A Persecutor's role is to harm us
It is a goal ours is good for
As if we get happy
They shall then strike
With a shot that normally makes friends leave
We don't want to lose anyone else
For we love them so
But this is where things normally go wrong
For lance had a shot today
Without any good reason
He took his opportunity and made his mark
We don't want him to cost us
One of the biggest dreams that we have
Causing those we care for to not view us
To not see us as worthy
We want to give those special the happiness they award to us
Yet the Persecutor wants us alone
Hurting in deep pains
Feeling the issues of our past
We are just wanting progress
To move beyond the pain
We found a way to be happy
Amazing people who like us more then we deserve
Yet lance cant handle that
We need to stop letting his fears win
To not allow fear to control us
Never will we allow you to hurt who we love
Not now
Not ever again
You will have to go through the rest of us!
19h ago
Jun 3, 2026 at 6:20 AM UTC
Can you see me?
Like truly at all?
For I try to be seen
But get left on the side
I try to help others wherever I can
Doing whatever I am able to
But it's not aways returned
Pushed to the side for chats about food
Why am I ignored?
I thought I was liked
However when I'm in pain
I'm not worth the time
I end up hiding alone
To not push the others
Yet they don't even notice
For to know someone is gone
You would have to care that they are there
I try to be honest
And share my pains and fears
People say they would support
But I'm left alone in tears
Why do I try?
Knowing nobody would care
If I do ever improve
It wouldn't get noticed
So does anyone actually see me?
Why doesn't anyone care?
Apr 21
Apr 21, 2026 at 8:47 AM UTC
Friendships are the key to happiness
But can only survive with honesty
The minute you went behind my back
You threw it all away
Now I'm here wondering how i could fix it
As I feel alone in the world
While you're with the trash you surround yourself with
I'm beyond hurt and angry
In fact I'm done
I know that I'm not perfect
You told me you would help
But that was just a lie
Lets add it to the list
Everything that you told me I did wrong
Was good for everyone else
What was so bad about doing it with me?
It used to be ok
Now you decide my feelings aren't valid
When i finally called out everyone's ignorance
You claimed everyone liked me
Why did you lie?
As within a day you all removed me
All i did was speak the truth
I made some stupid decisions
That may scar the heart
But you don't care
You never did
You were once a great support
But now you are the pain
Apr 14
Apr 14, 2026 at 2:18 AM UTC
I just want to feel worthy
Of love and support
For I don't feel that I am
When it doesn't seem to happen
Whenever I have a problem
I'm left to myself
A situation I can't handle
For being alone only makes me worse
The harder I try always seems to remind me
That I'm not good enough for love
For I am not worthy
What should I do to make myself feel joy
When I know I'm going to be hurt
When all is said and done
I always try my best
Just to prove myself
I just want to know when this will all make sense
I'm tired of all the effort
With all the pain that I'm in
That always seems to come
When it's needed the least
Should I just give up?
Accept the inevitable?
That I won't ever be worthy
Of the love that I seek
Should I just leave?
It would make everyone happy
For I know my place
I know I'm not worthy
Apr 13
Apr 13, 2026 at 4:11 AM UTC