The saddest word
In the whole world
Is the word “almost”
By which the hearts curled.
He almost made it
She almost had forever
They almost survived
I was almost enough clever
He was almost loved
She almost didn’t lie
They almost won
I almost didn’t cry.
Sometimes I lay awake
Wishing for the world to burn
Sadly I don’t make the rules
But it’s going to be my turn
My turn to change the rules
My chance to not quit
Time to improve my destiny
And, I “almost” made it.
May 4, 2020
May 4, 2020 at 9:24 PM UTC
They say endings are scary
Again, what do they know?
Maybe they’re just guessing
Perhaps, going with the flow
Endings could be peaceful
Of endings I’m not scared
They are regretful that’s all
But my whole life I’ve dared
Endings could be happy
Of endings I’m not scared
They are just very guilty
Of things they hadn’t shared
Endings could be calming
Of endings I’m not scared
They’re just anxious because
They’ll witness all that they feared
Endings could be nice
It’s probably not, I lied
I’m not just scared of endings
Truth is, I’m terrified.
Apr 29, 2020
Apr 29, 2020 at 7:48 PM UTC
Went to bed with despair on mind
Wondered of how the world could be this blind
Reckless action leading to messed up consequences
Life's road taking me to the plot holes and mazes
I closed my eyes, picturing a "happy world"
Where I'd somehow be aspired to become bold.
In that world, I'd long for someone dear
To keep me safe and eliminate all my fear.
Someone who'd love me for me to the core
Who'd stand by my side, never asking for more
Who'd help me go for the life's biggest leap
And with that thought on mind, I went to sleep.
Woke up the next day with my mother's face in view
That's just how early she gets up, this was nothing new
I rush for the classes, meanwhile my breakfast is ready
She puts the lunchbox in, her movement's yet so steady.
She ushered me out with a kiss like it's her job everyday
Waved at me like a child, as if I was going far away.
And it was on my way when I recalled,
How foolish was I?
Because in this world it was just her
For me who would die.
The world that I've been dreaming of
Was nothing compared to this
And oh the things I'd be willing to do
Just for my mother's kiss.
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 7:59 PM UTC
The wind howled against the glass
Threatening to break it down
Mighty sky covered the clouds
In color grey, black and brown
Gush of wind blows out the candle
While darkness consumes it all
A thunder cracks through the sky
As if to answer darkness’s call
All the trees bow down to the wind
Maybe asking for mercy or kindness
The fallen leaves fly in the sky
Perhaps to win an invincible race.
The heavy rain drenched it all
Drowning everything pure and good
Looking at the weather I was sure
It was a perfect representation of my mood
The wind tapped at the glass
To inform it’s arrival
Mighty skies growled to let me know
That the future wasn’t my rival
Gush of wind blows out the candle
Maybe to tell me to take a break
A thunder shows me a glimpse of outside
The future, which is mine to take
The trees danced in sync with the wind
Happy again to be fresh and green
Or maybe they were simply thankful
As now the streets were sparkly clean
The heavy rain drenched it all
To wash away everything sad
Looking at the weather I was sure
That in this reality I am glad
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 10:19 PM UTC