Writers_block - Hello Poetry

Life kicks my *** I try and keep productive I try and keep positive My *** still gets kicked It gets heavier and heavier And I know this is life I know that most healthy people would be able to cope See the issue and take action But I'm numb with disappointment I don't know when I'll be enough There isn't enough tears To fill the spaces That would be filled with a sense of fulfillment And self love.

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Nov 4, 2022

Nov 4, 2022 at 11:52 PM UTC

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Life kicks my *** I try and keep productive I try and keep positive My *** still gets kicked It gets heavier and heavier And I know this is life I know that most healthy people would be able to cope See the issue and take action But I'm numb with disappointment I don't know when I'll be enough There isn't enough tears To fill the spaces That would be filled with a sense of fulfillment And self love.

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I love So hard And see the very best in each and every person Sorry I should've been less naive Should've read between the lines Seen the evil in his eyes I just see a sad man A confused mindless man Whom I want to love so badly I bleed and bleed in to him Something doesn't click And I'm alone and lost But I'll find my way back I just thought this time I wouldn't be alone But maybe, it'll always be this way It's the way things were meant to be The way they were supposed to play out Tragically No fairy tale ending Just a desert of sadness Barren wasteland of a mind While on pilot mode Living for everyone else.

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Jul 26, 2022

Jul 26, 2022 at 1:27 AM UTC

I dont have titles for these anymore just read it.

I love So hard And see the very best in each and every person Sorry I should've been less naive Should've read between the lines Seen the evil in his eyes I just see a sad man A confused mindless man Whom I want to love so badly I bleed and bleed in to him Something doesn't click And I'm alone and lost But I'll find my way back I just thought this time I wouldn't be alone But maybe, it'll always be this way It's the way things were meant to be The way they were supposed to play out Tragically No fairy tale ending Just a desert of sadness Barren wasteland of a mind While on pilot mode Living for everyone else.

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And a whole new me Clearer Unsolicited Gaslit And ready to go. Sober Stable I sit at the edge of the bed ridding my confusion I'm done fixing myself for you Done making myself smaller Sick of losing my control I am so much more than this So much more than being high So much more than another body to sleep with More than a mother More than a partner More than a woman I'm screaming on the inside Trying to break these chains Trying to end this cycle I try so hard I'm sick of feeling like ive never been enough. I'm so much more than enough

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Jul 26, 2022

Jul 26, 2022 at 1:20 AM UTC

So much more.

And a whole new me Clearer Unsolicited Gaslit And ready to go. Sober Stable I sit at the edge of the bed ridding my confusion I'm done fixing myself for you Done making myself smaller Sick of losing my control I am so much more than this So much more than being high So much more than another body to sleep with More than a mother More than a partner More than a woman I'm screaming on the inside Trying to break these chains Trying to end this cycle I try so hard I'm sick of feeling like ive never been enough. I'm so much more than enough

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Do I feel too much? Am I too much? Should I keep it all to myself? Am I wrong? What am I doing wrong? I just wish that I knew how to be perfect For everyone I wish I could be perfect for myself

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Sep 4, 2021

Sep 4, 2021 at 2:56 PM UTC

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Do I feel too much? Am I too much? Should I keep it all to myself? Am I wrong? What am I doing wrong? I just wish that I knew how to be perfect For everyone I wish I could be perfect for myself

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I’m truly not used to this The feeling of acceptance I don’t think I’ve shown you How much I appreciate you Right now things are tough Right now I’m super high or super low And I know your confused I’m just ready for the sun babe I just wanna drive to the lake Sit in the sand Watch the kids play in the water And just be there Completely I just love you I want to show you But I’m probably overwhelming I know you know But the magnitude? Like I said overwhelming I see us floating Laughing Rays of sun reflecting off the water The babies happy Us happy I’m happy I’m sorry.

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Apr 27, 2021

Apr 27, 2021 at 8:17 AM UTC

I just love you

I’m truly not used to this The feeling of acceptance I don’t think I’ve shown you How much I appreciate you Right now things are tough Right now I’m super high or super low And I know your confused I’m just ready for the sun babe I just wanna drive to the lake Sit in the sand Watch the kids play in the water And just be there Completely I just love you I want to show you But I’m probably overwhelming I know you know But the magnitude? Like I said overwhelming I see us floating Laughing Rays of sun reflecting off the water The babies happy Us happy I’m happy I’m sorry.

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I can’t quite explain it One moment move I’ve gotten it all figured out The next I can’t leave my bed I’m just laying there Waiting Hoping someone understands How much I need them to pull me out Sometimes I can’t always do it myself

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Apr 27, 2021

Apr 27, 2021 at 12:49 AM UTC

Untitled

I can’t quite explain it One moment move I’ve gotten it all figured out The next I can’t leave my bed I’m just laying there Waiting Hoping someone understands How much I need them to pull me out Sometimes I can’t always do it myself

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Things take time now And I'm patient Its hard to mistake Passion When all it really was Was drama Learning Introducing Listening All new skills I'm obtaining Slowly I wanna run through it all But I remember this And I think I'll savor it this time Make it worth while Appreciate it Water it Watch it grow

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Aug 14, 2020

Aug 14, 2020 at 2:27 AM UTC

Seeds

Things take time now And I'm patient Its hard to mistake Passion When all it really was Was drama Learning Introducing Listening All new skills I'm obtaining Slowly I wanna run through it all But I remember this And I think I'll savor it this time Make it worth while Appreciate it Water it Watch it grow

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Im tired all the ******* time And i ain't even took a jog To be quite honest I don't quite know what a jog is Sounds like a word people use to describe a light hearted enjoyable run And that sounds terrible No I'm tired because I think too god **** much I don't even have to pick up a single finger To completely exhaust myself I wish i could replace my awful thoughts With a treadmill Or a **** Much better reasons to be exhausted If you ask me.

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Jul 21, 2020

Jul 21, 2020 at 1:31 AM UTC

Tired

Im tired all the ******* time And i ain't even took a jog To be quite honest I don't quite know what a jog is Sounds like a word people use to describe a light hearted enjoyable run And that sounds terrible No I'm tired because I think too god **** much I don't even have to pick up a single finger To completely exhaust myself I wish i could replace my awful thoughts With a treadmill Or a **** Much better reasons to be exhausted If you ask me.

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Im a ******* mess I can wipe myself down for a day But tomorrow I'll be dirtier than the last I cant help myself Prone to disaster Without the after clean up Things keep piling Im just not fast enough

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Jun 24, 2020

Jun 24, 2020 at 2:23 AM UTC

Imafuckingmess

Im a ******* mess I can wipe myself down for a day But tomorrow I'll be dirtier than the last I cant help myself Prone to disaster Without the after clean up Things keep piling Im just not fast enough

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One day it'll be 10:30 pm I'll be laying on the couch naked Its a summer night A thought will dawn on me I think I may be lonely But then I realize This is powerful I feel content and whole I feel free

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Jun 23, 2020

Jun 23, 2020 at 1:46 AM UTC

Naked and free

One day it'll be 10:30 pm I'll be laying on the couch naked Its a summer night A thought will dawn on me I think I may be lonely But then I realize This is powerful I feel content and whole I feel free

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