There are times of the year when people get together. Love and share memories together. Every year birthdays come and go. Family and friends live on till the end. But there are some who have never known these things. A wave a sadness rolls in. A wave of blue and purple settling in. You realise you're still here alone again. No memory of a bright light within this darkness.
Nov 22, 2018
Nov 22, 2018 at 4:44 PM UTC
My mind is broken
My body is dead
My actions a failed attempt to live again
Disappointment and failure
I wish it would end
Jan 10, 2017
Jan 10, 2017 at 7:48 PM UTC
You were the light to my shadow
All alone
Another star has gone away
You fade away
Under the sea
Another dream
The monsters are running out of me
These shallow waters growing darker
Letting me go deeper
Eternal silence
Dead to the sea
Nov 1, 2016
Nov 1, 2016 at 11:34 PM UTC
If you wanted it all you cannot be distracted by the illusion you have created.
Only when your mind is silent can you see clearly enough to enjoy your life and forget about your desires.
Your desires are irrelevant.
Oct 18, 2016
Oct 18, 2016 at 4:47 PM UTC
Somewhere along the new road
The bridges have fallen
Somewhere along the new road
My soul was forgotten
Somewhere along the new road
I lost my soul
You may never see the devil inside me
You may never feel the swords
The swords you stabbed me with
Chew me up spit me out
Let your sins fill my cold dark heart
Oct 18, 2016
Oct 18, 2016 at 4:37 PM UTC
I am anything but living
yet I am not completely dead
you cannot hear me
you cannot see me
if I'm lucky you can feel me
I simply frozen in time
life passes me by
here I stand wishing wanting to live but there is nothing left
nothing left of me
I wish I could say I knew you miss me, care, or feel something
I know no one will
I never was real
just a ghost watching you live
you can cut me and make me bleed
I feel pain
yet you can't hear me scream
I wish I could say goodbye
I wish someone would miss me
but I am nothing but a ghost from your past
Jul 20, 2015
Jul 20, 2015 at 10:51 PM UTC
restless unable to sleep mind spins
the rooms grow darker shadows move pain and fire move flow in my veins
each heart beat slowly killing
Each breath more painful than the last
I wish I may I wish I might dance with the blade tonight each depper than the last
Missing one whom I have never met
You grew every day and I loved you more
you were taking to soon
I will be with you soon
Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 8:44 AM UTC
So long, let this be goodbye
May we meet again in another life
Like strangers, passing by in the night
May we see clearly when we meet in the light
So long, let this be goodbye
Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 3:13 AM UTC
Is it you?
Is it me?
I can't tell anymore
But this silence is killing me
I wish you could see
See inside of me
Can you hear?
I can hear these thoughts inside of me
I can feel a part of me die as the time passes by
I wonder if you know because this distance it just seems to grow this pain digs deeper
Loosing my self loosing you
All is lost
Is this what you want?
I just want to scream but what difference will that make when you can't hear me anyways
Forever slipping away
Washed away
Falling
Ripped away
Torn apart
Gone forever
This is your loss
You won't save me
Drowned alive
All hope is lost
Feb 6, 2015
Feb 6, 2015 at 3:11 AM UTC
I want you to know, I want you to see
I want you to look beyond your own eyes
Past your afflictions
Do you really care?
can you not see?
can you not hear?
Sometimes the silence is better
I know you will never understand
I know you will never see
you''ll never see how badly I hurt
you will never hear my screams
I'll light the match, the flame, the fuse, the bomb
rescue the world from your word's
I want to torch it, burn it, scorch it, end it
watch it as it blows away
I won't let you poison me any longer
A prisoner no more
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 8:16 PM UTC