no one tells you the reality of getting older
older without people who love you
lonely
pouring what is left for those who don't celebrate you
i do not regret loving so few.
i'd rather be lonely
at least i will always get what i want and need
without you judging me
don't say how you care
please
i'd rather live without you
loving me
Dec 16, 2025
Dec 16, 2025 at 10:25 AM UTC
your sweet little feet
"pitter-patter" back and forth
what a cherished sound
Dec 16, 2025
Dec 16, 2025 at 10:09 AM UTC
i cried, oh, i cried
to grieve your absence
while you are alive
Dec 15, 2025
Dec 15, 2025 at 1:07 PM UTC
Why won't I ask you?
You made my necessities
small, shameful, wishes.
Dec 8, 2025
Dec 8, 2025 at 1:36 PM UTC
That feeling where your stomach drops and your heart sinks
The moment you realize I was not meant for you and I think
I realized before and lied to myself for the hopes of having a family
And understanding you were not meant for me
Every lie is a dagger in my face
You’ve spilt the insides
What’s left for me
Jan 16, 2025
Jan 16, 2025 at 1:21 PM UTC
The Cardinal visits in the morning.
The Dove in the afternoon.
Each passing reminds me of you.
I don’t know why nature ignites my memory.
I wish you could tell me.
Nov 19, 2024
Nov 19, 2024 at 8:55 AM UTC
I hate when they say,
“ Now, you truly look happy!”
You never saw me then
Nov 18, 2024
Nov 18, 2024 at 4:32 PM UTC