When I lay in silence
When I sit in the dark
My thoughts race
My head so loud
I feel my heart
Beating so hard
Needles pierce my chest
It’s hard to breathe
The world is spinning
I feel strangled
My lips are quivering
Tears break past my eyes
My hands are shaking
Simultaneous pain
Head and heart
Drowning dizzy
I’m alone
Anxious
Nov 22, 2024
Nov 22, 2024 at 7:36 PM UTC
Joy conceived in the vision
The Lily of the drought
Volunteer of the incision
And a seed of doubt
Black silky Intertwined threads
The touch and sound of care
Love, warmth, comfort spreads
Your intensity in all rare
Infinite options hang above
Spinning a smoky vortex
Simply what you hate or love
Discombobulates my cortex
Only clues to a mystery
Yet partials of a masterpiece
Less of shortened history
Wonder moves me not to cease
Jul 4, 2023
Jul 4, 2023 at 1:49 PM UTC
I fully hate you.
No questions to my detest.
Why am I here though?
Jun 12, 2023
Jun 12, 2023 at 12:12 AM UTC
I lived through my mistakes
I lived through the stress
I lived through the aches
I lived for success
I lived in moments of joy
I lived in optimism
I lived innocent yet coy
I lived through criticism
I lived and showed love
I lived and showed fear
I lived in belief of above
I lived a life unclear
I died because I was tired of all that came with living
Feb 21, 2022
Feb 21, 2022 at 9:24 AM UTC
I remember you each day
through my crying heart.
I'd rather forget than stay.
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 11:28 AM UTC
Bitter tasting sip
Or a sweet and creamy glaze.
Black cup or cool whip?
Dec 11, 2020
Dec 11, 2020 at 9:24 AM UTC
Tears wash down a face.
A heart drowned infinitely.
The barrel in place.
Dec 9, 2020
Dec 9, 2020 at 10:08 AM UTC
Individual;
such a gorgeous and grand word.
Though dull, it's visible.
Sep 29, 2020
Sep 29, 2020 at 10:35 AM UTC
Lines map my rough palms.
My nails a jagged notched path,
My hands a trek of bronze.
Sep 28, 2020
Sep 28, 2020 at 11:29 AM UTC
Melting on my tongue;
a soft and savory taste.
It plucks the sense to strung.
Sep 24, 2020
Sep 24, 2020 at 9:37 AM UTC