Alone in the corner
Suicidal thoughts
Am I over thinking
Or can I just be lost
Darkness is a nasty
Comfort that confides
The Voices make me happy
Even though they’re lies
I’m running from demons in my mind
I think Im loosing all my time
To save myself from suicide
I’m running from demons in my mind
I think I’m loosing all my time
To save myself from suicide
I can’t help that
I feel this way
I’m being attacked
I’m mentally gray
No one can save me
I’m too far gone
I’ll fly like a bumble bee
My story has been drawn
I’m running from demons in my mind
I think Im loosing all my time
To save myself from suicide
I’m running from demons in my mind
I think I’m loosing all my time
To save myself from suicide
I’m a bumble bee
I can fly in the wind
I’m a bumble bee
Suicide wins
Sep 27, 2019
Sep 27, 2019 at 12:13 PM UTC
I smile and wave
but not a single word came out
instead a moment of silence took over
I wish I was brave
And your name I could shout
but I couldn’t handle the exposure
I hate when I’m quiet.
Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 11:13 AM UTC
Her tears won’t stop
It’s never ending rain
Bad thoughts in every drop
Followed by all her pain
Fat is what she’s called
Depressed she became
When alone she bawled
It’s never ending rain
Nov 29, 2017
Nov 29, 2017 at 1:30 AM UTC
She loves music
It is her escape
She is dead inside
When she is alone
Music is there waiting to be heard
Music is not living
But it is alive
Without music she is nothing
It is her surrounding
She loves it so much
To where it consumes her
She was once alone
Dead inside
Now she is alive
She is heard
Nov 4, 2017
Nov 4, 2017 at 9:50 PM UTC
Why?
Why do you allow this?
Why are you so intimidating
To where you push people over the edge
Do you like to hurt people?
Do you enjoy the pain you cause?
It is unfair to us who disobey your rules
You should not control us
No one can be their selves
With the pressure of you over them
It’s time to change
This is getting old
Nov 4, 2017
Nov 4, 2017 at 9:44 PM UTC
See hear & taste
what good senses to waste
We use our ears to listen to lies
& our eyes to become blind
We ignore what is important
& look at fraud
We taste the fear of love
& disobey the man above
How do we live like this
Nothing is how it should be
This is all we know
This is humanity
Nov 3, 2017
Nov 3, 2017 at 8:42 PM UTC
I miss you papa
How are you doing ?
I Want to hug you papa
I wish I could see you
Why did you go without me papa?
I want to be like you
I don’t want to feel anymore pain papa
I want to be happy
I want to be happy with you papa
If I come visit you
Can I stay with you papa?
Nov 2, 2017
Nov 2, 2017 at 9:48 PM UTC
I like the way your nose flairs when you laugh
And the way your lip quivers
I like how you stand
And how your words flow like the rivers
Your smile gives me butterflies
In your eyes I become lost
I want to be yours
I’ll keep my fingers crossed
Nov 2, 2017
Nov 2, 2017 at 8:43 PM UTC
I told myself I would never do it
I promised to be good
They don’t care what I cannot do
Or what I should
They won’t notice
It will all be okay
Sometimes I wonder if I should even stay
There’s a little hope I’m hanging onto
But do they really care?
It’s not my fault that I’m here
But life isn’t fair
Nov 2, 2017
Nov 2, 2017 at 8:09 PM UTC
We live with burdens
Made heavier by loss
And the sensation from what’s missing
Call pain those sensations —
Tingling or sharp stabs
Which it’s known
Without feel —never experience
Others don’t know what we feel
Nov 2, 2017
Nov 2, 2017 at 6:24 PM UTC