
And one day
This curse of forgetfulness will be a blessing
Cause you won’t remember who said they’d come by
You’ll only feel the loneliness tapping on the window
Watching you fold away like origami
Smaller and smaller you shrink
Until they fold your sweaters away and stash them in the attic
Only stumbling on them when looking for Christmas lights
Your favorite time of year
Where they fold paper and ribbons and your sweater
May 22
May 22, 2026 at 6:26 PM UTC
Poor habits have crept in like vines and tied themselves as a noose
The world as it once was, is no more
And the veil is thin.
A reckoning is emerging
The truth is unfolding
And the people are still blind.
Shuffled like cattle
***** and defiled
And the people are suffering.
Beyond the headlines and lights
A step behind the curtain shall reveal
A look at a world beyond comprehension
A look at sickness that doesn’t want to heal
Come come now, no need to fret
This isn’t the worst it’ll get
Much more calamity to follow
Save your tears for the morrow.
Mar 20
Mar 20, 2026 at 6:26 AM UTC
You tame me
the same way the moon tames the Sun as they embrace each other during an eclipse
And the world watches in awe
admiring their beauty
You tame me
the same way the shore tames the ocean
because even though the ocean barks
crashing against itself like a wild beast
it becomes gentle as a mother
cradling her newborn
creeping in for a kiss
slow and delicate
You tame me
like a tigress being tamed by the king of the jungle
she dares not defy him
because if she does punishment is soon to follow
fierce
yet sensual
You tame me
Like a dominant taking control of his submissive
Making sure she knows who's in charge
You tame me
By battling my demons with your own
I allow you to tame me
Because I love you
May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015 at 9:31 AM UTC
I'm a good girl gone bad
I've slipped up and lost track
Got caught up in the wrong crowd
Went the wrong way
Fell short more than once
I'm surprised I got to see another day
I'm a good girl gone bad
I decided to spread my legs too quick 17 & pregnant, I thought I was grown
My body was my own
Sipping coconut *** & milk
That night I became a drunk bandit
I was sure I could handle it
Until he drugged me and I couldn't remember a thing
All I know is I had bruises on my thighs
The police dismissed the case
They called me easy
Said they weren't surprised
I got high on speed
Fooled around the wrong way
I accidentally overdosed
& if my brother hadn't walked in just in time
I wouldn't be here today
I'm a good girl gone bad
Ive lost track of the guys I've had
Lost count of the names they call me
Can't recall the last time I had a friend
I'm a good girl gone bad
I was tired of the rules
I wanted to live my life
Didn't want anyone telling me what to do
I didn't think it would be like this
Why didn't anyone warn me?
I didn't know bad girls get this much heat
I just wanted to try it out
But these fates weren't ones I thought I'd meet
A good girl gone bad?
Nah I'm good
Good girl gone bad gone good
Is more like it...
Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 8:31 PM UTC
I feel myself pulling away from reality
And I'm now living a fantasy
Nothing I see is the actual thing
It's as if I'm Alice in the Wonderland
I'm Wendy when she was with Peter Pan
Sleeping Beauty when she was asleep
Or Belle when she was with her beast
I'm having a outer body experience
I'm here but I'm not
There's a whirl wind carrying on inside of me
And it needs to stop
My head feels light
And my heart is pounding
I feel myself pulling away from reality
Nothing's real
It's all just a fantasy...
Apr 18, 2015
Apr 18, 2015 at 10:42 PM UTC
I didnt want to say that last goodbye
I didnt want to let you go just yet
It felt as if I were being cheated
As if you were leaving me too soon
I swear to God I loved you from here to the moon
I didnt want to let you go just yet
God knows I wasnt ready to say goodbye
But the pain began to take away who you really were
You began to hallucenate
You weren't who you used to be
Your time came
And good-bye's were sadly said
As the days go by
There's not a second I dont think of your last moments
The memories come crashing down
Threatening to drown me out
We were gathered around praying,
Singing
And crying
I couldnt stand the fact that everyone was so willing to just say good bye
Cause I wasnt ready
I didnt want to say good bye
I wanted to see what we could do
Explore options
I wanted us to do something other than say good bye
But the time came
And thats what we had to do
Say good-bye
Apr 18, 2015
Apr 18, 2015 at 10:36 PM UTC
Just because you want to feel a tingle in your flesh
You allow him to **** your *******
Pushing and pulling, grunting as he goes
Leaving love bites on your neck
And a fertilized egg in your womb
But you dont know that yet
Youre just having a good time
Thinking youre old enough to grind
On a man thrice your age
Even though you and his youngest son are at the same stage
You think youre grown
A woman in all her glory
But trust me hunny youre gona be sorry
When you realize your menstrual wont come
A few days after your lover came
You are going to regret your mistake
But that was the chance you decided to take
No one but you are responsible for your actions
Because all you cared about was ****** satisfaction
And for that embryo inside of you?
Thats another story
He's another person you will have to tell sorry
But youre grown right?
Im sure youll know what to do
From food to clothes to diapers and all
Im sure a grown woman as yourself has got it under control
Jun 19, 2014
Jun 19, 2014 at 12:22 AM UTC
He was hard
I was wet
We were both coated in sweat
it was my first time
but you've done it millions of times before
i hoped you would be easy on me this time
but i didnt think of the day after
when shame and regret replaced the feelings of ****** bliss
i thought i would have been able to hit it and quit it
do it once and forget it
but instead the memories and regrets from that night haunt me always
i try to forget but all i do is remember
i wish he wasnt hard
i wish i wasnt wet
i wish we both werent coated in sweat
i wish i could forget
Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 6:42 PM UTC
I feel
disgusting, ***** damaged
lost, lonely..im losing it
Im falling off the edge
and drowning in the abyss
or is that just my mind
because both are dark and scary
both are places i dont want to be...
May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 9:05 PM UTC
Yes I may be a cold heartless *****
but this ***** has been through lots of ****
its kinda hard living when all you want to do is die
so I decide to take my anger out on the world cause I dont want to cry
I dont want to seem feeble or weak
so I hide my pain
cause looking into my eyes you wont find what you seek
You might search for happiness and joy
but all you will find is the truth
the pain the hurt the anger
so im sorry if I come across as a cold heartless *****
but truth is
I dont give a ****
May 25, 2014
May 25, 2014 at 10:41 AM UTC