 AM UTC
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May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 1:52 AM UTC
Robert