My phone's a demon
Luring my fingers away
From my Mac's keyboard
5d ago
May 29, 2026 at 9:39 PM UTC
Broken glass
The sound my Mac makes when it wants my attention
Broken glass
Slivers in my fingertips deep in the soapsuds
Broken glass
Mistakenly nuked impure glassware
Broken glass
The shattered picture next to the door, warning of a nighttime intruder
Broken glass
Bedside decanter knocked unaware to the hard wooden floor
Broken glass
A set now unset
Broken glass
Clumsiness of memory
5d ago
May 29, 2026 at 9:37 PM UTC
It has been twenty years
I dont know what to say,
My heart still screams in anguish
Sleep is not sweet tonight
Yet still its tender claw rejoices
Slicing my living flesh as wont the needle pierced her's
Dear Pandora, my own sweet love
Grey furred angel from above
Pray forgive my meager heart
For waiting until the end
The fresh breeze caught your meow
And tore my own cry
From the depths of my soul
How could I not understand
You yearned for the soft mistral's kiss And my own embrace
As I held you, that last time
With that awful vet who misdiagnosed you
And wielded death's own needle
Forgive me, Pandora, as I can never forgive myself
7 years was never anything but a daily beginning
New every dawn with your sweet purr and rub against my face
Never Bootsie. Eternally Pandora.
May 13
May 13, 2026 at 10:39 PM UTC
Sunlight blasts the roof across the way,
Shrieking white light through the gap in my curtains.
Obliterating the barrier set by the sheers
The couch lingers in molten caramel
<ping> goes my phone
Amazon teases me yet again
A China tea set in shades of mint and pink and gold
High tea with all the genteel parts for six elegant ladies
Ready for scones and cucumber sandwiches and petit fours
A second later, Home Depot, not wanting to lose the race,
Spins its own version for twice as much
Nirvana in a teacup
Unfortunately, the tea would be solely for me, myself, and I
Leaving me to wonder,
As I often do nowadays
Where do I go to meet the other three guests?
The rabbit hole?
Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 6:01 PM UTC
Smile and taste the spring upon these lips
Wander with me among the flowers as they bloom
Only call me by name and I appear
Need I say it aloud?
Or, do you know deep within?
Persephone is my name.
Persephone who seeks the god of death
Who seeks the god of death
His whispers call to me,
Waking me in the palest light
Fluttering around me
Coaxing me awake
Drawing me toward the empty barge
Sightless moths batter the cage of my ribs
Pleading for a place in the sun
Is there no solace for me, in this endless night?
The fields of poppies, yield to barley
Night drenched fields of waving barley
Thrumming beneath the moon's heavy gaze,
The wind calls to me, urging me to dance
Beckoning to me
Within the fertile darkness of my soul,
A leaden arrow has pierced my chill flesh
Yet still I rest alone
Black hooves thunder through my head
A god's lonely cry lingers
Within the music of fallen hooves
Everything here is motionless
Even the wind has fled
Pale lavender flowers edge my path
I am paler
Mother reaps now in this bower of barren stalks
The silken spring dies within winter's tethered grip
The maidens all laughed that last day
Gathering bouquets of dying flowers
Hades stormed through the fields
Searching
How was i to know I was the one he sought?
Never have I tasted the nectar of love's embrace
Nor clung to the soothing tether that time gifts to lovers
The pomegranate seeds linger within the cup of my hand
Feb 28
Feb 28, 2026 at 1:22 PM UTC
Sheaves of white swirling in the naked sunlight
Scorch my picture window,
Laughing at my ephemeral window sheers
With all the might of winter's scorn.
Icicles drip in the merciless glare
Despite the negative chill.
My macbook purrs softly in the blaring glow,
Warm against my fingertips.
Feb 2
Feb 2, 2026 at 4:42 PM UTC
As a young child, wandering amidst the wild Canadian woods,
I learned from my Aunt Elena about mushrooms:
The boring ones were safe to eat
If they were monotone,
(Not polka dot
And puffing pastel plumes when plucked)
These alone were safe to eat.
