I wish i could be empty
Not just feel empty
Because i am so full
Full of hatered
Full of doubt
Full of disgust
There is too much
I feel to much
I want to be less
I am to big
I am too tall
I am too full
Yet I still crave more
I crave for emptiness
I long for nothing
Oct 23, 2025
Oct 23, 2025 at 5:42 PM UTC
He wanted to see every sky
In every country
Every sunset and sunrise
But he didn’t
Because the world didn’t let him
Now he can’t see the sky
But he can see the earth
And every country he wished to visit
He is now the sky
He is the sunset and the sunrise
He has found peace
When the world still hasn’t
Oct 19, 2025
Oct 19, 2025 at 5:35 PM UTC
He only knew one sky,
but he dreamed of them all,
of sunsets in different lands,
and mornings he’d never reach.
The world didn’t let him,
the world has moved on.
Now he sees no sky,
he only sees the earth,
the lands he dreamed of,
as he can now only look down.
He has found peace,
the world still hasn’t.
Oct 19, 2025
Oct 19, 2025 at 5:33 PM UTC
Why does time fly?
Why can’t it stay?
I wished it would hurry,
Now I beg it to wait.
I counted the days,
I longed for this flight,
But now that it’s here,
Something’s not right.
I walk like I’m certain,
Like I know where to go,
Yet deep in my chest,
I still don’t quite know.
Did you feel this too?
Were you just as afraid?
Did you stand at the edge,
Wishing time could delay?
I take one more breath,
And let go of the past,
Time won’t stop for me
But I can make this moment last.
Mar 2, 2025
Mar 2, 2025 at 11:41 AM UTC
If religion is thought
and love is the law
Will you still love me
if I am seen as your flaw
Feb 23, 2025
Feb 23, 2025 at 4:30 PM UTC
I loved you dearly
Yet I forced you away
It was for the best
Yet I wish you’d stay
Feb 1, 2025
Feb 1, 2025 at 2:09 PM UTC
I want to live,
Not just exist,
Is what most people say.
But I want to exist,
Not be alive,
I’m just surviving each day.
Dec 27, 2024
Dec 27, 2024 at 2:18 PM UTC
You held me close, yet lied to me,
A traitor's mask I could not see.
The warmth I crave, your arms I seek,
But truth has made my heart grow weak.
I know your truth, but I can't say,
The cost is one I dare not pay.
My silence screams, my heart decays,
Bound by the game we’re forced to play.
Still, I’m trapped in your embrace,
Hating the love I can’t erase.
Dec 25, 2024
Dec 25, 2024 at 6:18 PM UTC
It has been a year,
A year since the blade kissed my skin,
Since I danced with the sharp edge of pain,
And mistook it for release.
I don’t even remember the last time
The moment I stopped
But I also don’t remember the first.
Was it worth it?
The scars tell a story I don’t want to read,
Yet I wonder,
Are they loud enough?
Do they shout my struggles to a world
That rarely listens?
I was struggling.
I was really, really struggling.
I hate my scars,
The way they carve a map of hurt
Across the canvas of my body.
But they’re also not enough,
Not enough to explain the ache
That made them bloom in the first place.
Still, here I stand
A year further,
A year beyond,
Wrestling with what was
And what remains.
Dec 10, 2024
Dec 10, 2024 at 12:53 PM UTC
When i saw you break down in front of me
Something inside of me broke as well
How could someone like you suffer like this
Why do you make yourself go trough hell
I wiped away your tears as mine started to fall
And hugged you tight to sooth your pain
Your fragile strength could still endure it all
Yet I longed to take your burdens and sustain
Dec 6, 2024
Dec 6, 2024 at 4:23 PM UTC