
I'm on a quest for inner peace
Looking for some kind of release
But really all I've found
Is shirts with longer sleeves
Feb 9, 2019
Feb 9, 2019 at 9:49 PM UTC
i wonder
for how long
could i of held on
if i wasn't the one
who let you go
the fate of falling
was inevitable
i guess we'll never know
Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 5:33 PM UTC
I'd scream that I love me
At the top of my lungs
If that's what it took
For me to believe it
Even for just a moment
I look in the mirror
Demanding myself to smile
Hoping that it still works
And afraid that one day
I'll grow immune to it
I'll stare at my body
Thinking about how right now
I'd give almost anything
To be anybody else
So I can just see what it was like
I signed up for the role
And now I have to play it
Out on stage I go
To play the most hated side character
In the play of my own life
I'd scream that I hate myself
So loud that I'd shatter
The glass box I'm trapped in
If that let people hear it
Even for just a moment
Jan 25, 2019
Jan 25, 2019 at 8:02 AM UTC
i wish i was the artist
instead i'm just a canvas
completely blank, plain
full of possibilities
but i'm not allowed to choose
instead i work for others
allowing them to feel fufilled
instead of working on myself
working on all my ideas
i'm loved by so many
but not for who i am
they love the picture painted
not what lies beneath the skin
one day the paint will fade
Jan 25, 2019
Jan 25, 2019 at 1:21 AM UTC
i wonder sometimes
if she dreams of me still
just as i dream of her
Jan 22, 2019
Jan 22, 2019 at 1:20 AM UTC
I miss the days when I could wake up
Not blinded by this rising sun
Not drenched in my own sweat
Not afraid of the day to come
Not thinking of your last words
Jan 17, 2019
Jan 17, 2019 at 11:32 PM UTC
desperately clinging
to the memories i still hold
of seeing my future
when i looked into your eyes
instead of the ones
where i saw his future instead
Jan 9, 2019
Jan 9, 2019 at 5:49 AM UTC
i can only hope
that you don't see me
staring longingly
at the person i want to be
it'd be awkward
Dec 29, 2018
Dec 29, 2018 at 1:25 PM UTC
This world is scary
And the only thing I have
Is my connections to others
Keeping me attached
Dec 23, 2018
Dec 23, 2018 at 12:20 AM UTC
i'm beyond repair
so
sorry for trying
to bring you
into my life
you'd end up the same
Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 7:16 AM UTC