If you could only see yourself through my eyes
You would uncover my secret
My desire to love
To hold you close
Yet I smile.
Holding this inside
Cracks eroding at the surface.
I might burst.
Alone to pick up the broken pieces of myself.
Jul 20, 2025
Jul 20, 2025 at 9:13 AM UTC
I am unfit to endure summer.
Yet the burning becomes bearable
A bastion
Blissful.
Summer will only been seen through you.
Without you
I am unfit to endure.
Aug 15, 2023
Aug 15, 2023 at 10:59 AM UTC
You’re awfully talkative when you drink too much.
Painfully silent when you are not.
Why can’t you talk to me without it?
Resentfully. Am I that woeful to be
around?
Apologise again.
You didn’t even
acknowledge
what you did wrong.
Blissfully unaware of your own mistakes
or rather
Blissfully unaware of my existence.
Dec 23, 2021
Dec 23, 2021 at 11:07 AM UTC
The smallest of them you realise in a heartbeat.
The mispronunciation of a name -
The stuttering of words -
Dropping the cutlery on the floor.
You deal with the consequences immediately.
The understandable look of shame -
The internal frustration.
Why is it that the largest stay hidden.
Days, weeks, months.
Silence.
Nothing to be said.
Until the day of reckoning.
The realisation.
The shame.
Fear.
How terrifying.
Nothing can be done,
With only crippling consequences to come.
Feb 13, 2021
Feb 13, 2021 at 9:19 AM UTC
If time is a straight line.
Every time I look behind -
I see her.
Mirage -
Rub my eyes -
I think it's more hallucinations in my head instead.
Squawking, talking -
Awake in bed.
The voices whisper -
She is dead.
Jun 1, 2020
Jun 1, 2020 at 8:44 AM UTC
Saw nothing -
Seeing it.
Hear nothing -
Makes me.
Forgot everything -
Shatter.
May 18, 2020
May 18, 2020 at 3:25 AM UTC
I Still think about you.
I dream and wonder.
Ponder.
Do you ever think about -
Me?
Apr 21, 2020
Apr 21, 2020 at 8:10 AM UTC
I don't have a crush on her.
She's just someone I stare at and I like.
And when she's not here,
It ruins my day.
Mar 11, 2020
Mar 11, 2020 at 3:56 AM UTC
A simple revolver,
a six chambered gun.
Two shots fired.
The rest are blanks.
I guess it’s done.
I no longer shoot for anyone.
Mar 4, 2020
Mar 4, 2020 at 5:20 AM UTC
How long is too long to say that you are no longer in love but rather hopelessly obsessing?
Mar 2, 2020
Mar 2, 2020 at 6:57 AM UTC