So my sister, cousin, and I filled our metal bait buckets with the best of the worst:
Brightly colored poison.
We relished the hunt,
seeking the most exotically colored and brightly hued
mushrooms and toadstools
we could find,
Cherishing our treasures as dearly as Halloween treats,
Comparing, at afternoon's end, the dazzling array
Glinting with dew on the green, green grass.
My aunt gathered our haul,
Tossing every last vestige of our hunt into the dancing flames of the evening's fire;
Scrubbing our buckets with a bit of malodorous bleach;
And then, each of us, in turn:
Ivory soap and fresh clothes,
Ridding us of the noxious residue.
The night was peaceful, at last,
Until my sister blithely stated
No amount of soap could alter me:
For I, too, was brightly colored poison.
Jan 3
Jan 3, 2026 at 12:09 PM UTC
December's harsh clime
Tis the opposite of June's temperate smile
Sweetened, though as it is
With love done merry
Amid celebrations of birth and renewal
Trees are hewn and severed from the earth
Decorated with fusions of color and light
Evergreens enjoyed inside whilst too cold to enjoy while out
Gifts are sought with care and hearts full of love
Wrapped and beribboned and placed beneath the indoor trees
Adding to their focal point within the home
Sweet treats scent the air with exotic spices
Songs are sung burgeoning with love unique to the season
More hugs are given than in any other month
Even the humble mistletoe has magical powers to bring two souls together in a brief, yet meaningful kiss
Winter solstice sings of spring's slow turn
And with the power of New Year's eve, everyone's gift: a new chance to materialize their dreams
Nov 30, 2025
Nov 30, 2025 at 7:35 PM UTC
When death comes,
Will I be ready?
Or, will I shrink away
Remembering all the wishes undone
All the conversations I never had
The loves never met
When Death comes,
Will I embrace it,
As I often want to do?
Wishing I was undone
And unmade for the remainder of the pain
When death comes,
Will it be painless, or a horror?
I chant to my cells
Live and be well
Fight against mutants and free radicals
And the dark things that lurk deep within and have no names
When Death comes,
I will bring an apple for his horse
Nov 2, 2025
Nov 2, 2025 at 8:50 PM UTC
By Cynthia Firtik
High up in my turret
The briared thorns are no longer a hindrance
But a welcome protection
No false suitors hang moldering within the crimson blooms
Impaled time and again by the vicious thorns
In these ghastly frightening days,
Time and again the thorns have retreated
Allowing the morning doves to perch atop the balcony railing, cooing
Or letting me out surreptitiously on my timid forays out for food and medicine
I see shadows of death in tentative smiles
Anger and fright when the six foot barrier is breached
Sideways glances search for a reason to flee.
A cough. A sniffle. A sneeze.
Each panic inducing symptom the bane of my spring existence.
Should I wear a placard? I'm allergic. Not contagious.
Or maybe a scarlet letter A would suffice
I do my best not to linger over-long
Never knowing when a dreaded sniffle will manifest, despite all the pills and sprays.
And don't get me started on the wheezing from the pneumonia I had in January.
Don't walk too fast or ascend stairs too quickly.
A few missteps and I sound like a dying bagpipe.
I chant in my mind, "Take it slow and remember to breathe."
Safely back in my sanctuary, blessing the day and all it has manifested.
Thanking my early years and my adaptation to solitude.
Some would call the briared thorns a manifestation of my illness
Depression appearing as the blood red blooms
And the darker things, the nasty hooky thorns
And of the false princes?
Parts of me that never breached the core.
So I sit here in enforced solitude, my illness wrapped around me
Keeping me safe,
contrarily enough
By the very habit that once inspired its inception: isolation.
Nov 2, 2025
Nov 2, 2025 at 8:45 PM UTC
