Rotting flesh
Something isn't right
Troubling smell
Aching heart
Darkness closing in
Silence echoing loudly
Shadows claw their way through your heart
You're breathing stops
It's inching closer every second
The emptiness
Oct 21, 2020
Oct 21, 2020 at 8:12 PM UTC
I'm afraid
The darkness is closing in
Stealing my breath
Choaking me slowly
I'm afraid
Being pushed like a pin
Feeling like death
Not very holey
I'm afraid
I don't want to live alone
Empty, unfulfilled and lacking
That not the life I want to live
I'm afraid
The darkness, I own it
It wont let me forget when I'm packing
No matter where I want to live
I'm afraid
I'm afraid
I'm afraid
I'm afraid
Oct 20, 2020
Oct 20, 2020 at 10:39 PM UTC
****
Hot, wet, nasty and painful.
Why is that all they want to do?
I just want someone to hold my hand,
make me smile and laugh.
Why cant I find someone who wants that too?
Oct 20, 2020
Oct 20, 2020 at 10:17 PM UTC
Why does it hurt so bad?
We weren't anything
but your rejection stings.
You said all the right things,
I fell for all your promising.
I guess its my fault, at least just a tad.
Tell me please,
what happened,
Bees?
You spoke with ease.
Then ghosted
me.
Why does it hurt so bad?
We weren't anything
but your rejection stings.
Oct 20, 2020
Oct 20, 2020 at 10:09 PM UTC
it's not enough
it was never enough
so how can i be enough
when before it was all i had
Oct 20, 2020
Oct 20, 2020 at 9:54 PM UTC
I can't prove a negative
I can't give you evidence
For something that isn't happening
I'm not cheating on you
I can't
I won't
Make things up
I won't lie to you to prove something isn't happening
That only makes it worse
So I'll continue to do nothing
Maybe one day you'll get the point
That I really do love you
Oct 20, 2020
Oct 20, 2020 at 9:54 PM UTC
The past can tear at you
It can cut you open
Leave you with inflected rotting wounds
It can twist the blade deeper
Until you're begging to die
And worst of all
It can take you back
Make you feel like you did then
Rip your heart from your chest
And leave you without
Thank god it can't make you that person again
Jun 9, 2018
Jun 9, 2018 at 12:42 AM UTC
i knew it
i knew it
i was never, enough
not now
not then
not ever
you'll always, cheat on me
your fingers don't
trace her collarbone
they don't follow her curves
to dip at her waist
they won't grip her hips
or hold her close
but your words cut me deep
shes ****
she appreciates you
she isn't me,
your wife
who does your laundry
cleans your dishes
turns your shirts inside out
when i fold them because
you believe its good luck
I won't ever be her
doesn't mean
I'm not ****
doesn't mean
i don't appreciate you
but you don't appreciate me
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 12:46 PM UTC
From pain comes growth
and brings beauty in the end
.
Jul 18, 2017
Jul 18, 2017 at 11:36 AM UTC
Lovers learn to love each other after the sun rises
True love can learn to love again after something traumatic
Jul 18, 2017
Jul 18, 2017 at 4:55 AM UTC