Enough.
Never,
no always;
enough.
Enough.
I am,
enough.
I will be,
no,
I am,
Enough.
I try,
no, I do;
enough.
What is..?
No,
I know,
enough.
Tired,
No,
i can do
Enough.
Am I…?
No,
I am,
Enough.
I am,
I am,
Am I?
Enough.
Jan 25, 2022
Jan 25, 2022 at 5:46 PM UTC
I lost a friend to insecurity
I cared so much
But she didn't believe me
She hurt me because she didn't understand
She is worth loving
But she thought she meant nothing to me
No matter what I said
She thought my new friends turned me
But she'll never get it through her head
She was the one I trusted
The only one who I thought would keep me safe
But she hurt me more than anyone she said didn't deserve my heart ache
Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 5:24 AM UTC
I almost lost my best friend
She thought she was alone
She thought there was nothing left
But I was there
I missed her
Before she was gone
Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 5:06 AM UTC
If I opened my veins would the sin pour out
If I got to the heart would the guilt flow away
If I had a bullet in my brain would the thoughts quit rushing
If I ripped out my tongue would the words stop
Maybe if I simply locked myself away covered in cloth and withered away I would never betray or hurt anyone ever again
Maybe the music will take away the feelings
Maybe a high would take the pain
Please just give me an escape
Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 5:01 AM UTC
You entice the parts of me I don't let people see
You help me explore the worlds of things I hate that I need
My heart hurts at the thought of you
And my mind says no
But I keep hoping
Keep holding on
But it's all wrong
You've twisted romance
and added thorns to roses
Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 5:01 AM UTC
It takes everything not to message you
So much self control
Am I crazy
I mean you can't be thinking the same thing
Right?
Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 4:59 AM UTC
It's almost 3 am
And for the third night
Im thinking of you
Why do I do this
It's not your fault I trap myself inside
Are you awake?
Are you wondering if I'm thinking about you?
Only a message away
Only a few months apart
Only a few days to begin with
And yet
It's almost 3 am
And for the third night in a row
Im thinking of you
I hate myself for this
I could have a life
But what else would I do
When there's no one else around
Im so codependent
Im so needy
Im so clingy
Im so disgusting
And the worst part is knowing it will never go away because i don't belong here my home is far away
Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 4:59 AM UTC
This is dangerous
Im falling to hard
Moving to fast
The smoke fills my head
Fogging my vision
And setting off alarms
But I don't know if you even smell sulfur
Where are you
Are you next to me
Or out at sea
I can't know
Are you convincing yourself to let go
Or falling just as hard for me
Am I on your mind or an afterthought
I can't see
I can't breathe
Will you carry me out of the burning building of my anxious mind
Or will the weight of me and my burdens
Cause you to run away
How do I tell you
That I need you without pushing you away
On second thought none of it matters
But why do you matter to me
Oh why do I always choose to lose
Why does my mind trap me inside
Im thinking too much and breathing too little
I just want to hear you say that at least for now you can stay
Just for tonight show me it's no fault of mine
Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 4:58 AM UTC
In my dreams
I sit near you
And we laugh about stupid things
In my dreams
You see me
And I can't breathe
In my dreams
I rest my head on your shoulder
And we watch movies
In my dreams
Im cute
And you tell me
In my dreams
Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 4:57 AM UTC
I want to capture the ocean in a passage
The sweet thunder rolling through
The light of a thousand sunrises
Glinting off the peace of each individual wave
So many have come to see here
So many have lost their way
But I come home to find there
I could never stay away
Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 4:54 AM UTC